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...я ещё подожду

Days like lost dogs. True Detective S01EP03

Well, another day has passed, and it would seem that a new one will begin soon, but this morning I woke up with an unbearable desire to die, right now at this moment, to tears, but ... I was able, I was able to overcome him, why am I with him I’m at war, I don’t know if there is a reason, I think yes, there is a person who is ready to listen, but he already has so many troubles, because I, this night I have insomnia, I will take a pill and put my body to sleep, and here I am lying and sniffing, I eat perfume, in places, probably strange, but today I felt the familiar smell of perfume, I don’t even know why, maybe these are my memories.

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I don't think I'll ever hurt as much as I did that night.

when i have no reason to live

when I, closing my mouth with trembling hands, burst into tears

and in the morning no one could have thought what I experienced a few hours ago

Everything is going according to plan, no one knows what I am doing or what I am planning.

Thirst by Ells Wake