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Brother I am Freaking tf out- you mean to tell me that the person I go to for fanfics FOLLOWED ME?! ON HERE?! YOUR BUGGING CUZ OMFG THANK YOU BESTIE LMAO?! WHY ARE YOU HERE THO????

When I say I'm "Okay" or that I'm "Fine." I dont mean it. The moment I start texting like I'm spaced tf out is when it should click that I'm not okay. I want you to ask what I think, I want you to ask how I really feel, I want you to put as much effort as I do into this relationship. Platonic or not. I've had so many lessons as to why I shouldn't put my energy into someone that wont give it back. Yet when you showed up and i saw how compassionate you were i thought "Maybe this time will be different." Yk what my safe space is? My safe space is being on the roof of a skyscraper on a warm springs night, 1-4 am with light breezes every once in awhile. With my favorite songs humming in the background while I stare at the stars, being so high up that the light pollution doesn't get to cover the beauty of the nights sky. And I just get to stand there in awe as I stare into the sparkling hopeful balls of light knowing that they are so underappreciated and so beautiful. Just like how I have stared into your eyes hoping I could have had a chance when I knew I never would... but then again, you wouldn't know about that, because you never bothered to ask me that same question.

I create the monsters I have in my head... they're Beautiful.

Monsters are so pretty wth.

I Just Like Reading, and Monsters sound design. Specifically, Godzillas power up sound.