You're The Yellow Bird That I've Been Waiting For

you're the yellow bird that i've been waiting for

pairing: luke/ashton, michael/calum (minor)

summary: Ashton knew this whole timer thing was absolutely ridiculous. He knew there had to be flaws in the whole ‘your timer will stop when you look your soulmate in the eyes for the very first time’ thing. After all the timers have been around since practically forever. There’s bound to be cracks in such an ancient system.

He just would’ve preferred it if the universe hadn’t confirmed his suspicions by pulling this stupid stunt.

This stupid stunt being Ashton sitting on the couch, in front of his TV at 2 am in the morning, watching MTV, staring dumbly at his timer that has just hit zero. The flickering lights of the TV throw shadows over the thin white lines of the zeros and no matter how Ashton holds his arm, the zeros stay.

or, ashton discovers a flaw in the soulmate system and spends the upcoming years pining over someone who doesn’t know he exists.

a/n: this fic is something ive been working on for the past few weeks and that couldn’t have existed without the help of my always amazing squad (femmeashton, punkcaluhm, pizzawithlashton and mpregashton) <3333

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10 years ago

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9 years ago
I Decided To Create A Masterpost That Would Help You With What You Are Struggling With. Hopefully Any

I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe. 

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Distractions;

Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts. 

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Sleep issues; 

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-Rainy mood.

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-Soft traffic. 

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-Train.

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Anxiety; 

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-Tips to manage anxiety and stress.

-The 10 best ever anxiety management techniques. 

-Self-help strategies for anxiety. 

-Helping a friend with anxiety. 

-All about worrying.

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Sad, angry and depressed/depression; 

-“I’m always sad”

-Feeling sad.

-Going through trauma.

-“I’m always angry”.

-Anger management. 

-All about anger.

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-Dealing with depression at school.

Isolation and loneliness; 

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-“I feel so alone”

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Addiction; 

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-The facts about drug addiction.

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-Eating disorder treatments. 

-Support services for eating disorders. 

-Self-help tips with eating disorders.

-Eating disorder recovery. 

-Recovering from an eating disorder. 

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-Coping with suicidal ideation.  

 Schizophrenia;

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OCD;

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Borderline personality disorder; 

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Abuse; 

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Free Online Language Courses

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Lebanese Arabic

Madinah Arabic

Moroccan Arabic

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Catalan Sign Language

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Chinese

Beginner

Basic Chinese

Basic Chinese I. II, III, IV , V

Basic Mandarin Chinese I & II

Beginner’s Chinese

Chinese for Beginners

Chinese Characters

Chinese for HSK 1

Chinese for Travelers

Chinese Made Easy

Easy Mandarin

First Year Chinese I &  II

HSK Level 1

Introduction to Chinese

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Mandarin Chinese I

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UT Gateway to Chinese

Chino Básico (Taught in Spanish)

Intermediate

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Intermediate Chinese Grammar

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Faroese

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Finnish for Beginners

Finnish for Immigrants

Finnish for Medical Professionals

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Basic French Skills

Beginner’s French: Food & Drink

Diploma in French

Elementary French I & II

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French in Action

French for Beginners

French Language Studies I, II, III

French:Ouverture

French Through Stories and Conversation

Improving Your French

Mastering French Grammar and Vocab

Intermediate

French: Le Quatorze Juillet

Passe Partout

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La Cité des Sciences et de Industrie

Reading French Literature

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Beginner

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Conversational German I, II, III, IV

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Diploma in German

German Modal Verbs

Rundblick-Beginner’s German

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German:Regionen Traditionen und Geschichte

Landschaftliche Vielfalt

Reading German Literature

Hebrew

Hebrew Alphabet Crashcourse

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Hindi

A Door into Hindi

Business Hindi

Virtual Hindi

Icelandic

Icelandic 1-5

Indonesian

Learn Indonesian

Irish

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Italian

Beginner

Beginner’s Italian: Food & Drink

Beginner’s Italian I

Introduction to Italian

Italian for Beginners 1 , 2, 3 , 4 , 5, 6 

Oggi e Domani

Survive Italy Without Being Fluent

Intermediate

Intermediate Italian I

Advanced

Advanced Italian I

Italian Literature

Italian Novel of the Twentieth Century

La Commedia di Dante

L'innovazione Sociale (Check language under translation)

Reading Italian Literature

Japanese

Beginner’s Conversational Japanese

Genki

Japanese JOSHU

Japanese Pronunciation

Kazakh

A1-B2 Kazakh (Taught in Russian)

Korean

Beginner

First Step Korean

How to Study Korean

Learn to Speak Korean

Pathway to Spoken Korean

Intermediate

Intermediate Korean

Latin

Latin I (Taught in Italian)

Nepali

Beginner’s Conversation and Grammar

Norwegian

Learn The Norwegian Language

Norwegian on the Web

Portuguese

Brazilian Portuguese for Beginners

Curso de Português para Estrangeiros 

Pluralidades em Português Brasileiro

Russian

Beginner

Basics of Russian

Easy Accelerated Learning for Russian

Russian Alphabet

Russian Essentials

Russian Phonetics and Pronunciation

Reading and Writing Russian

Travel Russian

Advanced

Reading Master and Margarita

Russian as an Instrument of Communication

Siberia: Russian for Foreigners

Spanish

Beginner

AP Spanish Language & Culture

Basic Spanish for English Speakers

Beginner’s Spanish:Food & Drink

Fastbreak Spanish

Introduction to Spanish

Restaurants and Dining Out

Spanish for Beginners

Spanish for Beginners 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6

Spanish Verbs Basics

Intermediate

Spanish:Ciudades con Historia

Spanish:Espacios Públicos

Advanced

Corrección, Estilo y Variaciones 

La España de El Quijote

Leer a Macondo

Spanish:Con Mis Propias Manos

Spanish: Perspectivas Porteñas

Reading Spanish Literature

Swedish

Intro to Swedish

Swedish Made Easy 1 & 2

Ukrainian

Read Ukrainian

Ukrainian for Everyone

Ukrainian Language for Beginners

Welsh

Beginner’s Welsh

Discovering Wales

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MIT’s open courseware,  Ancient Languages

MOOCs taught in: French, Portuguese, Spanish & Portuguese, Spanish, Catalan , Dutch , Arabic, Polish, Russian,  Russian, Chinese, Japanese, Japanese

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9 years ago

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