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Don’t be fooled!

There is no need for me to rant about men. Particular someone you grew to love over a year or so yet they fucked up. As usual. I’m not the strongest out there so for me a break up is quite awful but it gets worse. 

Whatever he said during the break up is very nice and all and being gullible is sooo much better than facing the truth. Being naive even better! Its his terms or no terms. It bugs me the most that for 15 months he was the most loving and caring person I knew and fell for so deeply, but speaking to him now makes me doubt myself who I fell for.  A narcissist. Plain and simple. I will never bad mouth him and nor will I regret the time spent together. However, what I do regret is the one week of sleepless nights and puffy eyes in the morning. Not worth it. Surely I am not the only woman who’s said this after a break up and surely I let my emotions run high when writing this blog. 

You see, men don’t care. We know it. They know that we know it. Everybody knows this. Its a delusion which has been carried out for many many years that women should trust men and that men care about women. It just isn't in their nature to care as much as we do. 

I am not writing this blog to talk about the careless men in our lives but to talk about the foolishness of us women. We believe it. We should not therefore blame them. If they can not be trusted which we know very much why do we allow ourselves to fall for them so damn deep to the point of not being able to pick ourselves up. Its just ridiculous and quite frankly, women are pathetic soppy little creatures. 

It hurts so much to think that you’re not good enough, but do not be fooled because you are GOOD. Way too good, maybe even overqualified to be with a man who just doesn’t want to appreciate you. Who doesn’t allow himself to love you because he is nothing but a coward. A coward to face the obstacles that couples will come across in the future. What is love? Its nothing, if you’re not committed to begin with. END IT NOW BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. 

xoxo 

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I got 'According to Yes' by Dawn French and I am in love with it so far! Near the end within a week!

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Silly little things..

Its one thing to argue with your parents or your siblings or even with the best friend, but a complete different thing when arguments happen between you and your partner. The partner you’ve chosen yourself who ticks all of your boxes and understands you well (at least thats what you thought). A difference in opinions seem to happen quite often in my relationship. Being 300 miles apart over the summer makes situation even more complicated than it can be. Us girls never know what we want and I’ve only realised this when I first got with my boyfriend of 5 months. I’m happy to say that I’ve never gone to bed mad at him because its just not the right thing to do. Yesterday, it was our 5 month anniversary and I was waiting patiently and super excitedly for a message off him which unfortunately i didnt get so I thought i’d message first (i thought maybe he forgot for the second time!). So writing a message first really wasnt the issue. However, I did get upset about the reply: “Nawh cutie, and you.” Maybe I’m new at relationships and overly clingy but surely a little more effort wouldnt harm anyone right? Later he then decided to facetime me at 1am, so I confronted him about it. And looking back I wish I never did. Once again he found a way to make it look like im in the wrong for telling him to facetime him in the nights… well i dont know about you guys but 1 am isnt exactly the night. 

After a few hours of talking it was all resolved and I couldnt have asked for a better anniversary than to spend it with him (even if it was just over facetime). 

Its never easy to tell someone about the new ideas and goals you want to achieve in life because in the back of your head you’re always going to think that you will be judged for that ‘oh so stupid idea’ that is just sooo unoriginal. Having someone who supports you is essential! a loved one can make such a huge difference to your day and your future.  This blog may have been a stupid idea and my life might seem boring to a lot of people (including myself) but it is my way to dish it all out. But having to argue with a loved one about this idea would have never crossed my mind….

Going through a bad phase..

I've had a very bad couple of months. I found out I failed a module and couldn't graduate along with my friends and had to resit the exam so I'm doing this waiting game of finding out my results.. With that being said, that isn't as bad as being so far away from my love. It's tough. Growing up in a Muslim family from Iraq and being kurdish, I have just realised how much that impacts on my life. My parents are nothing but narrow-minded shallow human beings who are in the way of their daughters happiness. My mother has recently told me she will abandon me as a daughter if I carry on seeing my boyfriend who is Portuguese and not kurdish. Only because it doesn't look good for my family's reputation. I know for a fact that I'm not the only one who is affected by parents and families like this and it is heartbreaking that us girls who grow up in such an environment cannot stand up for ourselves without being shunned and forced into a marriage we are not happy with. Girls like me and around the world need to find each other and support each other for the happiness we believe in. It's hard as it is.. why go through with it on your own? We should be sharing each others experiences and help and support one another without feeling embarrassed or without competing. Kurdish Society has taught nothing but hatred to others if one is better than you. It is absolutely disgraceful and I refuse to be part of a society with such way of thinking. I have a lot to say about this and I shall blog my heart out about this matter until it is recognised and seen by everyone. I will not give up for what I think is right. Xoxo

I love myself.

Don't EVER let anyone tell you that you're not good enough.. Too fat, too skinny, too ugly, too stupid, a know-it-all, a freak, weird the list goes on and never ends!! Everything about you is beautiful and you are the only one who can change you! Stay happy, be who you are and enjoy life! Thought of the day... Because nobody is and ever will be perfect :)