is the quality of my day based off if I eat or not!! I get so depressed after I eat SO WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL EAT
I suck at this disorder
I’m starting to get addicted to the empty stomach feeling
restricting is sm easier when ur actually sad
Imagine how much money you could be saving, if you just didn’t buy food
I need to be underweight by Christmas or I will have a mental breakdown and nothing would bring me back at this point.
“If I had just continued, I would have been at my GW already”
So continue. Time is going to keep passing anyway, you might as well do it right this time.
you know what i’ve found… pretty privilege definitely exists. Guess who doesn’t get pretty privilege? you, cus you’re so f*cking fat. did you really stuff your face??? you’re disgusting, i wouldn’t even wanna be near you rn, go starve.
TW: eating disorder (Ana) / she-her / SW: 81kg GW: 50KG CW: _ H: 155CM / vent and rant stuff / expect rblgs of my interests
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