Hey Love!

Starving is a nice word

Starving is a nice feeling

Starving makes me beautiful

Starving makes me thin

✨ Starving makes me happy ✨

I hope in another universe I’m happy. I’m normal. I fit in. I’m talented. I have friends. I wasn’t born in the wrong body. I’m attractive. I get everything I want instead of nothing. I’m not in a constant state of anxiety, dissatisfaction, exhaustion, and desperate yearning for things to be different. I have an amazing relationship that lasts forever instead of a string of abusive ex lovers. Instead of a pervasive loneliness, I seldom feel lonely. I’m talented and successful and I can do things like everyone else. Other universe you I hope you’re out there. At least one of us will be happy then.

Everything looks good on skinny

Keep. Going.

can my brain please stop thinking about food

being praised for "eating healthy" when you have an eating disorder is a real mind-fuck

wasting food is really hard if you grew up in poverty

something about it getting colder outside triggers me so hard. i'm just sitting outside listening to music and sipping plain tea and it's sooo...<3

i love romanticizing dysfunction. 🥰

“if you really had an ed, you’d be skinny.”

ok time to ⭐️ve