Warnings: pregnancy, main character death, violence, blood, grief
Pairing: pre-outbreak!Joel Miller x fem!reader
Summary: you loved Joel more than you had ever loved anyone else and when you were finally ready to start the rest of your lives together, the world collapsed
Wordcount: 4.1k
The alarm woke the two of you up that morning but he ignored it, tightening his arms around his girlfriend of four years as the two of you lay there in his bed.
"Alarm," the young girl called out, hand pounding on the door.
You didn't want to be taken out of the dream you had even though you knew that the morning sickness would wake you up any second.
You hadn't mentioned it to Joel yet but you'd checked and you were going to surprise him before he left for work for his birthday. You were 7weeks along and couldn't be happier.
You were snapped out of your thoughts of your future by Joel's groan as he pulled you tighter against him, "Five more minutes," he said, his voice gruff in your ear.
As you turned over and looked at your husband of two years, you thought of everything you'd done and been through. You were 5 years his junior and had met five years ago at a work event. You were a secretary at a work event he wa doing construction for and after spending the whole night staring at you, tommy had finally convinced him to ask you out.
Now as you lay here in his bed, looking up into his eyes, you knew that he had made the best decision. "Happy birthday handsome," you said and he pulled you closer to him, arms tightening around your waist.
He smirked, eyes opening to look at you as he spoke in his deep morning voice, “Do i get my present now?” He questioned, hand slipping down to pull on the bottom of his oversized shirt you were wearing.
You chuckled, pressing a hand against his chest as you pushed him away before sitting up in your share bed, “We have to make breakfast, Ill meet you downstairs,” you said, getting out of bed.
After getting changed, you walked down the stairs to the kitchen where you saw Sarah as she stood at the stove, cooking some eggs. As you walked past, you pressed a kiss to the girls temple as you went to grab a glass of water from the fridge.
Sarah had only been 7 when you started dating her dad and she love you from the second that you two met. She had never had a mother like any of the other girls t school had had but you were more than enough.
“You want any help lovey?” You asked as you saw the girl cooking the eggs.
Sarahs nose scrunched up in disgust, she loved your cooking but eggs was in no way your forte, “I’m good,” she said, trying to be polite as you sat down at the counter.
You looked over at the stairs when you heard a noise, watching as Joel walked into the room. He walked over to his daughter, pressing a kiss to her forehead before reaching for the coffee machine.
Sarah asked where the pancake mix was and her fathers face scrunched up in the same way Sarahs had earlier, they were more similar than they thought they were, "I don't like pancakes," he said.
"I know, but me and mum do," Sarah said, grinning at you. You would never get over her calling you that because it showed just how accepted you were in the little family. She turned to the fridge, pouring her father a glass of orange juice, "It's Vitamin C,"
He shook his head in disgust, sliding the juice over the counter. You smiled, picking it up and taking a sip as he drank his coffee. You picked the glass up as you both walked over to the table, watching as Sarah placed their food on the table.
"How old are you again?" Sarah asked teasingly.
"36," he said, taking a sip from his coffee. He had missed out on so much in his life but the only thing he wanted now was to grow old with his daughter and his wife, ready to live the rest of their lives together.
He was snapped out of his daydream when he heard the door open and and they all turne to him as he walked in, "Hey, still alive you old fucker," he said, grabbing a cup of coffee fron the pot, "You look cheery, you get some last night?"
"Course he did," Sarah said and Joel choked on his food, looking up at his 12 year old daughter, thinking about what she had just insinuated.
"Sarah!' The two adults exclaimed, looking over at her as Tommy laughed at the idea.
“At this rate, you two will have some evil mini mes running all over this house,” Tommy joked and Joel laughed at the concept.
Your face scrunched up as you looked over at him, brows furrowed at the idea that he didn’t want that with you, “Would that be so bad Joel?” You questioned and he looked ta you, mimicking the same confused look.
He shrugs, looking at you with the ghost of a smirk on his lips, “No, I don’t think it would,’ he said.
The words sent a wave of relief through you and though you didnt want to mention it now, you were. You had the tests upstairs and the first scan that you had gotten the other day at the hospital to prove it. You smiled at him at the idea and his face sank, almost like he was going through all five stages of grief.
“Honey,” he said, his voice quiet as he looked at you, your smile growing every second that you looked at his shocked face, “Are you serious?”
The room was silent as they waited for your answer. Sarah had a huge grin on her face as she looked at you, the excitement of having a baby brother or sister bubbling up inside of her. Tommys eyes were wide as he looked over at the table, realising that he spoiled the surprise - you had mentioned it to him the other day as he had driven you to the hospital.
“Surprise,” you said, your voice quiet as you waited to gauge the reaction from the others, “I had this whole thing prepared for tonight Joel-“
You started to speak and he cut you off, pulling you into a kiss - he didn’t normally kiss you that much in front of Sarah so the act alone made it clear how happy he was. When he pulled away, his hands came up to cup your cheeks and he looked into your eyes, tears welling up in his.
“We’re going to have a baby?” He questioned again, trying to keep his emotion in as he looked at you. Sarahs mother had never stuck around but he knew that you would, he knew that you were everything he was looking for in a person.
You nodded your head and he kissed you again, one hand going down to rest on your stomach, “7 weeks,” you stated when you pulled away from the kiss.
Joel looked around the room, a huge smile on his face as he looked at his family, “We’re going to have a baby!” He exclaimed, repeating the sentiment as he looked at the others.
When he noticed Sarah had started crying, his face sunk as he wondered if she was unhappy about it, even though she was the one who had been begging for a little sibling since you two got married, “What’s wrong baby?” He asked and Sarah sniffled.
“I’m so happy,” she said, laughing in between the tears. He pressed a kiss against her forehead with a smile.
“Me too Sarah, me too,” he said, looking back at you. Nobody in the room had ever seen Joel miller smile that much before but right now, it looked like he would never stop.
“Congratulations you two, guess I get to be the fun uncle for another kiddo,” he said, a smile on his face.
You were laying on the sofa, fast asleep, when you heard a noise coming from outside. When you finally fully woke up, you checked the time and noticed the sound of helicopters flying overhead.
The rest of the breakfast went smoothly, all of them talking about how exciting it wa going to be, what they were going to name the baby, how they were going to paint the nursery but all good things must come to an end. Joel left for the day to pull a double shift at the construction yard and you drove to work.
You started to panic and pulled a jacket on as you rushed to Sarah’s room, you bag slung on your back. When you noicted that she wasnt in bed, you rushed outside, screaming her name.
That’s when you saw Joel’s truck rushing down the street - he had gone out to pick tommy up from jail after an incident - and when the car parked, he jumped outside.
“Where’s Sarah?” He asked, looked around, a wrench in his hand as he walked over.
Just as he said that, she ran out of the Adlers house, the girl running into your arms as you tried to protect her from whatever it was that Joel was scared of.
Nana Adler started crawling out of the house and anyone could tell that the three adults were scared and unsure what to do. You didnt even know what was going on but with Tommy standing there, a shotgun in his hand, you knew that something was wrong.
"What are we doing Joel?" Tommy asked, his voice loud as he pointed the shotgun at the old lady. She seemed sick, her face morphing into something horrid as she scrambled towards them.
When she got closer, Joel did the only thing he could think about doing to protect his family, he hit her over the head. He had to kill the elderly woman because if he didnt, then there was any chance that she could kill his family.
You gasped, pulling Sarah’s face into your body in an attempt to make sure that she didn’t have to watch her elderly neighbour being bludgeoned to death by Joel.
"He killed her," Sarah whispered into her chest and Joel came over to the two girls, knowing that you both deserved answers.
When he looked into your eyes, he could see that you were scared and confused and he felt bad that this was happening to you now. You two were just about to start your family and now you were being flung head first into an apocalypse that you had no idea about.
When his daughter looked up at him, he noticed the look of pure fear in her eyes - she had never looked at him like that before and he could feel the guilt sinking in his stomach "It's not just the Adlees but we're gonna be brave,"
You nodded and he grabbed your hand, checking on the both of you quickly. You watched Sarah get into the car and he pulled you close, pressing a kiss to your forehead, “You okay baby girl?” He asked and you nodded, “We’re going to make it through this, all of us,”
You got into the car, sitting down next to Sarah when you noticed that the other two Adlers were rushing towards the car - they were infected, "Get your seatbelt on!" Joel yelled out and the two girls did.
"I'm scared," Sarah said as she looked up at you. You didnt know how to reassure the girl, you didnt even know what was going on. All you could think about was your family, your baby. You looked down at the bag that you had carried out; inside was the present for Joel, the sonogram.
“What’s going on boys?” You asked, trying to hide the shake in your voice as you looked out of the window as they sped through the streets.
Tommy shook his head in the front from where they were sitting, "They're saying its a virus. Some sort of parasite," he explained, looking back at them.
Sarah let out a shaky sigh, "Are we sick?" She questioned, eyes wide as she looked over at you.
You took her hand in yours, "Course not," you said as you tried to comfort her on a subject that you knew nothing about. You could all be sick for all that you knew but you had to make sure she wasnt too worried
"How do you know? How do you know were not sick?" She questioned an you could hear the fear in her voice.
The girl had been so excited this morning, she had picked out baby names that she wanted and was preparing for tthe rest of her life as a big sister. Now she was preparing to potentially die.
Joel turned back and looked at the two of you, "They're saying it people in the city, that's why they got the highway blocked off," he explained and you nodded, unsure what that meant.
He hated seeing his daughter like that, so upset and scared, bur he knew that you would look after her and that you were going to be okay. He didnt know how this morning he had had he greatest news in his life and now he was sitting here, planning on runnning away to save his family.
As they drove through the streets, Tommy looked in horror at a house on fire in a field, "God. That's Jimmy's place," he said, almost like he finally realised the extent of all of it. It was surreal as they heard the sirens on the streets and prepared for the end of the world as they knew it.
"The Adlers would take nana into thr city," Sarah said almost absentmindedly suddenly. You nodded, listening o Joel reassure her that that must be how they got As they drove onto the highway, Joel swore as he looked at all of the other trucks lining up in an attempt to escape the hell, "Everyone had the same fucking idea," Tommy said.
"Take the field, we'll pick it up on the west side," you said and Tommy nodded, the car jolting back and forth as they drove across the grass.
When they were driving through, Tommy stopped aburpty when he noticed that the entire military was lining the highway that they were trying ro get to, "The fucking army," Tommy said.
"Keep moving, head north," Joel said and you could her the panic in his voice as he starts to yell, explaining that there was nowhere else that they could go, "Tommy, come on,"
He would do anything for his family, especially now, "Where do we go?" You questioned, not knowing what they were going to do now. You werent even write sure what really was going on but also, nobody else seemed to know either.
"We go as far as we go, I don't know, Mexico," he said, shaking his head as he tried to save the family that he had spent so long building, "Go to the river, get across. Pick up the highway and then we're out,"
As he looked back at you and Sarah, you whispering to the girl to try to keep her calm, one hadn on her shoulder and one of your stomach, he wanted to cry. He wanted to break down and destroy whoever had done this to his family.
"Maybe its everywhere, maybe there's nowhere to go," Sarah said, trying to stay strong for everyone else but you could tell that her voice was breaking.
"We will be fine lovey," you said, reaching down and grabbing the girls hand, “You’re a strong girl and you’re going to make it, we all are,”
You were absolutely terrified for your family, for your baby but you couldn’t let it show for Sarahs sake. You had never had a good family life and now that you had a this one, you couldn’t bare to lose it.
They started to drive through town, the four of them horrified ad they looked at the crowds of people. Some people were running for safety and some were chewing on other people.
Tommys eyes were wide as he stared into the distance, "I can't drive through them," he said, his hand shaking on the wheel.
"Keep going," Joel yelled out, all of his protective instincts bubbling up. There was no part of Joel that would ever let anything happen his family, to his brother, to his daughter, his wife and his unborn child and he knew that he would kill people to protect them if he had to.
All of a sudden, a large crowd started to emerge in the distance and they realised that there was somethinggoing on over there,probably more infected people. There was no way they'd make it through.
"Back!" Joel exclaimed, his voice breaking slightly "Tommy go faster, mow the fuck over them,
"Joel!" Youyelled out and he turned to look in the front window when he noticed that a plane waas crashign down and was going to land in their direction - it was going to kill them all.
Your head was a blurry for a second as you crashed and when you woke up, you were upside down and Joel waqs reaching through the car to grab you. You winced as he pulled you out.
He pulled you into his lap, whispering your name under his breath as he checked to make sure you were alright. His heart was pounding as he looked over at the other side of the car where Sarah and Tommy were standing.
“Dad? Are you two okay?” The girl called out from the other side of the car, holding onto her uncle.
"She's fine, you're fine aren't you baby," he asked, hands coming up to her face and she nodded, looking in his eyes like it would be the last time.
You took a deep breath, nodding your head, "My ankle hurts, but I'll be fine," you said and he helped you stand.
Just as yu were about to make your way around to check on Sarah and tommy, another car crashed into theirs, blocking the way around, "Head to thr River, we'll find a way," Tommy said, knowing there was no way round.
“Let’s go babygirl,” Joel said, wrapping his arm around her as they started running. When they made it into an alleyway, they started running at the sight of one of the infected behind them. They started running as fast as they could, legs carrying them into an abandoned field at the back.
Just as you thought that you weren't going to make it through, the infected man was shot and you and Joel both looked over to see a man from the Tate police standing in the field.
He wrapped his arm round your waist, your ankle had gotten worse from all that running and he could hear you wincing as he walked over to the man.
“Help us, my wife, she’s hurt her ankle,” he said and the man was hesitating, hand on his gun, “She’s pregnant, please,”
You both stood there for a second, not knowing what the man was going to do or say. You looked up at Joel, looking into his deep brown eyes for wht you wondered may be the last time.
The man picked up his radio, “we have two civilians, a man and his injured wife, she’s pregnant,” the man said.
They couldn’t hear what the man said though the radio after that but when he received his orders, he held up his gun and you both knew that this was not going to end well.
“Please, we’re not sick, we’re not sick,” he repeated and when he heard the bullet fire, he did the only thing that he could think of doing, he turned his body around to shied you but it waas too late.
When he opened his eyes, he looked up at the man who had the gun still pointed at you. The man never shot again and Joel flinched when he heard a gunshot. When he looked at him, the man was falling to the ground and Tommy was standing there with the shotgun in his hand.
The first thing he heard was Sarah’s scream and then he turned to see you laying there. He crawled over to you, tears in his eyes as he looked at he bullet wounds all in your stomach and chest. There was no way you were going to make it.
“Babygirl, babygirl, come on,” he said and when he tried to move you, you screamed. He pulled you into his lap, tears in his eyes as he held his hand to your abdomen in an attempt to save you somehow.
“Joel, Joel, it hurts,” you said through gritted teeth. It was like someone was pulling at you, peeling your skin off completley. You don’t know how you could bre it any longer so you closed your eyes.
“Look at me honey, don’t do this to me,” he said, listening to your sobs. He turned back, tears in his eyes as he looked at Tommy and Sarah, the latter of which had tears streaming down her cheeks, “Don’t let her watch,”
He pressed his hand against your wounds desperately no matter how loud you screamed. He was watching his future slip away from him in those last seconds and you closed your eyes, sobs getting quieter.
“Stay with me baby, come on, come on,” he repeated over and over again and you opened your eyes, looking into his eyes.
“It hurts Joel,” you whispered, “The baby Joel, my baby,”
You let out a scream as he pressed his jacket to your stomach in any attempt to save you. He wasnt going to sit ideally and wait, “We’re going to make it darling, just stay with me,”
“I’m cold Joel,” you said, a chuckle escaping you as you closed your eyes, “Its so cliche, I’m cold baby,”
He let the tears flowed down his cheeks and your eyes fluttered open, focusing on him. You thought back to the first time you looked into his deep brown eyes from across the room and wished you could go back there. As the world slipped away, his hand in yours, you let his face ground you.
He let out a guttural scream ask he pulled you into his arms, feeling your limp body in his arms. Joel couldn’t bare the thought of losing you. He had failed at the only thing he had ever promised you to do, he had failed to look after you.
Even tommy closed his eyes as he watched his brother lose the only woman he ever really loved. He couldn’t watch, he could listen to the sobs from his niece and the screams from his brother as he tried to hold onto any piece of you that he could.
Joels eyes opened when he heard something flutter to the groun and he looked t a crumpled up sonogram that had fallen from your pocket. The pad of his thumb wiped the blood off of it, your blood, as he looked at what could have been his future.
He let out one more visceral scream as he held your body to his. He wasn’t ready to let go and he never would.
Summary: Jake breaks into your apartment just so Khonshu can ask you for your help
Rating: 🔞explicit, minors DNI!
Warnings: unprotected sex, Jake being an asshole
Word count: 6918
Pairing: Jake Lockley x fem!Reader, Khonshu & fem!Reader
Authors: Cass & Rouge
A/N: orange italics - Jake speaking Spanish; blue italics - Khonshu We have a non-linear story here, you’ve been warned :)
Jake was unsure of what he was even doing here. It seemed the bird-head wanted him to enter one of the flats.
Jake began to pick up trinkets, decorations, and pictures hanging on the walls to gain an understanding of who lived there. Apparently, it was a pretty, young woman. "What the hell are we doing in here, huh? Are you falling in love or something?" Jake chuckled lowly, shaking his head in disbelief after taking a look at the bookshelf.
"Don't ask me such a stupid question," Khonshu commented, appearing right next to the man. "The woman that lives here owes me a favor."
As you slept on the second floor, you were blissfully unaware of strangers intruding into your home downstairs. It wasn't until you shot your eyes open after hearing a noise like breaking glass that you realized you had closed all the windows, making it nearly impossible for the wind to knock a vase off the windowsill. You sat up and listened for a moment before hearing a voice. A thick, masculine voice. You felt a cold shiver run down your spine as you wrapped a silver robe around your almost naked body. You walked barefoot down the stairs slowly and quietly. Your eyes swept over the living room as you emerged from the stairwell.
"Hope that wasn't too significant," Jake muttered, shrugging off the broken vase's elements off the windowsill. He simply walked around, wondering where the owner was. He removed one of the frames from the wall with great curiosity. "Y/N Y/L/N..." He hummed your name and read the rest quickly. As Jake put the diploma back up on the wall, he inquired, "Are we really getting help from some know-all with diplomas on her wall? I bet she's got a stick up her ass." Jake then made his way further into the flat.
"Don't you dare question my decisions!" Khonshu roared with anger.
In response to the man's remarks, you frowned and opened your mouth wide. "Excuse me?! Who are you? What are you doing at my house? I have a gun and the authority to kill you for invading my property without my permission, so back off, bastard!"
"Sweetheart, you wouldn't be able to pull the trigger even if I showed you how," the man told you before turning to look at you. In all honesty, you didn't look bad, but he was already annoyed by your screams. "Don't ask me, ask the bird skull. He talks about a favor you owe him."
"Bird skull... Did you fucking... Wait. Khonshu? What the fuck?!" You raised your voice, walking to the light switch to turn the lights on.
Jake frowned at the bright light spilling over the room. "I am his avatar and he dragged my ass here, and stop screaming, woman."
A harder frown appeared on your face. You glared at the man in disbelief. "Unbelievable. Of course, Khonshu couldn't pick someone classy. Ey, birdie, what the fuck? Can you come here and talk? Because I'm not willing to speak with your fucking friend."
Jake honestly felt offended by you now. He had more class than some academic woman so sure of herself just because she got a paper or two, framed it, and hung it on the wall.
"Silence! Both of you!" Khonshu ordered, manifesting himself in the corner of the living room.
You crossed your arms over your chest as you tightened your robe around your figure. "What is this ridiculous action about? What's that crucial that you drag some random...," you gave Jake a glance, "thug here?"
"Thug? You better apologize, woman." Jake warned, pointing his index finger right at you.
"You must know why I am here. Don't pretend you don't, Y/N," the Moon God said, looking at you.
"Don't talk to me," you raised your hand to silence the stranger as your attention returned to Khonshu. "I am not willing to help you gain entry to the Council again. You fucked everything up last time."
"Eres una puta," Jake muttered, taking a seat on the couch.
"You are obligated to do whatever I ask you to, human," Khonshu demanded, growing annoyed.
"I'm not your avatar. Ask your kind companion," you pointed at the stranger and gasped, seeing him casually taking a seat on your couch. You turned to him and walked closer. "Uhm, excuse me? I don't recall letting you take a sit."
"I don't recall asking you," Jake concluded, putting his legs up on the coffee table while looking straight at you. "Listen, sweetheart. I don't want to be here, you don't want me to be here either, so let's just get this done with the bird skull so I can leave without getting rid of you."
You gasped again. "Don't call me sweetheart. Unbelievable. Y/N, wake up," you muttered to yourself, leaving the room to reach the kitchen to pour yourself a drink, containing a few ice cubes and some whiskey. You returned to the living room and sat at the dining table standing beside one of the windows. "How am I supposed to do that?" You asked looking at Khonshu. "I don't have any special powers or skills. You're asking the wrong person. And I owe you nothing."
Jake said wryly. "You are not only a whiny brat but also a disgraceful host. I would also like a beverage."
"You always knew your way, Y/N. You are the smart one," Khonshu said, and Jake laughed at this.
"Seriously, one more comment and I'll drag ya out myself," you grunted and jumped off the table to get a drink for your unexpected guest. You returned with a glass filled with whiskey and ice and handed it to him without a word. After returning to your place, you crossed your legs nicely, scoffing. "Even if, I will need time to organize everything."
"Then better get to it, Y/N. Take as long as you need, Jake will help you."
Jake choked on his drinking. ”¿Estás bromeando? ”
You sighed, stopping yourself from commenting more. You let your eyes roam along with his features - he was a handsome fella, but his attitude and rudeness were more outstanding than his physical charm. "Great."
"I'm not happy about this as well, sweetheart, but work is work," Jake shrugged, taking a sip of his drink which wasn't tasty but he decided not to mention it.
"I'm done for now. I need to think. I'll let you know once I have everything prepared," you replied to Khonshu. After getting off the table, you looked at the stranger. "If you want, you can stay here, since we have to work together. Ridiculous."
"I didn't plan to leave, sweetheart. I need to keep an eye on you to be sure you aren't trying anything funny." Jake said, giving you a nasty smile.
You replied with the equally same grin, "You sleep on the couch. I'll bring you a pillow and quilt."
"Nah, I'm fine. Don't bother your pretty small head about it," he waved his hand at you. "I'll be fine without."
Naturally, you didn't give a damn about his words, and a few minutes later you returned with a fresh set of bedding. You placed it next to him on the couch, checking twice whether Khonshu was still present, but the Moon God was long absent. "If you need anything, feel free to use the kitchen and bathroom, but I'm begging you, don't destroy my interiors. The vase you broke was an ancient vase from the Ming dynasty," you explained, your tone saddened as you went to clean the shattered porcelain from the floor. "You're not allowed upstairs, it's my bedroom and private space, so keep yourself downstairs if you don't want to listen to my screams again."
"Sadly, I have to listen to your whining now," Jake scoffed loudly, rolling his eyes.
"Be grateful I didn't call the cops."
"Be grateful I didn't shoot you," Jake replied with a wry grin glued to his lips.
You rolled your eyes and left him downstairs, returning to your bedroom, making sure to lock the door.
Jake chuckled to himself, hearing the click in the door. If you only knew that lockpicking was child's play, you wouldn't be so sure of it.
Due to the fact that he didn't feel like sleeping in a random girl's apartment, he decided to snoop around the flat, just to find out more about who you even were.
Knowing you had an unwanted guest downstairs wasn't comforting, so you were tossing from left to right, trying to catch some sleep. Eventually, you sat up, groaning and rubbing your temples, and decided to leave your room for the bathroom to take some pills to help you fall asleep.
"Trouble sleeping? I don't bite," Jake commented as soon as he saw you. Currently, he was sitting in the kitchen, smoking.
"You're not allowed to... Whatever," you rolled your eyes, as you grew angry with him smoking inside. Tightening your robe, you crossed the kitchen and reached the bathroom, took one pill, and swallowed it, leaning forward to the sink to drink some cold tap water. "I'm not sure, you broke into my flat after all."
"If I was so sinister, I wouldn't snoop around but go straight up to get rid of a sleeping beauty," Jake explained simply. "Meanwhile, I sit here, like a good boy, so don't complain."
"I say nothing," you told him, opening the fridge to pull out a bottle of water. "Your name is Jake?"
"Yup," he nodded, shaking the ash from his cig into an ashtray he somehow found. "And you are Y/N."
"Correct."
"You are some kind of professor and what? Are you a cute, history professor in a pencil skirt and glasses when you're working, but you do some Indiana Jones shit when you're off?"
"Let's say you're correct," you said, sitting next to him, unscrewing the water. "And you? Why did Khonshu pick you for his avatar? You have the appearance of a real-life thug."
"I can steal, break into places, and kill. Khonshu has everything he needs to take care of dirty businesses with ease. I bet you don't smoke?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I do," you nodded slightly, "But I don't smoke indoors. I don't like the scent lingering on the furniture."
Jake laughed at that. "So you smoke, but the smell bothers you. Okay, mademoiselle,” the man shook his head, putting out a newly started cigarette in the ashtray. What a waste.
You raised your eyebrow but kept yourself from making further comments. "I have no idea why Khonshu needs my help when he has you," you claimed openly. "Do you need anything for now?"
"I am fine and don't ask me that. Apparently, you can do something I cannot, so it's your problem, not mine," Jake shrugged, scratching his head.
"If you'd like to refresh yourself, the bathroom's on this floor, at the back of the corridor," you informed him, getting up from your place. "Since you're going to be my guest for God knows how long, I can close my eyes on that smoking thing. But please, do it in the kitchen. Deal?"
"Don't worry. I already know where is what," Jake sighed and listened to you with an eye roll. "Smoking only in the kitchen, you got that, lady."
You patted his shoulder briefly. "Thank you. Sleep well," you said before returning upstairs to your room.
He didn't stop himself from checking out your ass as you walked away. The fact that Khonshu put him in such a position meant he could at least get some pleasant views.
You got up in the morning, stretching your back lazily. You picked some fresh clothes and headed downstairs to take a shower.
As it turned out, Jake wasn't just some kind of a thug.
He was a thug who knew how to do something more useful every day than dispose of dead bodies since when you came downstairs, breakfast was waiting for you.
You blinked, entering the kitchen while drying your still wet hair, you had a simple, white t-shirt and pair of fitted shorts on. "Oh, oh, okay, I'm fucking surprised..."
"I can cook. Magic, right? I am more than a stupid thug you thought I was," Jake muttered, wiping his palms on a rug.
"I apologize for my outbursts last night," you admitted to being wrong as you sat at the table, looking up at him. "I was surprised by an unexpected visit. I am not a bitch if you get to know me better."
"I haven't changed my mind about you yet," he said and sat down to eat his portion. "Hope ya will like it."
You didn't reply, just observed him for a second before you started eating your meal. He not only knew how to cook, but he also made the most delicious meal you had had in a very long time. After breakfast, you got up from your place and began to wash the dishes. "I'll leave you alone in the house today, I need to venture out to a few places to get things done on Khonshu's behalf."
"You don't need help getting those things?" Jake asked, blowing softly at a mug full of coffee. "I can help if you don't want to break a nail."
You smirked to yourself. "Don't worry, I'm not one of those whining chicks. But, actually, if we speak about that, I'll need your assistance at the evening gala. It'll be easier to get there with a plus one to not get too much attention."
"Yesterday you whined like crazy," Jake chuckled, taking a sip of the coffee, but stopped as soon as he heard the word gala. He raised an eyebrow, putting away the cup. "Excuse me?"
"First, I need to somehow get there. And Khonshu mentioned you're a competent driver. It takes place in another city and I'm not keen on catching a taxi. Second, I'll have to vanish in the service room from there after a speech I'm about to deliver. So having a plus one will make it better because you'll get all of the attention on you."
"How do you expect me to get all the attention, estúpida? "
"You'll make a fuss, partner."
Jake was not happy with the idea of making a fuss. "Do I really have to go there? Can't I just wait outside on some signal or something?"
"No. You need to be inside to clear a trespass for me."
"Well, then I'm afraid you'll have to find someone else. Maybe one of your friends will be glad to go," he said simply, adding quickly, "galas aren't my thing."
"None of my pals know how to use a gun, sadly," you said. "But okay. I'll do it on my own."
Jake rolled his eyes. "Fine. I will do it."
You walked to him after drying your hands and briefly kissed his cheek. "Thank you."
"Stop right there, girl. A kiss on the cheek ain't enough for such a thing."
You were about to leave the kitchen but stopped when you heard him. "What do you mean?"
"Ya want me to humiliate myself at some gala? Ya kiss here," Jake smiled nasty, tapping his lips.
You licked your lips as you stared at him. Having placed the towel you held in your hands on the counter, you returned to him, took his cup of coffee from him, and put it on the table. Straddling him, you cupped his cheeks and offered him a heated, french kiss. "Satisfied?"
Jake wasn't expecting you to do that, but he was not inclined to complain. In his book, you simply added one point for yourself. He grabbed your hips and squeezed them a bit. "Maybe if you wear a nice dress and do it again, I will be content."
You licked your lips looking at him before placing a few kisses on his jawline. As much as you didn't want to do it, this fella was having some strange influence on you. "I hope you'll help me pick one."
"I will but be aware you won't look like a princess but a slut. I simply like when girls show a lot," he warned in a low tone.
"I don't mind it at all. I'm not a princess, my dear," you told him, getting off his lap, and tapping his shoulder.
"Perfecto," he hummed and returned to his coffee.
You spent a half-day out of the house, running errands and digging things for Khonshu as well.
You returned late afternoon and quickly decided to refresh yourself with a shower. You put make-up on and did your hair by waving it with a curling iron. Last but not least was the dress you were about to choose.
Jake got as ready as he could while you were away. He picked up some decent outfit he had stuffed in the trunk. All he hoped was that it would be enough for the party. "What about your dress, cariño?"
You get downstairs with two dresses in hand. One was a regular mini black dress, the other was a lacy red dress. "No idea. Which one?" When you saw him in a suit, you smirked. "Wow, look at you. Sharp."
He muttered, pulling at the collar, "I don't fucking feel so sharp." He glanced at the dresses and hummed. "Don't you have anything lacy but black?"
"Give me a second."
You put the dresses on the couch and headed back upstairs. After a long moment, you returned to him. "It's a bit tight here and there as I remember." After putting it on the sofa, you walked over and helped him adjust his tie. "You're fucking sharp, trust me, all the girls will be head over hills for ya."
Jake said, ignoring your comment, "Get in that dress. I want to see if it is tight here and there. cariño."
Nodding, you took the dress with you back to the bedroom. You wore a black-red set of lacy underwear beneath, as well as black stockings with garters. By checking yourself in a mirror, you improved your tits in the dress. After that, you returned to him.
As he waited for you to return downstairs to him, he tapped his knees out of boredom.
"And?" You asked, stepping into the room.
Jake finally looked at you, smiling. In a few places, the dress was too tight, but in a good way, he liked it already. "Te ves tan bien que te follaría aquí y ahora," Jake smiled proudly, scratching his chin.
You smirked at him. "I'll take it as a compliment." Walking to him, you offered him your palm. "Shall we, Jake?"
Sighing deeply, Jake took your hand and nodded. Even though he didn't like it, he didn't know what else he could do. "Yeah. The car is waiting outside."
Your excitement burst once you saw his car - a long, white limousine. "Oh, dear Lord, what a beautiful car!" You squeaked loudly, eyes opened wide as you circled the car twice. "Where did you get this beauty from?! What's under the bonnet? 300 horsepower or more?"
Jake frowned a little, listening to your squeaks as he walked to the door. "Something like that," he muttered opening the back door. "Get in."
You got in, making sure your dress wouldn't roll too high up your thighs. "Forgive me. I like cars, and sometimes I can get all over them. I know you probably think I'm a stupid chick, and that's fine."
Jake shut the door with a loud slam before getting into the driver's seat and saying, "Whatever you say, sweetheart." The small window behind him rolled down. "If you need a beverage, there are glasses and bottles. I bet you will find everything," he informed you briefly, before rolling the window up.
Despite the long ride, you two ended up at the gala.
It took place in a building that probably was built for rich people to have their fancy parties.
Jake already didn't like the people that surrounded him; all those men and women thought that they were someone because of a few papers and money. "What's the plan, little one?” He asked, holding your arm as the two of you walked in.
You were reluctantly getting out of Jake's car. You already felt very comfortable there and the thought of joining the gala actually made you feel sick. All you used from the miniature bar in his limousine was a mini bottle of water.
"See that door?" You asked, gently pointing in the direction with a nod. "The service room is there. As you can see, simply walking there would gather the curious eyes of at least several attendants, not to mention the guards on the upper floor," you said, stopping with him as if you were about to improve his collar so he could take a look at the balconies on the second floor of a huge ballroom. "All of them have guns, so sneaking past them is impossible. My first idea was to seduce one of them, grab the keys, cause some light failure, and run there to get their computer hacked but it's too risky. Now, go have a drink and I'll get prepared for the speech," you patted his chest.
Jake raised his eyebrow and asked, "Are you sure? Because this seems a bit extreme, even as security."
"The thing they're guarding requires some special resources," you told him.
"And what is that?” He laughed softly.
"I'll show you once I get it in my paws. Deal?"
"Deal," Jake nodded and kissed your cheek. "Go get ready then, niña pequeña. I'm gonna make a fuss later."
The kiss was completely unexpected and when he walked off, you placed your palm on the cheek, breathing sharply in. You found yourself enjoying his presence more and more.
The speech about ancient Egyptian culture and gods you gave met with huge applause from onlookers. Thanking the gala host, you got off the podium slowly.
Lockley watched it and listened to your every word. You actually manage to make boring stuff sound interesting. "Well done, cariño," Jake hummed, smiling at you.
You nodded at him a little, slowly proceeding to the service room with a glass of champagne in your hand.
According to plan, Jake decided to make a fuss and he did it right, getting everyone's attention without putting much of it on himself - he got into a heated argument with one of the guests, which ended into a tiny fight with few blows aimed at man's stomach and chin.
You could work freely.
After the entire mess caught people's attention, you slipped into the room unseen, plugged your USB flash drive into the computer, and infected it with a virus. Only then you gained an access to hidden folders and files you've been looking for.
As unnoticed as before, you left the room after everything was copied to your drive and any signs of hacking were removed. With a swing in your hips, you left the huge ballroom, and nodding your head at a few people, you headed to the exit of the building, slowly.
Jake also got himself out of the building, after being asked by the security to leave after the fight, sighing happily as soon as he exited that fucking gala. The moment he spotted you, he joined you. "How was it?”
"I have everything," you told him simply. "You did a great job. Can we get back home?"
"I dream about nothing else but that," Jake nodded. "Khonshu will be glad. What do you even have there?”
"It's a file," you told him. "Encrypted file with the location of date of other avatars which would be needed if Khonshu wants them to meet in Giza."
"You think it will help?"
Getting into the car, this time on the front seat, you explained, "I think that's the only way to find other avatars, which normally would take months or not be possible."
Jake watched you, more surprised by where you chose to sit than by what you were saying. "You don't want to ride on the back?"
"If you don't mind, I'd like to sit in the front to watch outside a little."
"I don't mind at all. It will be a pleasant ride," he nodded. "Ready to get back or do you have any other plans?"
"No, no, I don't have any other plans. I simply want to get back home."
Jake nodded and started the engine. Without saying a word, he drove you home. The job was done, so there was nothing left to say.
Once the two of you made it to your place, Jake left the limousine as the first to open your door.
"Thank you," you nodded at him. "Since your job is done and since I got everything Khonshu wanted, I think we'll part ways."
"I'm afraid he will decide and I know this simple thing won't be enough for him so I have to stay longer," Lockley declared.
You nodded. "Maybe you're right. Nevermind. Come on then." You opened the door with the key and asked, "Ya want a drink?"
"I would kill for a good whiskey. All they had was some shitty, fucking champagne," Jake murmured as he flopped on the couch to remove the tie that had been driving him crazy the whole evening.
"I only have Johnnie Walker or Jack Daniel's. Which one then?" You asked, closing the door on the lock and heading to the kitchen, still in your high heels. "You want some ice, too?"
Jake raised an eyebrow and responded, "Who drinks Whisky without ice? Whatever you choose will be fine."
"Actually, I do," you said, shrugging a tad. After putting a few ice cubes into a round glass, you poured the coppery liquid into it. You returned back to the living room to pass the glass to your guest.
"Well, you really are a weirdo," he said, accepting the glass. "At least you are la chica más hermosa."
"Thank you," you told him, taking a seat next to him.
Jake did not say a word as he drank from his glass. Lockley seemed curious if you would do anything interesting or if you would just sit and play the saint.
"Can I have a strange question?" You tapped his knee.
"Claro," Jake nodded, looking at you.
"Uhm, I don't want to sound desperate, but since you're here... Uhm, could you sleep in my room tonight?" You asked, blushing a bit, biting your lower lip.
Jake raised an eyebrow as he watched you. It was an interesting request. "You want a thug with blood on his hands sleeping in your room tonight?"
You improved your position on the couch, pulling your legs under your chin. "If you don't mind... And stop it, I apologized for being mean, Jake."
Smiling, he moved closer and wrapped his arm around your shoulders. "Ask nicely and I can think about this."
You rolled to your knees and looked at him. "Ask you nicely? Like that?" You asked, slowly straddling his lap, wrapping your shoulders around his neck. Only then did you lean forward and plant a kiss on his lips. "Is that okay?"
Pulling away Jake hummed, licking his lips while wrapping arms around your waist. "Well, I am not really sure. I did everything I could and this now? A kiss seems insufficient."
"What can I do for you to agree?" You whimpered kissing his jawline. "Please?" You gasped a bit at the firm grasp of his hands on your waist.
"Beg a little more and I may agree," Jake chuckled, playing with the material of your dress.
You whined quietly, next to his lips. "Jake, please. I don't want to sleep alone… I need ya..." You kissed him again, slipping one of your hands under his shirt.
"First of all, you could remove these hands," Jack said, simply grabbing your wrists and pulling your hands up. "I don't remember you getting permission to touch me."
You nodded and looked up into his dark eyes. "I'm sorry, Jake."
"Buena niña. I hope you are really sorry," Lockley nodded, giving your wrists a strong squeeze. "Now. Get that ass to that bedroom of yours."
You jumped off his lap and off the couch, grabbing him by his large palm and leading him upstairs with you. You opened the door and got inside first, clicking off your high heels.
"Look at you. So eager," Jake laughed softly. "What has gotten into you?”
"Nothing. I just, uhm, I'm so glad you agreed to join me," you smiled at him. "Do you want something to change into?"
"No, sleeping naked will be enough for me," Jake unbuttoned his shirt and threw it to the side before climbing on the bed with you. The man towered over you. "Hola muñeca."
You blushed at his words - imagining his naked form right next to you in your bed made you shiver a tad. "Hi," you whispered, watching his naked chest. "You're so handsome..."
"Conozco esto muy bien y cariño, eres tan sexy deja hacer que te vengas," Jake leant down and pressed his lips to yours, grabbing the back of your neck to be sure you won't pull away.
You moaned into the kiss. The way he manhandled you made your heart beat faster and your blood turn ice. Being drunk was the fool's anesthetic. It always put the primitive self in charge when it was the worst captain of all, and you cursed yourself because you had two or three glasses of champagne too much. Your arms wrapped around his neck as you gave him a messy kiss back. It was probably the worst decision of them all to invite Lockley straight to your bed, yet you didn't care.
With a loud hum, he pulled away, licking his lips. "Look at you. So needy suddenly, I need to get you drunk more often." Your arms were easily untangled from around his neck as he began to move down your body, tease you through the material of your dress.
A sad whine escaped your lips at the lack of contact with his lips. "Jake..." You murmured, writhing a tiny bit beneath him. "Do you want me to take the dress off?"
Jake kneeled between your legs, thinking. He wouldn't mind fucking you in the dress, but ripping it in the process would be such a waste. "Go on. Be a good girl and take it off for me, Y/N."
You knelt as well, right in front of him only to get off the bed. With a gentle swing in your hips, you opened the zipper on the back, slipped the sleeves off your shoulders, and pushed the material down your legs, revealing the black-red set of underwear, stockings, and garters. Soon, the dress was kicked off your legs and you crawled back on the bed.
Jake was pleasantly surprised with what he saw, so maybe this job wasn't as terrible as he thought as long as you worked with him. "Look at you, Y/N. So pretty, but that's not enough. Underwear goes off as well."
You reached to your back, unclasping your bra took a brief moment, and it ended somewhere on the floor. Not being willing to get off the bed again you laid down on the mattress, raised your hips, and slipped your panties off.
"Not only pretty but also obedient. What a beautiful mix. I think I can say I am lucky tonight." Jake praised, towering over you again. "Tell me what my girl needs."
"I want you to get me wasted, Jake. I want ya to fuck me until I choke myself on moaning your name."
He returned to your stomach to place some more kisses on your skin before moving down. "First full of herself, now begging me to fuck her," Lockley mocked. "¡Es tan bonito!"
You looked at him, shivering slightly. "Jake..." Observing him descend on you made your heart race faster, and your breath became shallow.
Jake just hummed, waiting for you to continue whatever you wanted to say, but he never stopped moving until he got comfortable between your legs.
"You don't have to," you told him, propping yourself on your elbows, looking down at him.
"Are you trying to tell me what I can and cannot do?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.
You shook your head quickly. "No, Jake, of course, I don't... Don't get angry."
Your legs were tightly clasped in his hand as he placed them on his shoulders. "Then don't make me angry, Y/N. I decide what I will do. Got it?"
At that point, you were shaking all over your body as you said, "Yes, Jake, I understand."
"Are you scared?”
"A little... it's been a long time since I shared my bed with a man."
Jake chuckled and shifted between your legs, wrapping his lips around your clit.
You laid comfortably on the bed, arching your back a little, gasping softly, sucking, and biting your lower lip. "Jake, oh my..."
"I ain't gonna play with you," he smiled and spat down on your pussy before his finger started teasing your entrance.
A moan rolled off your parted lips as you fisted the sheets, relaxing in his arms. "Jake!"
He teased you for a longer while, only to slip two of his thick fingers inside of you, groaning softly at your tightness.
You moaned his name loudly, feeling your eyes became watery as his fingers stretched you out. "Oh, Lord, Jake! So good, don't ya fucking stop."
While his thumb started to tease your clit, his fingers scissored inside of you.
You caught his hand, moaning. "Baby! Please, oh God, stop! I don't want to cum yet!"
"Since when you're the one making decisions, cariño?”
"Jake, please! Oh, God!" You screamed, arching your back more. "Please! I want to cum all over your dick, not fingers!"
"Who said you wouldn't? Do you think that one time will be the end of it?" He chuckled and replaced the thumb on your clit with his mouth.
"Oh my God!" You rolled your head back on the pillow again, slipping your hands into his locks. "Just like that!" You bucked your hips a little, trying to get as much friction as possible while he was eating you out.
Adding a third finger to your tight pussy, Jake continued to abuse your clit. He wasn't going to give up so easily.
With a loud cry, you cum all over his fingers, begging him to stop, panting loudly.
He hummed as he savored all the sweet juices you gave him. Then he pulled away, wiping his lips with the back of his hand. "Such a sweet mess."
"Let me repay," you begged. "I wanna suck your cock."
Jake shook his head as he got up from the bed to remove his pants. "Some other time, sweetheart. A few more minutes and I'll be fucking cum in pants like a fucking teenager."
Whining unhappily as you watched him getting undressed, you slipped your hand between your thighs to rub your slick folds. "Do I make you that hot?"
Jake sighed heavily as he looked at you, enraged. He reached for his pants and took out his leather belt. "I swear to fucking Khonshu, you will never learn to keep your hands where they belong, right?" Muttering this, he held your hands over your head and tied them together. "Brat."
You bit your lower lip, gasping. "I didn't do anything wrong, Jake!" You protested and a blush covered your cheeks. "I'm not a brat!"
As he joined you on the bed, he said, "You touched yourself without my permission so shut up."
You nodded eagerly, observing him, pressing your legs together.
Jake shook his head and grabbed your legs to wrap them around his waist. As he pushed his whole cock into you in one motion, he rested his hands on either side of your head. "Fuck," He growled. I love how tight you are."
You shut your eyes, cursing loudly as he stretched you painfully out. "Jake!" You wished you could wrap your arms around his neck, but it was impossible since he tied your hands up above your head.
"What? What is it?” He asked with a nasty smile, pushing his hips into you harder, torturing you even more.
"It's so fucking good, but I wish I could touch you," you whimpered slightly.
"I don't think you deserved that, cariño. You pissed me off a little when you tried to tell me what to do, and you touched yourself without my permission. Good girls don't act like this."
"I want to be a good girl," you moaned loudly, breathing hard as his cock was stretching your inner walls up.
"Do you really?” Jake questioned, rolling his hips into you a tad slower.
Rolling your head back, you could only scream his name, whining and moaning like a whore. "Yeah."
As he fucked you at a rough pace, he smiled and reached up to free your hands.
You cried his name on and on, looking him directly in the eyes, trying your finest to kiss all over his jaw while grasping onto his nape as Jake set a very rough pace. "I'll cum, love. I'll fucking cum!"
"Good. Bring it on, cariño. Cum all over my cock," Jake growled right into your ear. "I want you to milk my fucking cock with your sweet cum, cariño."
As your hands moved to his back, you pushed your nails into his skin, leaving red marks, while your legs tightened around his hips, trying to drive him deeper into you. When he called your name, you milked his dick with your juices, shaking all over your body. Your vision became blurry.
As Jake continued to fuck you hard, chasing his own release, he whimpered praises into your ear. He soon filled you up with his warm, thick cum with a loud growl escaping his lips. "Fuck."
You nuzzled his neck, moaning, stroking his nape slowly. "Jake... Oh, Jake, oh God."
"The next time, I think I need to get you some kind of gag. You whine so much that it gets annoying," Jake concluded, pulling away from you and taking the place by your side.
Looking at him sadly, you put your head to his chest. You knew he was mocking.
Jake wrapped his arm around you and hugged you tightly.
You kissed his cheek. This is what I need. Thank you. I promise not to be so whiny anymore. Cigarette?"
"La respuesta es afirmativa."
Despite your nakedness, you slipped out of his arms and left the room, returning with an ashtray and a pack of cigarettes, offering one to him.
Jake took a cigarette and sat up. "You're a good girl now."
As you sat next to him, you glanced at him slightly. "Can I do anything else for you?"
As he kissed your temple before focusing on his cigarette, he concluded, "That was enough."
You made heart eyes and laid your head on the pillow, gently stroking his tummy. "Jake?"
Lockley only hummed in response.
"Have you had many women before?" You asked shyly, making yourself comfortable on the bed.
He shrugged, letting out a cloud of smoke as he replied, "Most of them were random whores I picked up when I felt like fucking. Why? Don't worry, I am clean."
You whispered, "I'm sorry, that's not what I meant. You're just so skilled..."
Chuckling he nodded. "Muchas gracias. Glad you liked it."
When you finally got off your peak, you nuzzled your pillow, letting your breath get back to normal.
"You don't want to smoke?” Jake asked casually.
"Actually..." You smiled, sitting up.
"Here," Jake said as he offered you his cigarette.
Blinking, you took a drag and exhaled the smoke through your nose while returning the cigarette to him. "Strong ones."
He chuckled, "Not too strong for my little one?"
When you heard him use this particular word, your heart skipped a beat. You shook your head eagerly. Inhaling his scent, you moved a bit closer and rested your head on his shoulder. "No. Jake? Can you stay?"
Jake shrugged, taking another drag from his cigarette. "You mean tonight? I didn't even plan to leave the bed."
"I didn't mean tonight only..."
"Sorry, little one, but it's not my decision. The stupid bird drags me around. All I can promise is that I'll be coming back here as often as possible."
"Thank you," you replied, looking at him with heart-filled eyes.
"Probably because you drank too much, that's why you acted like a schoolgirl on a high. It had to be that, right?" Jake joked, stroking your hip with his calloused palm.
He put the cigarette out in the ashtray and turned to you to kiss the top of your head. "Time to rest. My little one needs her beauty sleep."
You smiled a tiny bit and put your head back on the pillow like the good girl you were. You tried to stay awake as long as it was possible, to adore his features just for a little longer, but in the end, you drift into the peaceful slumber. Jake soon laid down himself and pulled you close against his chest, hugging you tightly. "Buena noches, nena."
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Pairing: Joel Miller x fem!reader (afab; she/her)
Excerpt: He was so golden, so smooth yet smothered in moles that you’d kissed and purple marks from your teeth. So perfect. So yours. Your lips parted, craving the taste of his skin once again. You recalled his statement from the night before.
“Wake me up with your mouth, baby,” he whispered into your hair. “Drown me with it.”
How could you say no to the birthday boy?
You set both coffee mugs on the side table, rubbing your hands together to keep the leftover heat from the steam alive, and slid your way back to the position you were in before. His breaths remained steady and a big part of you just wanted to let him sleep. He never got enough, with money and providing for Sarah always on his mind, and maybe that would be the best thing for him.
Drown me with it.
Maybe not.
Warnings: SMUTTT, oral sex female receiving, joel has a giving kink @ me, mentions of Sarah (RIP), allusions to the end of the world.
A/N: So much Joel Miller content, I don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t think I’ve ever been happier. I hope you enjoy.
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You awoke to the taste of him still on your tongue—it was practically still drooling down your chin—and the warmth of his naked body draped across your frame. Your eyes were puffed and cloudy and your hips felt yellowed and sore, giving you flashbacks of the night previous.
Open your pretty mouth, darlin’.
Fuckin’ shit, this wet already?
Easy now, we got all night.
Ride me till I’m numb, baby.
You closed your eyes in bliss and whispered to yourself in a sing-song tone, “happy birthday.”
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Mini Pink Cowboy Cat Hat by AristocatHats
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: Bucky is in need of new mission attire. You help him get all the details of his new suit, and the two of you relish in the new look of Bucky Barnes.
Warnings: fluff. Pet name (sweetheart). Working on the details ppl, it’s a process. Shy Bucky
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“What’s going on in that handsome head of yours?”
Bucky glanced up at you with a smirk which he was most definitely trying to hide. His hand brushed through his fluffy short brown hair as he sat back in his chair.
“Steve says I need a mission suit. Something less, winter soldier-ish, I guess.”
He was clearly flustered. There were lots of scribbles on his legal pad. Some words and a few sketches, a few pens snapped in half from Bucky’s strong grip were thrown off to the side next to his cup of black coffee.
You sighed and lightly placed your hand on his shoulder, rubbing your thumb soothingly in circles as your head rested on his opposite shoulder. Leaning his head on yours, Bucky muttered a quick, “I don’t know,” before tossing his pen on the notepad.
“What do you want in a suit?”
Bucky took a moment to compose his thoughts. “Something comfortable, maybe a suit that doesn’t restrict,” he motioned to his arm, “ya know that, and oh,” his expression brightened as he said, “pockets! Lots of pockets.”
“Okay fair points,” you lightly chuckled as you sat on his lap looking between him and the notepad. Bucky’s hand came to rest around your waist while his head rested on your arm.
“Let’s start at material,” you said assuringly, taking the pen from the notepad and scribbling the word material in a blank space.
“I usually wear black,” Bucky muttered.
“You said you wanted something less from your past right? What other colors do you like?”
“My ma always said blue looked good on me. She said it matches my eyes,” Bucky’s eyes stared off into nothing as he remembered his mother. Your touch finally broke his train of thought while you ran your hand lightly up and down his arm.
“What about navy hm? It’s a nice transition from the all black. I agree with your mom, but I just really love your eyes.”
“Thanks, sweetheart,” he murmured completely blushing. “I like navy.” He was in awe of your thinking. It was a silly superhero suit, but it was more than that to him. It was a step in a new direction and for you to want to help him and care about it, that was everything to Bucky.
“Okay and you want comfort, no left sleeve, and pockets,” you mumbled while scribbling down all that you said.
“Lots of pockets,” Bucky added in a playful tone.
“Lots of pockets,” you teased back with a giggle, turning to him with a smile.
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It was two weeks later and Bucky was anxious up until now when he got his suit from whoever makes all the Avengers suits. It was packaged in a nice box, addressed politely to Sargent James Buchanan Barnes.
You sat excitedly waiting for Bucky to walk out into the living room. The rest of the team was out on missions, so it was just you and Bucky to take in his new look.
Finally, he stepped out, first, you saw his boots which were his usual black boots that he had worn for forever. Then his pants which were new black leather, they were sleek with small red detailing just below his hips.
The real pièce de résistance of it all was the shirt, a nice navy leather covered his chest with one black strap placed across his chest, the same red from the pants making little appearances on the apparel. His waist was perfectly fitted to the leather, slim but oh so sexy.
He looked nervous as he stepped out, clearly worried about your opinion. Taking a few more steps, he stood showing off his new look. Confidence was spread all across his face the second he saw your expression.
“You look so handsome Buck,” you said in awe of your boyfriend.
“Comfortable?” You asked, standing up from your chair.
“Very,” Bucky replied looking down and taking in his look once more. “Look,” he said all excited taking your hand and pulling you towards him.
“Pockets,” he whispered like a kid telling you a secret. He turned a few times to show the pockets laid out around his suit. The two of you laughed and giggled as you took in every little detail of the suit, ooing and aweing at certain features that were minuscule to the average person but important to Avengers.
There were lots of great things about this moment but the best feeling was seeing Bucky not as the winter soldier, but much more than his previous title. He would tell you often of how sometimes when he looks in the mirror, he still sees the winter soldier. He pictures himself with the long greasy hair and the scowl, as if that part of him is coinciding with him always.
“So, do I look like a superhero?”
“Yes, but also,” you came around to look in the mirror with him. Your hands placed at each side of his arms, with the two of you just taking in his look.
“You look like Bucky. Just Bucky.”
Bucky was no one else but himself, and for the first time in a long time, he agreed with you.
You can trigger chain reactions to make anything you want happen. You want your annoying neighbors to leave their house? Just think about it while launching a paper plane out the window, and fate will work things out.
Your last "wish" was a week ago and the chain reaction is still going on.
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Hi. I'm Rajia, I'm 22 & I love a lot of things. Fan of: Marvel, MHA, KNY, HAIKYUU, CONJURING
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