And Just When You Think You’re At Your Absolute Lowest A Blonde Motherfucker Comes Along And Makes

since eli likes names that mean powerful things and used these names as aliases do you think that he mightve been thinking of what name to use once and thought of victor. and then sat there in stunned silence with himself and with the subconscious admission that he likes victor's name enough to consider using it. i'm ill

“Morbid longing for the picturesque at all costs” is such a banger line. Need that engraved on my tombstone.

why dis👫look so mad

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brought to you by the notes i keep receiving

everyday i think about how henry could have put on a whole show of grief at bunny's funeral. he could have read a long-winded speech, hell, he could have even said "this poem was one of bunny's favourites" before he read it. that simple acknowledgement to let everyone at that funeral know he cared.

but he didn't. he read that poem, knowing full well it did not suit whatever 'aesthetic' he and julian had formulated, knowing that he'd be criticised for it. knowing that the only people who knew what it meant, were him, bunny, and the rest of the greek class.

i've seen some people have said that him smearing the dirt across his chest at the funeral was an 'act' of sorts to show how much he was grieving. but i don't think i could disagree more. henry was sick out of his mind at that funeral. i think the funeral wasn't just overwhelming for him mentally and physically, but also emotionally. he had to grieve once, then he had to grieve a second time, knowing that he killed his best friend.

everyday i think about it man. i love these freaks

紗痲 (shama)🦀🍷

Self-indulgent Alnst doodles from this week

Henry Winter is so real because if I were him and I just woke up from a devastating headache of a nap and I see Edmund going through my stuff, reading MY diary, I would also smack the living shit out of him.

btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused