okay but like, i think that one of the things that really hit me hard in the special episode was that shit about addiction, and how, if she was keeping drugs ‘just in case’ she was never fully committed to staying clean. I feel like as someone who has struggled with s*lf h*rm and other things this is an excellent point that i kind of always understood but never really accepted. Even when I stay clean for months if i ever feel like relapsing i can because i’ve never been brave enough to make the means inaccessible, and when i think about that I guess it shows that i’ve never commited to truely ceasing to hurt myself. It’s definetly some interesting food for thought.
@ooceuphoria
“you’re completely mad”
“no, i’m just not afraid with you..”
кιαηα мα∂єιяα αѕ мσє тяυαχ 𝚃𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚎𝚝𝚜 - 𝚂𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝟷 - 𝙴𝚙𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚍𝚎 𝟷 & 𝟸
My house of stone your ivy grows and now I’m covered in you
Black Love
album series part 2: crimson
It seemed like no matter what I did, I kept letting people down. I started thinking how everyone’s lives would be better without me.
Hannah Baker
Left Eye’s N.I.N.A. photoshoot
R&B 🌈