song: crave — paramore
yvette reliving her old memories….
more doodles ft strawberry grian
my watcher grian design! i struggled a lot with the wings but i really like the headshot in the bottom right :)
i want to take love nikki drawing request but i have no reach :(
YOU KNOW WHAT IM BOUTTA SAY!!!!!! yup this is so nidvette coded hahaha… i don’t really like the song though
actually it’s not nidvette coded because nidhogg thinks what he did was right. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!! can you tell im normal about them… god why is it so rare to find something that fits…!!!
he only loves me when
there’s a means he means to end
oh i miss when we first met
i didn’t know him yet
[jobless monday — mitski]
i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them i miss them i
anonperegrine if you ever see this know that i think about dark verdict every day and night and i consistently lose sleep over reading it again and again. it’s currently 1:45am and im actually crashing tf out i have NEVER seen ANYONE write toxic nidvette as well as this (though i haven’t seen many at all)
i could ramble about it for hours but i think the most reasonable conclusion to take from this is that someone should just end my life asap hell yeah
just finished my idk 8th rereading of dark verdict
if people hate this and attack me i literally will cry. it’s funny how i act like this as if anyone will see it LMFAOOO jesus christ
NOTE: [ im not sure if i want this to be in the real world or miraland, but in this au everyone is part of a fashion school where there are styling, designing, modelling, etc classes ; this is purely my brainrot, it’s not organised !
so far i haven’t incorporated the whole blood curse, betrayal, etc, but i think this AU can just be lighthearted .. lol
im also NOT a writer, just an artist ! don’t kill me please, i know it kinda sucks and no one will see it ]
Nikki transfers to the fashion school late very far into high school, just as exams are going to start (because of a sudden house move for her parents’ work? undecided). Despite her being new to the school, Nikki learns quickly grasps styling, even without any tutoring or extra classes. With her own intuition and newly learned knowledge, she scores highly in the styling exams, impressing the students around her. Bobo, Nikki, and Lunar become fast friends, and then go on to share a dorm room. Momo is still a cat, I guess people just treat him as a little brother to Nikki?! 😭 (also undecided)
Nidhogg was also a late transfer over to the school (for unknown reasons right now…). He tried to become president of the student council but it’s hard for new people to become elected, however Nanari (let’s say she’s the most popular girl in the school, royce is also up there in the social ranking) saw something special in his skills. People are impressed, begin to trust him, things happen, and he becomes the president woo! Of course he appointed Yvette to be his secretary, as he does originally (lol). She’s still klutzy and people still wonder why he keeps her around, if not feeling jealousy of her being able to get close to this good looking guy!!!! (since he is canonically beautiful)
honestly i would really die for some domestic and/or fluffy nidvette pre-rebellion. i read a fic where they briefly had a stay at a hotel with a pool. DAMN it was so perfect i wish someone would write a fic where it’s just nidvette going on a business holiday or something. THE FIC NAME IS “Dark Verdict” by Anonperegrine btw holy shit it’s fucking gold RRRRAAAAGSFSTHFHGS
i think about it every day and whenever i draw nidhogg i use THAT fic as my reference for his expressions. peregrine i love you and your writing has changed my life for the better AND worse godbless.
ive NEVER been good at creative writing but i think at some point ill finally be forced to write for myself…. if this happens i wanna try to write royce x neva (royva?) as well AHHH anonperegrine also has an amazing royva fic sigh i feel like such a loser but at least i recognise peak fuck yes!!!!!