I Feel Like I Will Never Be Better Or Have The Potential To Be Better And My Life Will Consist Of The

I am Nicky god of course (tf is that supposed to mean)😂😂😂

I am Arran, god of the most important thing

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How did I do today?

Were you proud of me? Did I do okay? How did you think I acted today? Was I talkative enough?did I make you happy? Did I make you uncontrollably laugh, like I usually do?

Or

Was I a failure like usual? Did I upset you? Did I act differently today? Did I go non-verbal like the little fucking dumb@ss I am? Did I make you depressed? Did I make you concerned, like I usually do?

do you hate me?

hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me?

do you want me to shut the fvck up? I'll gladly do that for you. I'll do anything for you. I'm afraid I don't have my own personality anymore, can I borrow some of yours? Make myself seem more interesting and likeable for once in my life? Just so I can fit in and do what others do??

I feel myself falling.

I fucking love this man❤️❤️❤️

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Meew

y’all are sleeping on this man🥱

too fine😝 my man

The borderlined life excerpt three from my poetry book:

“I don’t want to fight you, I don’t want you to be hurt. This isn’t me whose talking right now, and it’s not you that’s in front of me. There is a flame inside me, it’s been growing for a while, when I say I hate you, I really mean I hate myself.”

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I think my biggest red flag is that, i never know how to talk about my feelings. when i'm going thru something, i tend to stop talking to everyone till i feel okay again. i talk to myself in my head a lot about how i feel and i explain it so well, but getting it to actually come out my mouth is so hard. but when i'm okay i'll start communicating again like nothing happened. it's not me being off with you, i just deal things better when i'm alone.