Sleepless || Myg

Sleepless || myg

Pairing: SUGA X READER

Excerpt: ‘ But you didn’t, your hands smoothed over his tense shoulders, holding on even when he flinched away, “I love you.” ’

Genre: angst, fluff

Length: 1.2k

A/N: i’m not okay lol so we probably have two weeks of angst because im on meds that take two weeks to kick in. bare with me i guess

TRIGGER WARNING: anxiety mentioned in detail

Yoongi was awake. His body felt heavy as lead, his limbs practically melting into the mattress and yet his brain refused to dull. Thoughts flickered across his mind in time to your breath next to him, memories of forgetting words on stage or messing up in interviews resurfaced and seemed to drag him down. Yoongi was meant to be sleeping.

The white curtains fluttered in the slight night wind, revealing a navy shade that looked like someone had thrown a blanket over the usually bright town. Yoongi tried to focus on the splattering of stars, a smile spread on his face as he imagined someone poking holes in the navy blanket that covered the bright blue sky.

But his mind could only be distracted for a bit before it began to wonder, and he became restless, wanting to get up and scream from the top of his lungs. There seemed to be a lump in the back of his throat and just as he was sure he was going to throw up, you rolled over.

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Some words to use when writing things:

winking

clenching

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precision

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nhilol

2 years ago

Ever since I saw this post by @tattycoram I couldn’t stop laughing and I knew I wouldn’t rest until I drew it 🥲

So here’s my take at how I think this conversation went:

I’d like to thank @firstofficerwiggles for hyping me up to post this S2

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nhilol

2 years ago

The Batch Realized They Could Give Omega Everything They Never Got....

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nhilol

5 years ago

Timshel Masterlist

moodboard by the amazing @mcuspidey

Summary: Thou mayest, or thou mayest not.

Clint Barton’s encounter with a young assassin and Tony Stark’s notes about nanotech he sold to a Russian woman, Nadia Morozov, led the new team of Avengers to Moscow, Russia a month after Tony’s sacrifice brought everyone back. Their plan was to rescue the girls from their captors, to bring them to safety. They make it away with just one. Black Widow 147. You don’t have a name. You don’t even recognize that what you’ve been doing is wrong. Can you be reintegrated into society? A 17-year-old girl who hasn’t as much as seen the outdoors before attempts to navigate her life with abilities that only one other person can really understand, Peter Parker.

“If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.” - Genesis 4:7

“You just wanted to prove there was one safe place, just one safe place where you could love him. You have not found that place yet. You have not made that place yet. You are here. You are here. You’re still right here.” - Richard Siken

Warnings: violence, graphic depictions of violence and murder, mind control/brainwashing similar to that of the Black Widow comics and Winter Soldier storyline, takes place post Endgame (mostly), eventual Far From Home rewrite/fix it, canon divergent with some facts taken from Black Widow comics, angst

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