You’re Not An Awful Person, Madiha. You’re Passionate About What You Believe In And You Stick To
You’re not an awful person, Madiha. You’re passionate about what you believe in and you stick to your principles, but you’re always willing to be open-minded, which is so hard to do in this day and age. That doesn’t sound like a bad person to me. I am probably the last person who should be an amateur counselor, but remember: those negative thoughts you have are not. true. They are years of insecurity and fear twisted by depression into a cudgel that give you a false view of reality and convince you that you deserve to be unhappy. Nothing they say is true.
We do not think that way about you.
You deserve to be happy. You will be happy. Whenever those thoughts start to roll in, remember that they are do not reflect reality and they are lying to you. Hold on to that. (This is really weird for me to write, but it tears me up to see you burdened with so much and know there’s almost nothing I can do about it.)
im really afraid im just a like, completely awful person but just utterly deluded in my own goodness that i dont see why everyone hates me
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Daily Kuvira #100
Holy crap how have I gone 100 gawt damn days of doing this so far?
For the Daily Kuvira thing (and I thank you for that~), maybe a sleepy Kuvira? Or a sleepy Kuvira that's too stubborn to admit that she's tired.
Daily Kuvira #6
Long night…
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