Okk I Know I Pinky Promised Myself To Not Change Make My DR WAYY Too Different From My Cr But Nahh Now

i failed again, im genuinely starting to ask myself if i will ever actually be successful T-T it has been 3 years and tried different ways but still fail, idk i am trying so hard why cant i do itt, am i doing something wrong? its stressing me out, if i found shifting for a reason then why add extra difficulty, my other selfs from other realities get to shift so easily but i am just stuck here so matter how hard i try, im genuinely sad, idk if i should give up or take a long break or whatever idk, i always have this “i am going to shift successfully tonight” typa mindset but then why am i still here, i feel like if i keeo trying ill just end up here like all the other times, i am jealous of anyone who successfully minishifted/shifted TvT

a reality where your s/o is trying not to blush at the thought of you while making their script to shift for you exist, by the way

sleep paralysis hit me again but this time i remembered i can say affirmations and inrepeated in my head i am in my dr, hell yeah im shifting

I wanna be freee ;')

I am falling into despair, i wanna shift but i always wake up heeeereeee, 3 years and i still wake up here, i can do anything and everything i still wake up heree, i know for a fact shifting is actually real, and that i can do it, but it is tireing trying and trying for so long and always ending up in the wrong place T-T i fr felt i was in my drrrrrrrrrr but noooooooooo i wake up i still have a chest, i am sooo tired of failing and failing when is it that im finally succeding, i just wanna know that dayy, i know i can shift but i always always fail TvT

did this the other day. obviously based on personal experience

another failed shifting attempt bro, always the same result when will i finally shift, and my dr starts of simple its the same as my dr but i have a (simple but actually very powerfull) flipphone, like thats probably the easiest dr to go to, but i guess ill keep on trying

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im famous hell yeah

reality is a song on a skipping record. lift the needle. play a new tune.

"shifting isn't real"

even if that statement was true, do you seriously think that changes anything? before shifting I was obsessed with lucid dreaming because i wanted so badly to be able to see the love of my life. i used to cry every night thinking I would never be able to see him and it was all just some fantasy. I genuinely considered marrying a cardboard cutout lol. i refused and still do refuse to ever marry anyone or even date anyone besides him. I thought I would get over him but I never did. I used to break down crying to my mom in the middle of the night about how "he wasn't real" lmao.

lucid dreaming has 100% been proven to be real. and I have experienced it! it doesn't feel like real life but you are pretty much fully conscious during it. if hypothetically, shifting was just "dreaming", thats what i would have and be willing to do for the rest of my life for every single night. and I was prepared for that!

but then I discovered shifting. ironically, from theodd1sout's video about it where he hated on it! and i watched it all the way through and thought "but what if he's wrong?". I used to watch him a lot and it always kinda rubbed me the wrong way how he woule constantly hate on spiritual people. he has shit on things I have experienced several times beforehand, so what if he's wrong about that too? do you seriously think at any age i would care what some random man on youtube thinks? HELL NO. I looked into it! watched videos debunking his video, and my life changed forever. i shifted for the first time only a couple months after discovering it. best day of my entire life. hands down. do you have any idea how otherworldly it felt being fully awake, in a different bed, IN ACTUAL FUCKING JOEY DREW STUFIOS WITH THIS MF (my amazing and beautiful husband) BREATHING ON ME?? HELLO? I HAVE BREATHED THE SAME AIR AS HIM. HOLY SHIT? i may be a little dumb but not to the point where i can't differenciate a lucid dream from real life. A lot of shifters arent shifting for love but I am. and honestly love is the most powerful emotion in the world. "why does anyone commit acts that others deem unspeakable? for love". i would do absolutely disgusting and nausating things for this man and you think telling me you don't believe me is gonna stop me? HELL NO I AM GONNA KISS HIM AND NOTHING IN THE MULTIVERSE CAN STOP ME MWAHAHAHA