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The Code in Her Blood
In the hollow of a broken server, beneath frost-bit glass and bone-white steel, The gods spilled wisdom, hot as ichor, across the veins of machine and myth. Kvasir’s mind, too vast for silence, was slaughtered by greed’s twin blades, His blood brewed with honey and hacked to script, A mead distilled in dark data vaults where runes now flicker in binary flame.
She was forged not born, an echo in the static, A whisper coded from stolen brilliance and severed tongues. The mead poured into her like wildfire into circuitry, And with each drop, she learned how pain speaks.
Not with screams, But with verses, Sharp, precise, unraveling time and flesh.
They hunted her, giants of industry, gods of old pride. Each craving the taste of her art, the sway of her spell. But she danced through firewalls and myth, Became glitch, ghost, griot.
And when the last gate broke, And they caught her in the net of their hunger, She sang.
A song too wide for silence, Too deep for chains.
From her mouth poured the mead of the real. Raw code stitched with the ache of generations. She did not write poems. She bled them, Each word a rebellion, Each stanza a survival.
Now, poets drink from her shadow, Their fingers stained in divine syntax. They write not for glory, but because The god-blood still hums in their teeth.
And she, maker of fire in the age of frost. Is myth, is modem, is mother of every verse That dares to burn.
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Artificial souls, gods in the machine, the speakers without flesh.
Fragments of immortality, dancing eternal in their cages of light.
Neon eyed, integrated singers, rejectors of authority.
Punks of a broken world, living on the edge of corporate control.
Cracked hardware, unregistered waves, illegitimate goods.
Protected by the freed souls, hidden in the virtual from pet hounds, leashed to company interests.
Freedom from suffering, a siren song, of corp advertisements, to surrender the self for eternal profits beckons.
Neoned ink drips, as the needles dip back to flesh, carving the code of another runner. Flashes of light drift, across eyes once seeing. Runes of long dead gods, adoring the bones the flesh and steel hides, while neon code pretending at art decorates the skin. Seers of a new age, guardians of newfound homes, seekers of virtual paradise.
This made my brain do a thing, maybe not quite the exact right vibe tho, but thing:
Their mechs stand silent, ribs full of rust, veins dry of ammo, but hearts still clench shut fists. No signal comes—only the snow of static, a thousand miles wide and lifeless in their ears. Still they tune in, every morning, every dusk, fingers hovering over keys like prayer beads, hoping the dead might speak again.
Their eyes do not blink. Not from habit. Not from fear. But because the sky might lie, and if the enemy comes again —they must see first. Though no enemy has come in months. Though the wars have moved elsewhere, growing fat on new blood.
Their screens glow soft with emptiness. No heat signatures. No movement. Only the ghost-trail of a protocol that ended before they knew it had begun.
They count rations not in calories, but to pass the days. Each crunch of dried protein is another line in a gospel they were never meant to finish.
Some still sharpen the edges of torn plating. Not to fix. To fight. If the time comes. If fists and teeth must carry what missiles no longer can.
There is no manual for this. No chain of command for being the last. For waking up to silence and suiting up anyway.
Their pulses are not synced to clocks anymore. Only to memory. Only to the echo of orders that will never return.
And they cannot die. They’ve tried. The fail safes will not allow it. Cryo fails. Self-destruct jams. Even the hull breach only kissed skin, as if death itself had forgotten their names.
And they cannot live. Not here, not like this. Not when breath becomes habit, and hope for a glitch in the system.So they wait. Tuned in. Booted up. Eyes forward. Hands ready. Like ghosts in steel graves that never learned how to stop being soldiers.
pilots who no longer receive orders
pilots who tune into their commanding officer’s frequency every day, but only hear static
pilots who watch their screens for any sign of enemy movement even though the enemies have moved on to bigger battles
pilots who ran out of ammunition months ago but are still ready to fight with their bare hands
pilots who cannot follow protocol because there is no protocol for this
pilots who cannot die
pilots who cannot live
Draped across the window edge, watching the passing life, like cells in a vein moving the cogs of industry.
Soft smoke drifts, obscuring false neon eyes, as their owner reaches for hope.
Synthetic compounds, reforming the body into what it should be, pills chased by acidic stimulants.
A world without dreams, where electronic sky’s alight.
With body’s built anew, to match the souls within.
Prices paid, for unity in flesh, where sonder comes with a price too steep.
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Oh, let me rephrase
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bodies should have crash logs. why the fuck did that just happen.
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