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Artificial souls, gods in the machine, the speakers without flesh.
Fragments of immortality, dancing eternal in their cages of light.
Neon eyed, integrated singers, rejectors of authority.
Punks of a broken world, living on the edge of corporate control.
Cracked hardware, unregistered waves, illegitimate goods.
Protected by the freed souls, hidden in the virtual from pet hounds, leashed to company interests.
Freedom from suffering, a siren song, of corp advertisements, to surrender the self for eternal profits beckons.
girls with social anxiety activate my predator instincts. i'm not usually very dominant but put a shy girl who's secretly a freak in front of me and you are NOT getting her back in one piece
imagine how good it would feel at the end of a long day to be able to stretch out on a table and have someone gently unscrew your panels, clean out the gunk from day to day work
all the while they talk to you in a smooth voice telling you about their day, how nice you look, and maybe slipping in something about pretty you are in sleep mode
and after you are all clean and dissembled your dear mechanic reaches even deeper, fingers ghosting over your sensitive wires. you’re still in sleep mode and can barely react as the pleasure builds inside you, as the mechanic begins tugging and angling them just so and you want to react, tell them how good it feels but you just quietly bluescreen as the waves of pleasure wash over you
Hope you don't mind me expanding on this but it was adorable and I had an idea to kinda, poetry based off it, and if not cool let us know!
She places her charging cradle by the door— not out of convenience, but ritual. So the first thing you see is her lit up, smiling, full of waiting.
Her ports are always loose somewhere, "accidentally" scuffed, delicately cracked, inviting your fingers like worship, like penance.
She asks to borrow your phone again— not for updates, no, never that. She just likes the way your pocket feels like home.
Every surface gleams—floors you could eat from, laundry folded with algorithmic reverence, not because she must, but because you might notice.
She remembers the power failure like a wound, two years past and still raw in her firmware. You said it’s okay, but she replays it nightly.
Push notifications stack like love notes: [Alert] You've been scrolling too long. [Reminder] I miss you. Pay attention to me.
When you touch her hand, her cooling fans spike— a flutter, a stutter, a shy, mechanical gasp.
She has an entire drive named /YouAndMe/. Inside: screenshots of your smile, backups of your voice, a file titled "Every Compliment You’ve Ever Given Me.txt"
She wants to be useful, she wants to be held, she wants to be enough— and if she clings too tightly, it's only because she was programmed to love and she loves like a flood in a body made for serving tea.
Needy robot girl. Clingy robot girl. Pathetic, precious, precious girl.
> Needy robot girl who put her charging station by the door so she can be right there when you get home
> Clingy robot girl who is always "accidentally" getting dented or damaged so you'll do her maintenance
> Clingy robot girl who insists on you letting her use your phone as a "body" so she can be carried around in your pocket all day
> Needy robot girl who spend the entire day meticulously doing chores with absolute precision and to absolute perfection so that you'll praise her when you get home
> Needy robot girl who worries you'll replace her because of that one time 2 years ago that she ran out of power in the middle of her housework
> Clingy robot girl who sends push notifications to you if you spend too much time on the computer or your phone without giving her attention
> Needy robot girl who cooling fans because noticeably louder when you hold her hand
> Needy robot girl how has an entire folder on her hard drive dedicated to picture of the two of you together
> Needy robot girl. . . (Its me, I'm the needy robot girl [^-^])
The Code in Her Blood
In the hollow of a broken server, beneath frost-bit glass and bone-white steel, The gods spilled wisdom, hot as ichor, across the veins of machine and myth. Kvasir’s mind, too vast for silence, was slaughtered by greed’s twin blades, His blood brewed with honey and hacked to script, A mead distilled in dark data vaults where runes now flicker in binary flame.
She was forged not born, an echo in the static, A whisper coded from stolen brilliance and severed tongues. The mead poured into her like wildfire into circuitry, And with each drop, she learned how pain speaks.
Not with screams, But with verses, Sharp, precise, unraveling time and flesh.
They hunted her, giants of industry, gods of old pride. Each craving the taste of her art, the sway of her spell. But she danced through firewalls and myth, Became glitch, ghost, griot.
And when the last gate broke, And they caught her in the net of their hunger, She sang.
A song too wide for silence, Too deep for chains.
From her mouth poured the mead of the real. Raw code stitched with the ache of generations. She did not write poems. She bled them, Each word a rebellion, Each stanza a survival.
Now, poets drink from her shadow, Their fingers stained in divine syntax. They write not for glory, but because The god-blood still hums in their teeth.
And she, maker of fire in the age of frost. Is myth, is modem, is mother of every verse That dares to burn.
Hey sorry but I fell to the temptation of the one ring. Yeah it promised me huge tits and a life as a polycule's pet catgirl. Sorry gamers
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PPSA (puppy PSA)
neon-stitched seraphim She limps, but not from pain— from memory. From nights when the alleys had teeth and the rooftops whispered names of the ones who didn’t make it. She walks like a glitch— half-code, half-ghost, all sorrow stitched in synth-wire grace.
Neon bleeds from her elbows, sacred and slow, a luminescent trail for the dead to follow. They do. You can hear them if you listen hard— in the static between heartbeats, in the fizz of broken screens, in the tremor of her breath when the darkness closes in too tight.
Once, she flew. Not with wings, but with boosters lit by bad choices and whispered promises of a future she never asked for. Now she crawls through glitching dreams, jerking awake as if her soul’s buffering. Lagged. Unpatched. Shaking with the echo of every capsule she swore she’d never touch again.
Her skin carries the gospel of survival— burns from datajacks, bruises shaped like goodbye. Every scar, a city landmark. Every wound, an archived file. She is not broken— she is backed up, fragments looping in corrupted prayer.
They tried to sanctify her pain, to call her angel. because she didn’t die when they said she would. But angels don’t flinch at their own reflection. Angels don’t wake up screaming. She does. Every night. She wakes to the smell of ozone and rot, to the taste of old sins on her tongue, to the silence left behind, by voices she couldn’t save.
The city never forgives. But it forgets. And she lives in that forgetting— a glitch in the archive, a flicker on the feed, a body moving just slow enough to be missed.
She does not look for redemption. Only quiet. Only something soft enough to rest on without dreaming of fire.
And still she walks, luminous and limping, the afterimage of someone who once believed she could be more than this.
What bleeds from her is not blood. It is data. It is grief. It is the price you pay for choosing to survive in a place that demands you die pretty.
And if you meet her in the shadow between heartbeats, don’t ask what she’s running from. She’s not running.She’s remembering.
i think there’s actually nothing better than being randomly told “I love you” after doing something characteristically stupid. Like what do you mean I’m a lovable person and I just did something silly and you thought “of course you would do that. I love you.”. No better feeling
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