Day Three And The Drowsiness Has Hit Us Hard. Literally Spent Most Of The Past Fourty Eight Hours Asleep.

ramcoa is very different than the satanic panic and all the examples that were listed are examples of ramcoa experiences. ritual abuse, mind control, and organized abuse exist and accepting that youre a victim of parts of it and have specific aspects and triggers because of it is valid.

literally stfu and educate yourself before blabbering all over the internet

how are you an adult and still think RAMCOA is a conspiracy theory? how sheltered are you? have you really next heard of sex trafficking, Mormons, jehova's witnesses, child csem groups... like genuinely. how sheltered can you be

i don't know how to tell you this, but none of these are examples of RAMCOA. as a theory, RAMCOA piggybacks off SRA (satanic ritual abuse) and the satanic panic of the 1980s, as well as things like project monarch with their at best pseudoscientific view of dissociative disorders. everything you mentioned is real (i have actually experienced one of these, so thanks for calling me sheltered BTW), i am specifically referring to RAMCOA as a concept.

if you are old enough to have either lived through the satanic panic, or experience its after effects firsthand, you should be able to tell that RAMCOA as a theory is no different than the satanic panic, Qanon, or any other conspiracy theory.

well damn

almost got back together with my ex only to go to move back home and now im losing him again

he doesnt even want to hang out to say goodbye

fuck my life

In honor of the Ides of March approaching, here’s the trash can I wrote on 2 years ago and only touch up in March

It’s like talking about alters as “whole people” makes DID more palatable for others somehow.  If they can view us as just this quirky cast of characters who happen to share a body then it’s less sad, or maybe even less disturbing. They can reframe it into something that might even sound fun or beneficial to them, like “3 friends for the price of 1!” 

I’m starting to think that viewing us as one whole traumatized person with many dissociated parts is just too depressing and too “weird” for a lot of people. It’s harder for them to wrap their heads around. They can’t grasp the way we are both disconnected from each other and still a part of each other. They can’t make sense of the way we overlap and blend together. We don’t fit into neat little boxes. We aren’t a straight forward cast of characters. 

JUST WATCHED THE NEW EPISODE OF DAREDEVIL BORNA AGAIN

AT THE THAT IS NOT MY SHAYLA HE WOULD NEVER

CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO COME BEAT ALL THE COPS ASSES

sidenote i am also most definitely waiting for matt to crash tf out, its gonna happen, man is going to lose his marbles

I just saw some people on TikTok saying that Steven don’t have a hard life …

Excuse me?! Are we watching the same show or …? I’m not saying he is the most tragic character but stop downplaying what he is going through like before he was just treated like shit by everyone around and he was still trying his best and now his life has completely gone south and he can’t do anything. Literally, he can just watch and do nothing .

And a point that a lot if ppl don’t think about is that the guy has DID . DID is a trauma based dissociative disorder meaning he’s been through some shit . Here a quote from the Wiki about this « A person with DID does not actually have multiple personalities but rather a lack of one integrated identity. This is caused by compromised brain development, which results from chronic trauma in childhood. »

pirate dance party!!

working in the hospital as a patient companion is simultaneously the easiest and hardest job we've ever done

its the healthiest job we've had; doesn't affect our disabilities much since we're really just sitting for the day and aren't expected to do any heavy lifting or anything

but it also definitely has an affect on the way we think about things and its such an interesting experience

personally lying to everyone sounds exhausting but i can definitely go look in the mirror, thats like one of my favorite past times

kaz brekker is an age regressor and i will never change my opinion on this

(the darkling is also definitely an age regressor)