Ssomedays Im Just Really Harshly Reminded About How Many Trans Kids Take Their Lives Before They Graduate
ssomedays im just really harshly reminded about how many trans kids take their lives before they graduate high school and realize just how lucky i am to have made it this far.
i lost a trans friend a year ago and while seeing videos on my tiktok fyp talking about trans youth one of them mentioned another trans kid who took her life years ago and it reminded me of what it was like when that happened and then i thought back to my own friend i lost. and its just so terrifying knowing that im lucky to be one of the trans kids to survive my middle/highschool years.
it was a really big realization the other day that i had in which i turned to my sister and said holy shit im an elder trans person now, ive survived. and thats just really sad, knowing that when i was like 14/15 and first starting my transition i looked up to 18/19/20 year olds who made it and were transitioning and now im in that position of having saw these 14/15 year old kids looking at me and how well i pass and how well i know myself and how i survived and feeling like they could make it. the amount of kids i have had tell me that just seeing me being me around the school helped them to feel safe is insane to me. like these kids deserve to just be kids. i deserved to just be a kid. but we dont get to be kids. we dont get to live out our high school years by being high schoolers, we live them out in fear. in fear of our peers, in fear of our families, in fear of ourselves. and thats just terrible. this shouldnt be how things are.
i shouldnt have had to fight for the right to just use any of the bathrooms at my school. i shouldnt have had to go into our counseling office and report slurs and threats being verbally thrown at me in the hall. i shouldnt have had to sit there in my car before the last football game a year ago crying because my best friend was dead.
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why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?
being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such
yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as
we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.
you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?
me? being gay? for man next to me?
correct
i was not prepared for my manager to call me a nickname from my source
its a well known nickname between the characters she and i were dressed as
but i wasnt just cosplaying. i was actually just dressing as myself and it took me so off guard. because for just a moment it was like i was home again.
BRVR
zap zap
see ive stopped crying over the fact that im never going to be one singular being due to my parents choices and now im crying over the fact that i cant tell if i love our partners or if im saying i do because its easier to give them the love they want from me than it is to think about what love means to me
endos are all about not invading other community's spaces until it comes to traumatized systems that just want a place to post about themselves without endos
truly pissed off by endos trying to take over system punk
man fuck khonshu
all my mates hate that moon bitch
-steven
Bi-Aro
When both your labels have a stereotype of being a slut so you decide to just embrace it
I am now w h o r e
Something I really loved about episode two of Moon Knight was that when Arthur called Steven broken, he immediately defended himself and said "I'm not broken, I just need some help". Really loved that little message Marvel threw in that people with mental illnesses are not broken and they just need help.
YES YES YES
uhmmm.. the pitt agere moodboard cause ive been fixated on it
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