are we memorizing mercutio’s lines for shits and giggles? yussir
disclaimer: im not a fan of endogenic systems, i dont believe you can be a system and not have trauma but i have questions for endogenic systems:
for endogenics or ppl that call themselves mixed origin because some alters are formed without trauma; you are aware that thats called an aparent normal part and thats a sign of trauma correct? like everything on the dissociation spectrum has it so you have to have at least one anp
how do you even know where one alter ends and another begins? youd have to dissociate to have the amnesia barriers seperating your parts and to do that means youd need like a huge stresser in your life which would be the caus of you being plural which would then make you traumagenic so like how does that even work?
also does anyone have actual trustworthy resources on endogenic systems that supports their existance?
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babe wake up october 2024 just dropped
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I NEED IT TO STOP DOING ITS THING PLEASE IM BEGGING
when the DID be DID-ing
welp
thought we were doing good with the whole splitting and stuff but then we moved back home and somehow didnt notice us split several new parts
ofc we had to start fixating on some new medias at the same time
so ig welcome to the fuckin system kaz, aleks, jordie, heather, marcus, devin, spencer, hotch, and jj
im never watching a new tv show ever again (or rewatching a comfort show) genuinely wtf brain
NPD culture is 'nobody has payed attention to me in an hour, I will go insane'
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Can't breath
Night One of being on lamotrigine for my bipolar
tried latuda back in november/december and had some bad physical reactions so heres to hoping this time goes better
will say i was hoping to get the drowsy side effect tonight like i normally get from new psych meds but thats not happening at all which kinda sucks ass, was hoping to be able to sleep lol
man when i see all those posts about how to manipulate and hurt narcissists and such all i can think of is:
damn
yall need to stop abusing your narcissists, if theyre actual narcs they just want attention, go give them a kiss instead duh
guys
meds be meds-ing
like who tf was gonna tell me this was how all those people without bipolar was feeling??
like i can feel emotions in a reasonable way that doesnt completely control my day and all thoughts i make??? the smallest things dont make me want to scream at people because im so frustrated???
im literally just here and i cant believe no one thought to tell me that was a way i could feel