O Quão Problemático é: Tá Mas Não Fica Rindo A Toa Não Pq Aí Já Sabes Né

ri no final mas tô bem chateada com umas coisas que fiquei sabendo e nem tem a ver cmg, não sei pq peguei isso pra mim. boto muita fé nas pessoas mas quase sempre espero o pior delas (?)

tô me sentindo tão mal hoje, não queria sair mas fiz a proeza de marcar hj de madrugada

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é óbvio q to chateada

também é óbvio q entendo

entendo mas não deixo de ficar chateada pq não é algo q eu consigo controlar

(td bem pq quando tô lá é igual mas sempre tenho essa sensação de q forço muito a barra pq por mim eu tava lá direto mas atrapalho)

edit: acho massa demais p aliviar essa rotina pq deve estar insuportável, alienação ajuda q só

sou muito egoísta e não me orgulho disso kk

ainda tem coisa que não consigo comentar com ngm sobre qualquer coisa q envolva minha autoestima

Medusa and Perseus by Doc Zenith.

será se no fundo eu só não fui pq não tenho dinheiro sacado e ele não ia me dar dinheiro p eu ir?

acho que esse ano não consigo

todo dia a mãe faz eu me arrepender de ter remarcado a viagem de volta pra sp

finjo q nao to nem aí mas vou dormir pensando numas coisas q aconteceram hj (rolê da lasanha)