sinto que a minha relação com meus pais só está boa agora porque eu não me permito ser quem eu sou aqui, nessa pandemia não tô querendo sair por motivos óbvios - oq melhora minha relação com meu pai por ele querer ter controle sobre tudo e todos - e se não estivesse em pandemia de qualquer jeito não sairia com ninguém além das minhas amigas do ensino médio pq nunca me senti tão feia e burra
amo demais minha família nas aqui não me sinto livre
parece que aqui eu vivo um personagem
já botei na minha cabeça q so vou né achar bonita quando voltar prós 50kg
não tem quem faça eu conseguir curtir um rolê aqui em chapadinha sem sentir culpa
cheguei aqui e sei la
parece q tem uma tonelada de culpa nas minhas costas
incrível o jeito q meus pais falam pros outros q eu sou um peso morto na minha frente e todo mundo ri sabendo que é verdade
acho que esse ano não consigo
só quero ficar na minha o resto da semana
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me deixo levar pelas curvas do teu corpo e sou envolvida suavemente em um acidente
morro de medo de voltar pro 0 de novo
de meu pai se arrepender de me manter em sp estudando
de não ser aceita onde eu considerava abrigo mas agora não reconheço mais
não sei se a situação vai chegar a esse nível mas tenho medo
eu vivo com medo de tudo e todos
véi, parando pra pensar agr
ia dar na mesma eu chutar o balde ou não pq ele já não gosta de mim eu chegando na hora, só dei mais motivo pra não gostar com essa de querer chegar bem mais tarde
olha só q burra
já falei q nao vou então não vou mesmo
tentar adiantar minha passagem pra ir antes do meu aniversário
o que eu fizer não vai agradar ela então não vou mais me esforçar também se vai dar na mesma
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