Latest Posts by neiljstn - Page 4
Ik I died briefly so have a jean
This is so jean -core that I’m pretty sure it’s cannon.
sometimes i’m happy then i remember jean agreed to an interview with kevin and the media’s absolutely gonna tear him apart
cap🫡
the image of wymack potentially carrying a sleeping neil from the car to his apartment is so classically paternal it makes me emotional
neil when nicky said girls were too soft for him:
deeply unlikeable and unpleasant female characters are actually so important for the ecosystem and also as a good litmus test over if a person is Weird about women or not
moment in book 1 when neil is like everything is for exy. i'm running for exy. i'm eating for exy. i literally just need kevin to be satisfied with my performance ONCE and then andrew is like kevin argued with the entire board and literally everyone in the world that you're going to be Court™ actually and neil is like haha, what
Neil Josten really spent his entire life on the run, then said “fuck it” just so he could shit talk a guy on TV. Now that’s a true hater
free my girl. she did all that but so did a male character and nobody cared
neil thinking that andrew doesn’t care about him so it’s fine if they hook up bc when neil dies andrew won’t care compared to andrew’s reaction in baltimore is something that is very dear to me
rip andrew minyard you would've loved saying 'womp womp'
women- especially women of color- aren't completely and totally pushed aside in fiction for the favor of m/m ships that usually have little to no chemistry. i swear. the reason there's no content for them in fan media is because. uh. (sweating buckets) they're less interesting in canon. unlike the men, who have been projected onto by fans to the point of having whole new personalities. which is different
Jean Moreau moodboard
Jeremy Knox:
kevin day does it again! he invented a new type of penalty shot the ERC is trying to pass as a rule in the 2008 exy handbook. don’t believe me? look up kevin day backshots on google images
Neil is the most unserious character like what do you mean you develop a secondhand nicotine addiction purely because you want to remember the smell of your moms burning corpse
i had the idea that some random exy fan would be like “im a neil kinny” and hed just be like “you do not fucking want that”and then trauma dump
literally [insert agentbrowning_phonecall.jpg here]
Andrew & Neil
Neil Josten:
an encounter
(very into whimsical andreil recently.)
Do you think that after Andrew got off his meds he thought back to all the ridiculous shit he said and while he says he has no regrets secretly sometimes as he’s falling asleep he remembers some really stupid comeback he made while medicated that he thought was so clever at the time, and the embarrassment alone has some part of him wishing he was having a panic attack instead 💀
Jeremy Knox:
cant spell faggot without aftg
A little candy Nicky 🤏
actually Andrew is a quite well adjusted regular guy for a 20 yo who was dealt a shitty hand at life and made some bad choices as a teen bc of it but he consistently goes to therapy, forms support networks and surrounds himself with kind people, and actively wants to get better, so its crazy how ppl think Neil the godfather Josten who was taken out of a crime tv show, sleeps facing the wall to put on colored contacts, makes up a new persona every time he goes grocery shopping and thinks therapists are out to get him is the normal one in that relationship
I just find Neil soooooo funny. He looks at genuinely nice ppl and goes “ew stay away from me”
neil after being threatened by andrew: sure I'll go clubbing with him ig
neil after renee smiles at him: I'll just uhh sit 4 seats away from her on the bus. just in case