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[One of the most beautiful Disney scenes.]

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Do you have a gf? Asking for a friend, haha ~cafemòchaaa

First of all, love the aesthetic gif & your blog, I'm a huge coffee/cafe enthusiast so I just followed you. ☕ 😍

Secondly, yes I do, she actually has a tumblr, she's @proseformylove (if you wanna follow 😉).

your instagram reached 126k lol k bye lol

P.s: i miss your rock band and your singing, bring back dead@6am and I miss your pretty face and would like a photo k bye

Thank you for telling me! I haven't been on Instagram in like four days, lol. ☺️

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I've been super busy so I haven't had time to do anything, but I will commit to that again. Sometime soon. Meanwhile, here's my face:

Thanks for calling me pretty, pretty. 🖤

your instagram reached 126k lol k bye lol

P.s: i miss your rock band and your singing, bring back dead@6am and I miss your pretty face and would like a photo k bye

Thank you for telling me! I haven't been on Instagram in like four days, lol. ☺️

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I've been super busy so I haven't had time to do anything, but I will commit to that again. Sometime soon. Meanwhile, here's my face:

Thanks for calling me pretty, pretty. 🖤

~• ۰۪۫D۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫r۪۫۰۰۪۫k۪۫۰ ۰۪۫A۪۫۰۰۪۫c۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫d۪۫۰۰۪۫e۪۫۰۰۪۫m۪۫۰۰۪۫i۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰. •~

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[ WINSLOW @ 3 A. M. ]

~Welcome to my blog~

Consists of:

Cozy Vibes, Rainy Vibes

Sleep Vibes, Autumn & Winter Vibes

Poetry

Music

Dark Academia

••• ENJOY •••

[ WINSLOW @ 3 A. M. ]

~Welcome to my blog~

Consists of:

Cozy Vibes, Rainy Vibes

Sleep Vibes, Autumn & Winter Vibes

Poetry

Music

Dark Academia

••• ENJOY •••

[ WINSLOW @ 3 A. M. ]

~Welcome to my blog~

Consists of:

Cozy Vibes, Rainy Vibes

Sleep Vibes, Autumn & Winter Vibes

Poetry

Music

Dark Academia

••• ENJOY •••

I want to watch the night sky

& drink tea with you. 🌙

Nope

PLEASE KEEP THIS HAIRCUT AND YOUR HAIR DYED BLACK ITS SO CUTE ON YOU 😭😭😭. I hope you donated your hair after you cut it like you said you was gonna. And I like your bleached/distressed friends shirt 😊.

Hi! ☺️ I did donate my hair! It's kind of weird but every year after I cut my hair I try to donate it at least once since it grows so fast/long. I just figure why not if I can be helping someone, it doesn't have to go to waste, you know? Thanks for the cute compliments, sweetie! 🖤

G O O D N I G H T 🌙

You calling people hun and sweetheart is a religion itself

Lol, thank you but nah, I'm not that important. 🌺

C U T E A S K

I'm a trash hoe saving your pics

Jesus Christ you hot af mk?

bye

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Or a boy?

How are you doing tonight sexy? My question is have you ever been catfished??

I'm so late with this, good morning! I'm well, hope you are, too! ✨

Have I ever been catfished... Like, by a love interest? No, lol. I don't attach to or allow myself to catch feelings for strangers online. I'm too grown for that. But I have met in the past & recently met people who low-key lie about important details of their lives, which I consider similar to catfishing, probably even worse. I think when people lie about their lives they lie about everything else. So I've since put distance between myself & those people. I also met someone who can't seem to tell the difference between their version of reality & reality, which is deeply concerning & they pretty much have a toxic personality, so there goes the slowly distancing myself thing again...

✨ It Is What It Is ✨

This part

Are you and Maria fighting?

Nope, cause I couldn't care less either way, tbh. If she's still bothered that's her problem.

LMFAO WINSLOW STOP BEING SLY PETTY 😭😂

Are you an advocate, supporter, or activist for the lgbt? Or for the blm? We need more people 😊🌈

For the lgbt community, absolutely not. Never. I don't support things/communities that go against my personal beliefs & attack other groups.

I am an advocate & BLM activist, though. 🖤

I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER ANON! <3

Hello. My name is Nica. I want to stay anon until I get comfortable and I‘m not good with new people. But my question is, how do you advise someone to deal with their depression? Do you know any remedies that help with chronic sadness? Or panic attacks? My life isn‘t where I want it to be atm, dealing with a lot of stuff and I don‘t have any friends to talk to or get help from. Sorry if I‘m bothering you in the morning I just saw that you‘re leaving tumblr and it triggered an attack and I feel like crying. You were the one blog I liked and how you helped people and now I don‘t have anybody :/

Omg. No, no, no, you're not bothering me at all, & you're not just going to wake up one day & my account is going to be deactivated. I'll tell you all when I'm leaving & chances are I still won't deactivate, just cause. I'm so, so sorry, I didn't mean to trigger you. It was just an idea I had. I used to have really bad panic attacks to a point were my muscles would hurt for days, I had to be taken in an ambulance & put on meds cause I had them daily for like a month. I wouldn't eat, I was constantly snapping on people & irritated. I turned into someone who isn't me. My family noticed the change & pointed it out & I snapped on them for that. It was that bad. And this was recent, this wasn't like 5 years ago, all this happened LAST year. So I know from experience how difficult & painful what you're going through right now can be.

Even though I still have anxiety sometimes, I learned how to stop the attacks from happening, I don't have them anymore. But before then my doctor wanted to put me in a psych ward, (yeah, he literally recommended that) & I took Xanax (& Zoloft for two days) for a while, then it stopped helping, so he wanted to increase my dose. And I didn't want to become an addict or dependent on meds (I personally don't believe in taking meds for mental illnesses), so one day I just decided "fuck it, I'm not taking anything anymore" & I realized in that moment that the decision I made scared me a fucking lot cause I wasn't going to have anything to run to, but ultimately it was going to help me. I had to hurt & pray A LOT before I got better. While I was going through it I felt so hopeless & lost & I started questioning my faith in God cause I didn't feel like anything was changing, I felt worse tbh. I remember one night I just completely gave up & I drove to my mom's house in the middle of the night cause I didn't know what else to do. We went for a walk & talked until the sun came up. I never call my parents when I'm going through something terrible, I always try to resolve my problems on my own, so if I call them it's serious. But with time I got better. And I'm happier. So I'm living proof that you CAN overcome your biggest demons. My advice to you would be to start slow, you won't get better overnight. It's going to take time & it's going to hurt - I won't lie to you, but you WILL prevail in the end. But for now, distract yourself, get on your phone & find a funny video. Give yourself time to breathe & realize you're safe. That feeling will pass & you'll be okay again. & if you ever need someone to talk to to help you calm down, come hop in my dm's & we can hang out until you feel better. You don't have to be alone. & you definitely don't have to suffer alone. I often get people who ask me for advice in handling depression, that's partially the reason I haven't left Tumblr. I wouldn't want to abandon anybody. I'm so sorry you're going through this, honey. I hope things get better for you. Literally if you need me to just stay here for you just to help you, I will. & if you need any more resources in dealing with anxiety/depression, dm me. I'm so sorry for triggering you. I'll choose my words more carefully next time. Bless your heart, I'll pray for you.

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Organizations:

National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH); 866-615-6464

National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI); 800-950-NAMI (800-950-6264)

Anxiety and Depression Association of America (ADAA); 240-485-1001

American Psychiatric Association; 800-357-7924

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, Division of Mental Health (CDC); 800-CDC-INFO (800-232-4636)

American Psychological Association; 800-374-2721

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Coping, Advocacy, and Support:

Anxiety and Depression Association of America: Support Groups

The Anxiety Network: Help and Support

Anxiety Central: Forums

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Medications for Anxiety Disorders (talk to your doctor first):

Cymbalta (duloxetine)

Celexa (citalopram)

Zoloft (sertraline)

Anafranil (clomipramine)

Prozac (fluoxetine)

Paxil (paroxetine)

Xanax (alprazolam)

Klonopin (clonazepam)

BuSpar (buspirone)

Valium (diazepam)

Ativan (lorazepam)

Lexapro (escitalopram)

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Links:

https://www.counseling.org/knowledge-center/mental-health-resources/anxiety

https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad/resources

https://blog.thetransitionhouse.org/anxiety-help-and-resources-1

https://www.rtor.org/anxiety/

https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Anxiety-Disorders

I H o p e Y o u ' r e O k a y

K, I'm getting bored with tumblr, & I kind of want to move over to Discord? All of the chaos & negativity I see between folks on tumblr (not to mention porn/bots) makes it unenjoyable. I'm thinking about just making a Discord group chat (18+) for people who just want to talk, vibe & get to know each other on a real basis & ditch tumblr. Also, just cause I can't be on here like that all day & I'm in the process of reorganizing my life, so I'll probably eventually leave soon anyway. (Mentally, I'm already gone from here).

Dm me or reblog if interested. Idc. Night. 🌆🌙

Finish the song (u should know the lyrics b/c you wrote it):

I saw you bare in the naked forest

You shied away, hid your face

You only come in the night

When the sun's rays fade

The blue skies die

And stars take their place

When the laughter stops

And the tears flow

When hope fails me

And I don't know where to go

I met a being from the heavens

She dried my eyes

& told me that everything would be okay

She only comes in the night

When the living hide away

Slumbering in their warmth

And there we were for just a moment, one

She kissed me like I was oxygen

& she needed to breathe

The woman of my dreams

W O M A N O F M Y D R E A M S

This thread 😂😂😂

Do you have a gf? :)

Looks like I do now.

Lol, jk.

Fuck off mike

Tumblr plus should only be used for smut. smutty. Smutty. Smut. Smut. uwu.

Okay? Lmao, I don't know why I found this funny. To each their own. 😂

Hey. Good morning. 🌄 You said on your instagram that you make disney style portraits so can we see some of them? Ty! I love disney too 😄🤗😊

Good morning, sweetheart. Yes you can! Here are just a few I did last year, out of boredom. The best part of doing Disney art portraits is that half of them are modeled after real people, I think that's what keeps it interesting for me cause I don't like making characters that look alike. The last two are the same person, though.

(I kinda screwed up Esmeralda's eyes, oops)❣️

Now, to the art:

🍒Winslowat3am🍒

TarrantHightopp being normal for once ctfu

[I had a selfie that reminded me of a Greek statue, so I got the idea to use it for a dark/semi light moodboard] ☁️

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[I had a selfie that reminded me of a Greek statue, so I got the idea to use it for a dark/semi light moodboard] ☁️

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Are you dominican? You look lowkey white but idk at times, no racism sorry I just don't know if that was a racist question lol k bye

Nah, I'm Native American & Caucasian (unfortunately, that means my ancestors were pillaged by European colonizers, so I kind of always hated being half white & for that reason I only identify as Native American. Classifying me as white is rude as fuck & the biggest insult ever, tbh).

I just want you to post a selfie 😍❤️

Okay, lol. 🌹🍒❤️

Their food sucks ass

What's your favorite McDonald's menu item and what's your favorite restaurant?

I don't eat McDonald's. The only thing I actually get from there are their caramel frappes & pancakes. Other than that, I don't buy their food as far as their burgers. My favorite restaurant is Cheesecake Factory or the Hard Rock Cafe. They're on the same level for me. 🙉

//The monkey emoji was an accident, but I'ma leave it.

Mr Wonka 😭😭

I love your account so much! I’m being anon bc I’m shy, but your account is honestly my exact aesthetic and I’m here for it. Can you post the bonus track from Cannibals? I wonder why it was left off your album? Thank you (:

Thank you! Got you, darling! 💙🖤

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Winslow Sullivan - Headshot ft. Y$L Frenchie x IKillPpl (prod. Super Mario)

(Ignore the shitty visual quality, it's 12AM & I'm too tired to properly process it)

I love your account so much! I’m being anon bc I’m shy, but your account is honestly my exact aesthetic and I’m here for it. Can you post the bonus track from Cannibals? I wonder why it was left off your album? Thank you (:

Thank you! Got you, darling! 💙🖤

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Winslow Sullivan - Headshot ft. Y$L Frenchie x IKillPpl (prod. Super Mario)

(Ignore the shitty visual quality, it's 12AM & I'm too tired to properly process it. EDIT: Nevermind, it auto adjusts.)