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I kinda wanna be the girl who does things. Like she goes to class, she studies, she does research, she volunteers, she exercises, she cooks, she consumes media, she's INFINITELY POWERFUL-

Mieko Kawakami, from 'Heaven'

"yOu hAvE aLrEaDy lEfT kUdOs hErE" BITCH STFU NO I HAVNT YOU WHORE

Do you ever feel like you miss out on life, because you are not able to socialize the way most people do?

whatever was left, that was ours for a while.

sunrise - louise glück

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screw regal, fantastic, gorgeous, ethereal victorian portraits, I WANT THE SILLY GOOFY ONES, THE ONE WITH THEM JUST LIVING, BREATHING, LAUGHING, LOVING. GIMMMEEE

the masculine urge

the feminine urge

the human urge to yearn for the existence of dragons

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me