I know people like to believe that Cas disobeyed Heaven after three days of knowing Dean but they forget that Castiel took Dean out of hell, rebuilt his body and united it with his soul again. He knows Dean in every way possible, from the inside out; saw his purest and rawest form naked– it wasn't those three days, it was what Cas saw in Dean's soul (in his being) from day one that made him start thinking about disobedience.
Flirting with the idea of developing a fic idea I had where Dean freaks out after Cas is bought back (post s15) and flees to Jody's under the guise of fixing her roof or her fence or something and just keeps finding things to fix instead of going back to the bunker, and in that time he actually learns how to unwind and set aside his soldier mentality for the first time ever, opens up to Jody a little about not knowing how to accept someone's love without thinking it will kill them, and he also begins to grow out his hair and beard because again, he's no longer a soldier he doesn't need the utilitarian cut anymore, and when Cas finally gets fed up enough to chase him down and confront him he bursts into Jody's house ready to fight it out but is blindsided by Dean Winchester, love of his life, with floppy hair, a beard, some fuckass Hawaiian shirt, bickering in the kitchen with Claire as he cooks dinner or something and the steam is taken out of him so fast because it's the softest and most relaxed he's ever seen Dean that he just kind of walks up and puts his hands in his hair and stares at him while Dean has that emotional in love with my best friend crisis he was avoiding for months in like fifteen seconds flat
Typical scene in Destiel fanfics:
Cas doesn't know how to play pool, Dean teaches him and has to stand behind him... very close.
And there's sexual tension.
Dean thinks: "wtf, what am i feeling– for Cas? he is my best friend" or "Oh, no– i can't feel this way about a man– well Cas is an angel but still. NOOOO."
And Cas is like if nothing was happening, just focusing on how to learn to play.
And then there's that fanfic where Cas doesn't know how to play pool but Dean explains the basics to him (at a safe distance) and using math Castiel becomes a pro and beats Dean. And Dean is both relieved and disappointed that he didn't have to teach him how to use the pool cue.
Sorry, but I just don't understand Destiel haters saying Dean's response (or lack thereof) to Cas' confession means he doesn't reciprocate, when *literally the exact same thing* happens in freaking Titanic:
Like seriously, Jack doesn't tell Rose he loves her (in those exact words) the whole movie, and when she says it to him, he responds basically the same way as Dean. Only there, no one doubts his feelings for her and Titanic is regarded as the most epic love story of all time...Obviously "don't do this/don't you do that" doesn't mean they don't love the other, they just don't want them to say "I love you" as a way of saying goodbye, which means leaving, which in both their cases means death...
I rest my case, your honor.
(it’s the episode Cas gets back from purgatory)
"Hello."
Yes, he is worth risking it all.
I actually wanna know did Will ever thought about why just Hannibal voice made him decide to runaway with him!! we’re talking about abandoning the original plan because of a simple “Hello” .
Dean: That was so hot, Cas.
Castiel: I literally called the person who just flirted with you a degenterate dog and told them I hope they get dragged through the streets.
Dean: I'm so in love with you.
So I know we all wanted them to fuck dirty nasty on screen but like… the fact that it’s cannon that Dean and Cas just loved each other so much without even the need for a physical aspect of their relationship. They loved the other hard enough to both save the world and damn it to hell multiple times without even knowing it was reciprocated. They loved each other for the sake of love and man if that’s not the most romantic shit I’ve ever seen on my tv screen
season 4 dean is like “i’m fighting demons” and the whole time the demons are just bisexuality. meanwhile season 4 sam is like “i’m fighting demons” and they’re real and he’s drinking their blood