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Wip of my jeckole fic (with emiari, Aricole and Jeckelly mentioned :3)
Nicole wasnât jealous.
Nicole wasnât jealous, definitely not. How could she? Jealousy wasnât a regular emotion she felt. However, the fact that Jeckaâs fingers were carefully placed next to Kellyâs, perfectly pink painted nails resting lightly against the others white ones. Jeckaâs flushed face and excited eyes, following Kellyâs mindless movements. The way the piss yellow lighting of Jeckaâs lightbulb reflected off of her equally piss coloured eyes (they werenât really) really irked Nicole for no aparent reason. Probably the fact that Kelly was Jeckaâs ex. Just by the fact that she was currently alone, perched in the thorn ridden bush next to the kitchen window, squinting into the bedroom window, said everything you needed to know. Nicole couldnât see much, but from what she could see, apart from the plumes of smoke and echoes of fake sounding laughter, it seemed that Jecka and Kelly were having a good time.
Bullshit, Jecka didnât have fun with anyone else.
Nicole wanted to gag, this was disgusting behaviour, she felt like Jeffery, or the hoodie version of Harold. Or Hudson. Fuck, what was Melanieâs (wait, was that even her name?) boyfriendâs name again? Whatever, it didnât matter. If jecka was going to hang out with Kelly, Nicole was going to hang out with Ari. If that bitch let her near the porch anyway, and if Emily wasnât there too (Nicole could give less of a shit if Emily was there or not, but Ari had some unnecessary fear that Emily might throw herself at Nicole and start eating her face off).
This was a really unhealthy mindset for Nicole to have, but she couldnât help it. After moving so many times, failed friendships, her trust being broken like it was her mom cooking spaghetti (not that she cooked often), it wasnât an unreasonable fear. Jecka had been keeping Nicole alive for the past what, ten? Eleven months? She didnât want to die when gay marriage still wasnât legalised, or before Jeffery, that cunt deserved to die first.
âFuck- ow!?â Nicole hissed, a long yet small thorn embedded in the back of her hand. She really needed to stop hiding in this fucking bush. There was definitely a better place to watch her girlfriend through her window without being caught. She fumbled in her jeans pocket for a second before sliding her sidekick out, thumbs running along the keyboard.
âCaanâŠIâŠcome..uhâŠ.overrâŠâ Nicole murmured as she typed, âquestion markâŠ.and sent!â
Her lips quirked slightly as she sent it, somewhat proud of herself for genuinly no reason at all. Maybe for being alive right now? Yeah, that seems good.
It didnât take long before the device buzzed as that desperate bitch responded
Nicoleâs smirk was quickly whipped off of her face, lips curling into something of disgust, âthe fuck does she mean no!?â She snapped loudly.
âDid you hear that?â
Shit. Her heart practically leapt into her throat, as she fell backwards into that god forsaken bush again. She really needed to learn how to be quiet sometimes.
Being silent for nearly ten minutes seemed to make everything better, so now Nicole could go back to hating.
âWhat the fuck does she mean no?â She whispered loudly, eyebrows furrowing. This was about to become a long, long night that Nicole might not last through.
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âNicole, I said no, what part of that did you not understand?!â
âthe no part,â Nicole replied dryly, hands resting lazily in her hoodie pockets, hair wild and thorns stuck to the fabric she wore. In front of her, Ari stood angrily, cheeks flushed to the point it blended in with her hair.
âWell fuck off! Im busy!â She scorned, arms crossed tightly over her chest, but it didnât do much to try and hide what Ari was obviously embarrassed about. Obviously, her normally freckled chalky skin was stained with deep red and purple marks, from Emily of course. Nicole didnât even have to see that bitch to know.
âAri, if your embarrassed about the hickies, I didnât even notice them-â
âYes you did! Stop lying to me?â Shit, maybe she was immune to the manipulation now, Nicole thought. That must be the only reason that Ari wasnât letting her in now. She had tried her sexy voice like, four weeks ago and that didnât work because she was still outside of that fucking front door.
âOkay well maybe I did, but I can ignore them,â Nicole offered half heartedly, head slowly tilting to the side
âNo,â Ari stood her ground, for once, she wasnât being a spineless fish, âGo home Nicole, or bother Jecka, just fuck off,â
Her jaw hinge felt like it was about to shatter in a second, sending vibrations through her teeth when her jaw clenched at that fucking whoreâs name. She had never felt her body respond like that - normally sheâd just get hard.
âWhat?â Ari seemed to notice something was off, not that she cared or was interested, but Nicole still hadnât moved away from her house, âYouâre still not coming inside, so move, come on,â
âIm not a dog,â Nicole blinked herself out of that moment of silent spite, âstop speaking to me like that, bitch. Let me inside,â
âNicole I already said no! Fuck. Off,â
âAri just let me inside for fucks sake!â
Neither of them knew what just came out of Nicoleâs mouth but her voice carrying desperate pleading was not it. Nicole intended that to come out forcefully and somewhat angrily, but it in fact was the opposite. That was more embarrassing than getting caught in that fucking bush (Nicole wasnât letting it go. She was gonna tell jecka to get rid of it because the fact she had thought of it like, twelve times now, was ridiculous).
ââŠare you begging right now?â Ari asked confused, yet amused.
Lmk if itâs out of character đ„ž
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I like to think Nicole's dad was somewhat an meh parent, who did the basics but nothing more, so Nicole sqw him as lazy mostly, so that combined with her pedo brother gave Nicole the view that men are lazy pedophilic pricks (the pricks part comes from her mum's ex husband's đ )
Tumblr's being stupid ugly weird and won't let me respond but yes!! 'Twas my birthday thank you @myl0v3l1f3
I haven't had many sad Nicole headcanon ideas but I have a lot of opinions about her and her dad so l'll use those.
Even after everything, Nicole doesnât hate her dad. She always craved his love and validation. So through her grief, she feels like a loser when she reminisces on the actual good times with him when she was a little kid. After what he did she fully decided that he was an asshole no matter what. When she has bad depression days, her mind drifts to when he would play his favorite cassette tapes in the car when he'd pick her up from school, or the few times she can remember him putting one of her drawings on the fridge.
This, mixed with her brother obviously being a predator shaped her views about all men which led to her trying her best to ruin every relationship her mom has been in and taking advantage to other boys/ men in her life. I donât think this is much of a hot take as one of her core principles is âall men are evil and boys will just grow up to be evil so whatâs the point in treating them like people?â I donât think itâs right but itâs not hard to see why she sees the world that way, I just like analyzing her as a character.
When she was a younger kid (maybe that preteen phase), she had a stepdad that was truly a decent guy. He tried to get to know her and would take her out to eat when her mom was being extra mean. She still didnât like him because she didnât want some guy trying to be her dad when she still had one, he just lived a town over itâs not like he was dead. She was pretty averse to the guy being nice to her but she eventually began to open up just enough to let him hug her. Unfortunately a few weeks later, him and her mom got divorced and they had to move again.
She gets really angry when she feels even a little sad about her dad and it doesn't get better until she's an adult and she finally goes to therapy.
I don't like Nicole's mom but Nicole has a bad habit of saying she's gonna off herself "like dad" when they get in screaming matches and for those moments, her mom has a piece of clarity like "Oh wow my daughter needs help." but then they just go back to their cycle of not speaking and arguing.
Her dad began to push her away shortly after him and her mom got divorced and she never got a clear answer as to why. When she would ask her mom âWhy doesnât dad like me!â her moms bitterness would show through with her just saying âHeâs a broke loser. Donât worry about what he thinksâ which didnât make her feel all that much better.
This was gonna be way shorter but now Iâm on a roll so Iâm gonna write a thing analyzing Nicoleâs relationship with/ view on men so thank you for giving me more brain worms.
ari is such an underrated villain. that girl is a manipulative evil cunt and i love her for it
jecka rlly likes cuddling when shes sick :p
nicole likes to block herself in the bedroom and cough on people.
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greasy foods make me feel sick but sometimes they taste so good
Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Class of â09 (Visual Novel) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jecka/Nicole (Class of '09) Characters: Jecka (Class of '09), Nicole (Class of '09) Additional Tags: First Kiss, Falling In Love, Sleepovers, Nicole plays the guitar, Serenading, Theyâre soft for each other, Soft Jeckole, Fluff Summary:
Nicole is a chronic ponytail wearer but one night Jecka sleeps over and winds up waking up first. She realizes she forgot to charge her phone last night because they were doing⊠stuff so she has nothing else to do but watch Nicole sleep. But whatever, thatâs normal friend stuff.
Jecka's mom WIP. This is how I imagine her mom would look like.
Starting off with jeckole art đŁïžâŒïžâŒïž (I love toxic Yuri)