I Am NOT Gonna Stay Clean For Very Long Guys

Nicole’s dad (sorry for the ahh anatomy + colouring and drawing I haven’t slept since yesterday afternoon)

His name is Akeno and his ex wife’s name is Martha

He is half Chinese, half American.

Doesnt really know why he’s fighting for visiting rights/custody of Nicole because he’s NOT suited to be a parent but when he sees the STATE Nicole’s left in he feels guilty

Taught niclle how to play guitar + draw

Accidentally let Nicole see his SH scars once and ha felt bad ever since because he’s the one who ‘introduced’ it to Nicole (in his head)

Skitzophrenic 🙂

@polomarco2 @p34ch-t34 @st4rlight-kayz @silverwasafukintrainwreck :3

ARICOLE??????💔💔

HELP I JUST REALISED THATTT 😭😭

I think about this scene a lot

Sigh

Pullin' your face close, wanting the inmost

Show me I'm not afraid of you now

I'm not afraid of you now

Nicole getting up close to Emily. Their lips almost touching yet neither of them actually move to close the gap. Emily was the only one who was more fucked up than Nicole. Sometimes, Nicole was actually intimidated by Emily. However she was just a kid too. She was fucked up, demonstrated by the various scars decorating her stained skin. Nicole wondered -ironically because the same thing was happening to her- how anyone could actually hurt a kid. I mean, dont get her wrong, Nicole disliked them as much as the next person, but she wouldn’t go out of her way to hurt them. They didn’t actually do anything. One night, emily opened up to Nicole, randomly and out of the blue, but Nicole couldnt stop her before the tears started welling. Telling her about how as much as she loved the fact everyone was somewhat scared of her - the control she had was euphoric - it hurt her so much. People were scared to come close to her; the disgust when they saw her arms was enough to sting a bit, but fear was something worse, so deeply worse. She didn’t want people to be scared of her. These were people she knew. Fair enough of it was someone like Jeffery or Kylar, because Emily would prefer them to back off, but when it’s someone like Ari, or her own mom, that’s when it starts to burn. Nicole wasn’t afraid. She was intimidated yes, but not afraid. She, as not straight as it was, wanted Emily to fucking know she wasn’t afraid because fuckkkkkkk, she had something for mentally unstable girls.

Villain and violent, infant and innocent

Both of them had been hand crafted and molded like clay into what they are now. Unsocial, scary, empty, suicidal, violent and miserable. Unapproachable. If you thought deep enough, not that anyone did, you’d realise that they were really only kids. Not that it excused anything, but they were damaged kids. When they’re shown pictures of them when they were kids “where’s my happy girl gone?” with their carefree smiles, dirt smeared in their cheeks having the time of their lives doing what little kids do. What did they do to deserve what was handed to them?

Baby, both arms cradle you now

In the hospital, after their first breath, and their small lungs working overtime to let the doctors know they were there, curled up tightly against their mom’s chest. Resting in their arms, being held like they were made of glass. They were fragile objects to be protected by their creators. A shell to protect them from the hurtful things that dragged along the surface of the Earth…except that never happened. They were held like if they were to become flawed, court dates would start pouring through the letter box. They weren’t seen as something to be protected out of the kindness of their parents hearts. They were seen as something to be protected so they wouldn’t be seen as bad people. Embraces were never loving. They were empty and meaningless and hurt more than any slap.

Both arms cradle you now

Now, they held eachover. The heave of the blondes chest against the brunettes back, the raised flesh from the endless nights of tears brushing against eachover. It was jagged, and painful and they didn’t fit together as well as they needed to, but they were making it work, even if they needed some tape to secure it

My emicole hearttdgssucgweiuhc @st4rlight-kayz

From officially 3 minutes ago, 2 red bulls and 3 monsters

queef queen quinn

r u high😭

Hiii ^^ I was thinking about this and wanted to know your opinion

How do you think Megan's Catholic upbringing affects her and Hunter's relationship?

Idk i feel like Megan is very independent and becomes overly controlling when she gets a tiny bit of power because she doesn't like playing the quiet submissive housewife-in-training role at home

Hunter kinda seems like the opposite imo— He doesn't like how mean Megan is but stays with her because hes bad at making decisions and overall being a functional human being on his own. He thinks she's gonna grow out of this and want a traditional family dynamic when theyre older and doesn't know how he's gonna handle that

What do you think?? :]

i agree this makes sense ur vry clevr 👍

theyre super silly stan huntan or wtvr they called

Lolol

Top set/ bottom set is basically how well you do in your core subjects (English, maths, and science), so top set would be for the people who do well and excel/are good at the subject, middle set is for the people who are good at it, but struggle with some aspects, and bottom set is for the people who struggle in it (roughly). I think most people irl would say it’s top set for the clever people, middle set for the okay people and bottom set for the stupid people.

GCSE’s are the subjects you pick to do tests on in year 10 and 11 (year 10 you do mocks, and year 11 is the real thing). Idk what it stands for so you might wanna loook it up if it would help.

Yeye I hope thats helps,jbskvjb

@st4rlight-kayz okay so YK how I was lwk infatuated for like an hour about British co09?? Because (I will never get over this) MY FUCKASS ACCOUNT GOT TERMINATED FOR SOMETHING I DIDINT EVEN DOOOO ⛓️⛓️😔🖤👩‍🎤 im going to doMORE headcanons.. 👅

Anyway

Nicole

Year 10

Her attendance is 72.1%

Uniform consists of: untucked, creased grey-white shirt with the top button undone, fat tie, jumper, rolled up way too high skirt, socks and adidas trainers

In iso 3/5 days a week and basically an after school almost every day 💔

Has no bag, and is surviving off of floor loot.

Pushes past everyone in the corridors and doesn’t give a fuck

Always skipping with jecka

Emily gave her a stick n poke heart on her hand

Always eating in lessons (stolen from a year 7 or ari)

Constantly safeguarded

Picked history, art, music and photography for GSCE (along with English, maths and science)

Middle set for science, bottom set for maths and English

Jecka

Year 10

Attendance is 89.2%

Uniform consists of: tailored blazer, tailored shirt, top button undone, FAT tie, rolled way too high skirt, knee high socks, slip on shoes.

Skips lessons she isn’t taking for GCSE

In iso 2/5 days and lots of detentions 💔

Has a somewhat nice handbag, and most of her equipment (Nicole and Emily r stealing her highlighters 💔)

Asthmatics worst nightmare - always spraying something

Always brushing her hair

Best friends with her french teacher

Always has drama

Constantly safeguarded

Picked triple science, higher french, history and psychology for GCSE

Top set for everything

Emily

year 10

Attendance is 54.3%

If she is at school, shes in iso or on a flexible time table, or skipping.

Uniform consists of: untucked shirt with no top button, no tie, no jumper, no blazer, knee high socks and nike trainers

No bag, also surviving off of floor loot and Ari.

Fights all the time

Shoving year 7’s, 8’s, and 9’s down the stairs and hallways so she can get to the canteen first 💔

Has a toilet pass

Stick n poke heart on her hand from Nicole

Constantly safeguarded

Picked Geography, Art, food tech and PE for GSCE

Bottom set for everything

Ari

Year 10

Attendance is 95%

Uniform consists of: blazer, shirt, medium tie, skirt JUST above her knees, knee high socks and Mary Jane’s

Has an actual bag with loads of charms on it from Megan or Kelly (does get bullied by Nicole, Jecka and Emily for it)

Had a villain arc in year 8

Nicole normally bully’s her into buying lunch for her.

Actually on okay terms with jecka, they just don’t speak a lot

Often chosen to be new kids partners to show them around

Got safeguarded once and never recovered because they were so bad 💔

Picked Geography, art, music and drama for GSCE

In top set for English and maths, middle set for science

Nicole and Jecka are in a talking stage, and like .. that close to dating.

Ari has a FAT crush on Emily but still hasn’t recovered from Nicole, and Emily is too busy scamming year 7’s with empty vapes

Kylar with shove jeffery down the stairs and start crashing out when he gets screamed at WHATSAHSK I DIDNT WVEN DO ANYTHINGJNDJCN??!?

Megan and hunter are like THE couple atm but Megan hasn’t realised her crush on Kelly yet

Kelly is friends with everyone and their mums and always has a face full of makeup

Jeffery has never been late for a lesson before and has 100% attendance

Hunter got beat up by a year 8

Karen is getting nearly £20 a week for doing everyone’s homework, and is friends with the dinner ladies.

Emily and Nicole have beef with the safeguarding leader, and made a hate page about her on TikTok

SLT tremble when they see Nicole, Jecka and Emily enter the school gates 💔

Very gay, I like it ✂️✂️✂️

yayy new fic... co09>>

dead girl walking, but it's Emily

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Gotta repost my old art cus my fuckass account got terminated 💔