*sniff, Sniff*

i am in my room, and it is in fact a typical tuesday night for me

-you belong with me

no YOU dont get me. im BOTH team jameson AND team grayson. i think jameson is better for avery but i think grayson is better for ME😳

to continue on abt my last post about how warm it is, i got to do school work outside and i was out there so long i felt nearly burnt!! ive never been so happy to burn my skin 😁

i feel like i heavily relate to 'everybody's falling in love, and i'm falling behind', because all my friends have dated, many have kissed boys they've liked, or even haven't like, they did it just for fun to try it out. but i'm the last actual romantic friend who's been single all her life, (other than some situationships that did nothing but mess with my perspective on the meaning of the word love), all because i've been pining over the same boy for four years, who i've been friends with since i started school with him, and who i'm afraid will always see me as the friend who he can talk to about his crushes, and he's too caught up in our friendship to notice that my smile dims every time he brings up a new crush, another girl who i will constantly compare myself to and ask myself 'what's so different about me from everyone else?' but i'll remind myself time and time again that i'm not different in a bad way, i just worry my view on romantic relations changes the way i could actually operate in one, and i have no reference to what a real relationship feels like since i've been celibate my whole life, and i'm constantly wondering if real romances would be like the beautiful ones they describe in books and show in movies, or if i'm just going to be disappointed and underwhelmed when i finally live the experience i've longed for since i was young.

i hate math tests 😭 i hope you do well on your test !!! i'm crossing my fingers for you to get top marks 🤞

OMG-ky!! the spam 🥹🥹🥹🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽!!! ILY!!!

I'M SO SORRY IM JUST GETTING BACK TO YOUU!! but i love spamming youuu!! your posts are always so interesting 🤍🤍🤍 ily222

RESHAAA!! you remind me of poets (idk it's the first thing i link in my head when i think of you), dumb and poetic (whenever it comes on my playlist i think of your blog), and the song mastermind!! from you posting that it made you think of me! 💜

and toast ofc <33

my first tag game!

what does ur moot who mentioned you on this post remind you of?

tags: no pressure!

@binibby @7975348473 @hopeless-umii @balladofareader @talahsaudiobooklibrary @lyrakanefanatic @sheisntyouspam @lila-77 @elysianwayy77 @shattermelyhfmlblog @prettylikethestars @foreverwinter22 @musiwashere @liaisbroke @whoo0sh @sweetreveriee @acad3miawhore @jjsblueberry @thesingerinthewoods @thecircularlibrary @shattered-glass-roses @anintellectualintellectual @welcome-to-chiles @bookworm-fangirl1 @book-nerd-emi @sarastellasari @lunarlee101 @mxst3rmind @gigigraysonenthusiast @21sbaby @tig-bun @lovethornes @xoxoavry @caramelmiacchiato @haeerizm @lovely-dragon-of-mine @where-is-the-angst @beautifulmusicengineer @we-were-born-to-be-free @laufeysgoddess @kiraandhervibes @shefollowedthestars @reminiscentreader @wish-i-were-heather.

i fear whenever my english and french teachers ask me what a specific word means, i can give the broader detail of it, but i don't know it's exact definition, all i know is it goes there 😭

it may have to do with reading past my level in grade school, but that's where i like to stem most my problems from 🤷🏼‍♀

we were something don’t you think so? rosé flowing with your chosen family

-the 1, taylor swift

heyy! You followed me and I followed you back! I'm umi! Your Ky! Right? Anyways! I adore your blog!!! I'm also a massive swiftie too hehe! And your moots with @inkstainsonmysheets !

Btw just letting you know I'm a little crazy 🙃

i am ky!!! it’s so nice to properly introduce ourselves! i love finding other swifties 😊, and dw i love a little crazy ❤️❤️