I Went To Get My Blood Work Today, But Instead, I Got The Price, And Had To Leave.

I used to think I was s t r a i g h t and c i s How did I not realise that I wasn’t-

So I am biologically female, just to point that out. Any time a good-looking woman was onscreen, my mind just instantly thought “hnnngggg she’s pretty”. But I knew I liked guys too. I thought looking at girls and thinking they were reeeeaaaalllyyy cute was pretty normal for straight girls. And then, in 2019, I got a major crush on my straight friend, who’s a girl. I was pretty confused, I said “y’know, thinking about it, everyone’s cute. Maybe I’m bi or something,” cuz I didn’t know pansexuality exists. And then I saw NB folk, and GC folk, and everybody else, thinking “they are beautiful holy crap” and I became confused AGAIN and done a bit of research. Found out what pansexuality was, questioned for a bit and came to a conclusion; I am pansexual. Turned out my half-sister was pan too so I guess that helped the coming out process.

Then, right afterwards, I started having a gender-identity crisis. I realised that I never really felt like a girl. Yes, I did wear feminine clothes sometimes, but being called “Molly” and people using She/Her pronouns made me feel... weird, i guess?? So I came to my first conclusion that I was a trans guy. I told my friends first but my parents found out via texts on my phone. They refused to think so, and continued calling me by my birth name and stuff. To cover it up, in summer 2019, I said that I was genderfluid, cuz I had another crisis but then realised that I was not genderfluid. I continued to identify as a trans guy. Fast forward to 2020, in quarantine, I start having yet another crisis, and stress about it a lot. I was very confused, but, in the end, I said that I’m non-binary. I came out to my dad, who doesn’t exactly know about non binary people and others like genderfluid, bigender and such, and I said that I wanted to change my name. He looked at me and said “If you chose to be non binary, then why don’t you keep the name Molly.” That made me sad. And uncomfortable. Then I told my mum, who said it’s fine that I’m non binary. I didn’t tell her about me wanting to change my name though. My friends call me Antonie, and I have three nicknames that they’ve gave me; Ant, Antie and Toni. My friends say it suits me :)

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I wanna know what people assume about me because of my tumblr. Put an assumption in my ask. I'm not gonna be mean, I'm very interested.

Also bored.

Love to my dark skin Asians

Is it just my friend group or is there just a bunch of chaotic dumbasses and then this one terrifying one? My friend does some sort of martial arts and was probably the bully in her old school, but you wouldn’t really think much of her because she just seems like a short, geeky, anime-loving girl but in reality she won’t hesitate to stab a bitch? And then there’s me, some sort of awkward gremlin thing who mutters lines of Man or Muppet during a panic attack in the school bathroom.

We became friends because she was the first person from my form class that I spoke to, we both liked anime and we just said that we should be friends?? I’m probably gonna be talking about my friends a bit and how much I love them despite them all being feral like all the time.

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