I've lost the love of my life, and my fingers refuse to write the word “death” in connection with him. I am still in denial, grappling with the harsh truth that he is gone. Now, I live amidst the ruins of memories—everything around me serves as a reminder of him. He adored the sky and the sea, always fascinated by the stars. I once told him that I wished the roof of our future home could be made of glass, so we could gaze at the stars together, dreaming of our life ahead. But all of that is now shattered, forever lost since Israel took away the soul of the one I cherished most.
My life has become an empty void, devoid of any motivation to take a single step forward. I find no desire to cry, to eat, or even to exist. Each day is a relentless cycle, repeating itself, as I wait for the moment of my death. I often find myself lost in thoughts of how it might happen: will I die whole, or will my body be scattered, pieces of me consumed by stray dogs and cats?
➡️Now, my focus has shifted to my family and the desperate need to save them from this hell we call home. This is not just a plea; it is a campaign for survival.
@\nabulsi here @\el-shab-hussein here
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Oh my God this made me think of Haru from Beastsrs. Because oh my God does the fandom not only infantlize her but also demonize her. Like, they can't see a female character that is comfortable in her sexuality, even empowered by it, without either going one way or another with it. She's either completely boiled down to sleeping with people or mischaracterized to be just a helpless and scared girl that needs protection. It just gets on my nerves so much. ヘ(。□°)ヘ
Reading comprehension is at an all time low (ᗒᗩᗕ)
video games/tv shows/media in general will sometimes be really good and depict women with complexity and their own nuance and sometimes maybe even the traumas they face.
only for the fandom surrounding it to completely discard her and her trauma and turn her into either shipping fodder (especially with her abusers) or a tie between pure infantlization or objectification.
and then the worst route of all, demonization cuz she's kinda mean, not mean, KINDA mean.
Ok girlies time for our prescription 1-2 hour walk, imagine we r all in line like Madeline
4000cc breast implants :)
miles “who’s morales” morales’s biggest weakness is the cover story
You meet god and she's mostly dead fish. You ask her why and she says most of the world is dead fish, and she's made herself to appeal to the most common denominator, the everyman funnyman comedy show that runs for eleven seasons but with the entire universe in mind. You ask her how much of the dead fish is your fault, she says it's far less than you'd think, in the grand scheme of things. You ask her if you matter at all. If you can do anything. She shrugs her rotting shoulders and says mattering is a made-up concept, like life, but sure, you can matter if you want to, on some scale. She has many scales. She doesn't know what you mean by 'anything', but you can do everything you can. You ask her if it's enough. She says there's no base requirement for deserving to exist. She's smoking a joint and the smoke filtering out of her gills gathers and forms gas giants and red dwarfs. You ask her if there's any hidden secrets of the universe you should know and she says it's not a secret if she tells, plus it's fun to let you figure it out yourself. You ask her if any of your questions were right questions and she says you worry about being right so much it might keep you from fucking around, which is as close to meaning of life as she ever bothered to make. You don't ask but she says she loves your hair, also your whole being, also your planet. She says she figured out what love is yesterday and is trying it out, which explains the ten thousand rainbows and sudden influx in rains of fish. She offers you a drag of her joint and you wake up half past midnight behind a chain restaurant clutching a smoked salmon. The new stars are winking like they're in on some joke and you're sure if you try hard enough you'll remember what it is.
How deers look at you after making the conscious choice to leap in front of your moving vehicle.
he was feeling brave
Also hi consider helping me out with paying for my rent and support me in making transgender art (it's much easier to do that when I have a roof over my head)
LOOK FOR THE ULTRA RARE SHINY GOOSE
Bird identification is so fucked up in a really fun way you can’t understand until you get into it. For example, there is a type of goose called the cackling goose that looks exactly like a Canada goose except smaller and “cuter”. The cackling goose is way, way, more rare in most places than its relatively common cousin, so it’s on tons of birders life lists. Everyone wants to see a cackling (look in any bird ID group to see lots of hopeful people posting petite Canada geese). The two species regularly commingle, so sometimes a flock of those common parking lot birds will have the equivalent of a Pokémon shiny just hanging out in the middle of them.
How ridiculous and fun is that? I can never look at a big group of Canada geese without scrutinizing their ranks for an adorable little extremely rare cutie pie cackling goose. It reminds me a bit of mushroom harvesting minus the risk of death if you get it wrong
Zey/Zem/It/Its• lesbian freak with a vacancy open •not a minor!! •my alt. acc is wild fandom sightings :)
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