“My Wish For You Is That You Continue. Continue To Be Who And How You Are, To Astonish A Mean World

I really want to be in a community and I don't know how

Bookstores always remind me that there are good things in this world.

— Vincent van Gogh

The clouds looking so beautiful 😍

Quote from @incorrectlysherlock !

Marmota (Marmota monax) | John James Audubon (1785-1851) | rawpixel (The New York Public Library)

Cocteau Twins

Royal Festival Hall May 6th 1984

Today I spent a few hours in the library and made some notes for my thesis defense. They sent me an email this morning and told me to go do it on Monday, so I'm feeling kind of nervous. A friend has told me she wants to listen to me practice tomorrow and that she will try her best to ask mean questions to prepare me (my kind of friend).

I think I haven't said this before, but my thesis is on contemporary theatre, which is what I'm most interested in pursuing when I think about a career in academia.

On another note, I spent the whole morning listening to Chopin and I really like it :). I figured getting into classical music one musician at a time would be easier.

Tomorrow the application period for masters programs is also starting, which I'm not chill about at all. It will be tomorrow when I know if the program I'm interested in has any space for me to enroll. Anyway, I sort of manifested it too hard this past month for it to be any other way, right? ...right?

everyday i find something cool in the internet!