Perhaps I Am Simply A Delicate Spoiled Houseplant But I Don’t Think Having A Fun Productive Day Should

barely having symptoms for a few days made me think i was cured... turns out that isn't the case

they CANCELLED the cardiologist appointment i was waiting for for OVER HALF A YEAR!

i was waiting for over an hour just to have someone come up to me to tell me they have to cancel and that i should call in 3 weeks to make a new appointment

the medical system is fucking bullshit and neglectful

"you complain a lot" when i haven't even told them half my symptoms and mentioned not feeling well two days in a row

had a low fever for almost a week now, but am refusing to see a doctor cause "not like they would do much"

and that's on doctors constantly dismissing people with chronic illness

normal people sick in addition to chronic illness really sucks...

everyone that has a chronic illness already shouldn't get sick in addition to that

gonna start answering "i hope you get better" with "thanks, i probably won't"

like i hope so too it's just not realistic rn

there are things i need to do, but i can't cause i'm sick

i'm so tired of feeling sick all the time

i don't want to be miserable... i wanna worry about things that other people my age worry about and not how to manage doctor appointments... i want a doctor to actually help... i wanna feel okay and not be scared of dying

one good thing about being chronically ill that i learned about this week is when you need to drive your friend to the hospital for drinking too much alcohol you know your way around and exactly where to go

[cheerfully] i've been in self-made hells worse than this