I'm Weeping

King wanted to pretend like nothing happened but Ram came in for his man and not gonna give up that easily. I live for it

Best of 2021: BL challenge

Week two: favorite characters

You ever just stop and think about how much the cloud recesses trio changed from their youthful days. They went from the three boys who constantly broke rules for fun to eventually grow up and become the yiling patriarch, the sandu shengshou, the head-shaker. Each more terrifying then the other.

The accomplishments the three of them made are extraordinary and the villainous acts they have done are horrifying. Wei Wuxian who created a whole new brand of cultivation by himself but also murdered thousands of people. Jiang Cheng who built his sect from the ashes it became after the loss of entire family but also tortured and killed many demonic cultivators. Nie Huaisang who avenged his brother, defeating a person who destroyed the lives of many people but also manipulated & deceived the whole world and it is implied that he took advantage of a lot of people to fulfil his goal.

The saddest thing is they all become who they are now from the loss of loved ones. Especially the loss of a sibling which had a HUGE lasting impact on each of them. Jiang Yanli’s death made Wei Wuxian lose his very sanity. Wei Wuxian’s death along with Jiang Yanli’s left Jiang Cheng alone in grief with nothing but anger to cover it up. Nie Mingjue’s death left Huaisang with using his Intelligence in very callous ways for the sake of avenging him.

The unjustified deaths of their siblings changed the very core who they used to be. Wei Wuxian who was bright and hopeful lost his very will to live. Jiang Cheng who once sought for a life next to his siblings now rules an entire sect alone in loneliness. Nie Huaisang who preferred to live in peacefullness gave up that very peace he cherished for revenge.

And to think that they once used to be just some carefree teenage boys who sneaked in alcohol into cloud recesses to get drunk, sneaked in porn to read and tease their classmates on, cheated on tests and ending up getting caught, gossiped and talked about the type of romantic partners they wanted, went hunting for a chicken just because why not. They were just happy and carefree boys who ended up losing too much, too young.

"Ta-da!"

pt 1/2

One police officer rescuing babies left and right 😭😭😭

Xie Lian as the god of spring and rebirth. 

"parallels" (idk what words mean) between seo inwoo and seo moonjo

1. pretty red lighting

2. having rooftops meet-cute

3. shushing people

4. when bae (tries to) commits manslaughter <3

5. disturbing the peace/people in cars

6. probably wouldn't know personal space even if it hit him in the face

7. very happy person

8. tells a guy how much he cares about another dude before beating up the guy with a random item, as one does

9. asks someone out for drinks 😔 gets rejected 😔

10. always assume that he is there. he probably is.

11. they have their own creepy little music! (not sure if it's their theme song or smth but it shows up a lot around them)

Can we talk about what a selfless character Will is? Always putting everyone else's need above his own. Not only was this trait shown in the van scene with Mike...but even in his actual 'coming out' moment with Jonathan. This moment was supposed to be all about Will. Jonathan saying (without saying) that even if Will is gay, it doesn't matter to him. He'll always love him, no matter what. And Will's response?

Ugh, so sweet. Even in the moment that was supposed to be about Will getting comforted, he still made sure Jonathan knew it went both ways.

Which, reminded me. This isn't the first time this happened. Back in S1, after Will got rescued, he ended up in the hospital. He had just been trapped in another dimension for a week, on the brink of death. And the first thing he says to Jonathan when he wakes up?

This world doesn't deserve Will Byers! My child, you are allowed to be selfish sometimes. Please...every once in a while, just think about yourself.

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