Self-flagellation That's Not A Sex Thing And Not A Self Harm Thing But A Secret Third Thing

put a collar on me so when you're fucking into me the bell jingles. move me how you want it when I give you head/eat you out so the bell jingles. Make me squirm so it jingles.

Condition me to get soaked when the bell jingles. Make me associate that little noise with pleasure

Why don’t you come be a cowboy with me now. Don’t gotta sorry about nothin’ but being a man

just need a fag to hump my leg till he's drooling. and he's calling himself a good puppy over and over. because he is such a good puppy. my good puppy. and . I have to go jerk off about this goodbye.

something something throat training and breathplay

Pushing my cock to the back of their throat as soon as they let their lips softly part and holding them down on me.

Seeing their eyes softly glaze over as they struggle for breaths and try not to gag, looking up at me and silently begging me to let them up to breathe.

Once their body weakens and I can see them verging on passing out, I pull out, letting them gasp and cough for air, only for them to open their mouth wider for more, and I do it over and over until they pass out on my cock.

something like that yeah

extra points if they claw at me desperately and leave marks on my thighs and stomach

Clicker training 😵‍💫😵‍💫

God. I need to be trained when to cum, when you bark for them , when to moan…

wanna be muzzled or gagged so bad, just wanna turn my brain off and be a helpless stupid puppy. no thoughts just puppy

i think that would fix me for at least a little while

Inspired by dog park dissidents

Dogs need enrichment or they start to get a little too enthusiastic play biting.

caretaking is so hot. like yes, put your head in my lap and wrap your arms around me and do a big puppy sigh when I pet your head like you can finally relax, just know I am getting hard about it

i need soft forcemasc. i need comforting forcemasc.

i want to be held against the soft, hairy pre-op chest of another transman, and told i'm gonna turn out fine. i'm gonna become such a good man, such a good boy. i want to be fondled gently and told what a beautiful manly body i will have. tell me that i'm going to turn out the way i want to.

this isn't going to be mutilation, my body won't hate me for what's going to happen. i am doing something wonderful. tell that to me through soft kisses