Happy Eat Rocks Friday

put a collar on me so when you're fucking into me the bell jingles. move me how you want it when I give you head/eat you out so the bell jingles. Make me squirm so it jingles.

Condition me to get soaked when the bell jingles. Make me associate that little noise with pleasure

I wanna be such a good boy that follows all my orders and listens to all the rules and I wanna earn such a special reward. I want to kneel at their feet looking up at them. I want to earn my head between their thighs. I want them to touch me and feel how wet it makes me to serve them. I want them to feel how hard my cock gets and I want them to praise me for being so fuckable. To tell me that I work so hard I deserved it and to tell me I'm so good at melting in their hands. To tell me to be soft and to give in. To edge and overstimulate me and make me cum. To tell me I did good for them and they're so proud and to do it again. To do it again.

Hey fellow painsluts and other masochistic subbies... I just wanna share something that was helpful for me. Maybe it'll resonate with some of you too...

But like... its okay to not enjoy pain sometimes

And what I mean by that is recieving pain is not a passive role

It takes a lot of focus and mental energy to process that kind of intense stimuli. Learning how to translate pain into pleasure is a skill. Its something you develop over time

So if you're ever in a scene, and the pain your recieving is just... pain... its okay to stop, take a break, negotiate a different kind of scene , or do whatever you need to do

Take your time learning to process pain, and learning what kind of pain you like. You are still valid as a sub and as a masochist no matter where you are on that personal journey

i need to be treated like a pet. no, not a cute puppy when we have sex, not an obedient sub, i need to be a PET. i need to be kept in a cage, always wearing a collar, always wearing just my hoodie so my owner can have easy access when he needs, need to have rules and punishments laid out for me, i NEED to be treated like a stupid dog.

i’ll always wait by the door for you to come home, lay in things that smell like you and grind on them and bury my face in your clothes, be loyal to you no matter what you do—

i just want to be a good dog.

I miss training.

I love being told what to do and it's exhausting doing my job and being in charge all the time and having to make decisions without always knowing the fallout or context or consequences. I want that taken from me, because I'd willingly give it up occasionally in exchange for structure, support, and compassion.

I want someone to tell me I did a good job and it's their turn now, they're responsible. I want the rush I get when I do something right. I want the attention when I get it wrong and I want the practice to make myself perfect. I want the puzzle and the challenge. I want to feel stupid or confused and I want to be happy and proud to finally understand.

"Sit."

I kneel at their feet on the ground.

"No, again, Sit."

A physical repercussion; tugging my leash, tapping my body with a stick or crop, manhandling me into proper positioning.

"Good boy!"

A reward! A treat, pets, a kiss

"Again, boy, Sit."

I do it again, attempting my best to repeat the pose.

"Almost," with a few gentle corrections. "Smile at me too, I want to see your face paying attention. Again, Sit."

I smile, loving my trainers attention and focus.

"What a good boy, so smart," they kiss my cheek, "so obedient," and place their hands on my shoulders and in my hair, "so trainable." A hand holds my chin.

"Good boy, now Open."

The government has issued a warning for an imminent level 5 silly puppy event

Casually fingering a trans guy who’s sprawled across my lap with one hand as I focus on the book I’m reading. Vaguely acknowledging his whines and the way he’s desperately trying to hump my thigh but never quite finding the right angle. His poor little dick needs some attention but that’ll have to wait for later. I need to at least get to the next chapter, and when this one finishes on a cliff hanger, well I’m sure he’ll be a good boy and wait a little longer.

When he grabs your hair roughly and says “I wonder how much harder I’d have to pull for it to come out” while slowly pulling harder and harder <3333

Remember to implement command training in the bedroom.

Place a toy on the ground between his legs and order him to “Sit” as you watch him kneel and put the toy in his cunt until he’s fully sat to the floor

Then while he’s whimpering and squirming make sure to practice “Stay” so he knows not to move while you put yourself in his drooling mouth.

Make sure to give him lots of praise and tell him how much of a good boy he is when he listens to his commands. If he does a good job and gets you off with his mouth reward him by letting him finish on the toy while you tease his dick with your fingers. If all goes well he’ll barely be able to stand after <3

Bonus if he’s collared and leashed the whole time

i need soft forcemasc. i need comforting forcemasc.

i want to be held against the soft, hairy pre-op chest of another transman, and told i'm gonna turn out fine. i'm gonna become such a good man, such a good boy. i want to be fondled gently and told what a beautiful manly body i will have. tell me that i'm going to turn out the way i want to.

this isn't going to be mutilation, my body won't hate me for what's going to happen. i am doing something wonderful. tell that to me through soft kisses