There’s Something So Disgusting And Feral And Perverted About Getting Off To The Smell Of Someone

puppy that wont stop talking human words so i put a bone in his mouth and start touching his puppy parts. then once i take the bone out he'll be too stupid to talk back anymore, and i can put the bone in his dog cunt instead.

I want a handler I want to be cared for I want to be able to relax and have less responsibility I want aftercare I want rules I want to whip my skin until I'm bruised and bleeding I want the pain to center me I want to be whispered to I want to be special I want to know how to reward myself as easily as I can punish -

he died from not having his face shoved into the sweaty crotch of your shorts and his head held still in your grip while you grinded your bulge against his cheek btw. his little porcelain heart shattered into 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 pieces. you basically killed him

Hey fellow painsluts and other masochistic subbies... I just wanna share something that was helpful for me. Maybe it'll resonate with some of you too...

But like... its okay to not enjoy pain sometimes

And what I mean by that is recieving pain is not a passive role

It takes a lot of focus and mental energy to process that kind of intense stimuli. Learning how to translate pain into pleasure is a skill. Its something you develop over time

So if you're ever in a scene, and the pain your recieving is just... pain... its okay to stop, take a break, negotiate a different kind of scene , or do whatever you need to do

Take your time learning to process pain, and learning what kind of pain you like. You are still valid as a sub and as a masochist no matter where you are on that personal journey

Not to be autistic or anything but pleaseeeee let me lick and suck your tdick pleaseeeee.... i have an oral fixation and need to stim pleaseeeeee sir

that lack of a firm foundation plus a father figure comes front n’ center once I hear the words “I’m proud of you”. all of a sudden I can’t stop fidgeting and I won’t look you in the eye ‘cause I have your approval and I don’t get that often so I’m embarrassed by how excited I feel inside. but then the longer I let feelings stir I get nervous and start thinking about all the other ways that you’d want me to make you proud

There's a venn diagram of 3 circles labeled masochism, self harm, and spiritual practice, and self flagellation flits between all 3 though not always at the same time

ughhhh sometimes its hard being puppy -- they tell you to talk and ask for things ? use your words? what're those arf bark

Need someone to force a joint in my mouth until I barely know where I am or how to move. Need them to control my pleasure because they know best and I’m too stupid to actually know what I want hnnnngggg

caretaking is so hot. like yes, put your head in my lap and wrap your arms around me and do a big puppy sigh when I pet your head like you can finally relax, just know I am getting hard about it