mortalfleashdenied
I hurl my thoughts into the Internet
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hate all the phrases that are sex-coded fr. The other day I was telling a friend “I just want more physical intimacy” and had to be like “fuck wait no” because I literally just want to be able to wrap my arms around my friends from behind and play with their hands or hair and have them come up behind me and tuck their chins over my head. “I want to sleep with you” but I literally mean I want to. Sleep. In the same bed. With you. Cuddling. Why is everything so difficult I am killing everyone
Is it just me or can you not cry?
Like you want to cry, you feel like shit, your chest is tight, your eyes water a bit, you have that slight tingling sensation in the back of your throat, but you have to physically force yourself to actually shed tears
Idk man, just a rant cause I got my period and feel like absolute dogshit
I had a mental breakdown about the fact I fucked up the only few strips of binding tape I had, when my mom walked in and tried "comforting" me by saying " you are in the most hormonal time in your life right now" and "you just have to wait till you get older", practically just saying "it's a phase and you'll get over it" after I literally told her I would do **Anything** to get rid of my chest.
Why can't anyone just listen for fucks sake.
I know nobody is going to see this, I don't know why I bothered
Edit: I would like to mention that she is fully supportive of me and my transition, I just felt as if she wasn't really taking my gender dysphoria into account and tried to comfort her "daughter",
I love her very much, I just wish she would try and comfort me in the way she would comfort an emotional son and not a hormonal daughter.
I just haven't chosen the Pal-entine's target yet,
Alastor did the gay hand so much already, I have trouble believing that nobody realized yet.