Frederick Judd Waugh (American,1861-1940)

Gerhard Richter, Clouds, 1978

son explicite, non

again and again and again. i fall in love with someone and they don’t love me back. why has this happened to me my whole fucking life? i can’t take it anymore.

i’m just another obsessed lunatic and am destined to be alone. i hate this.

it’s just embarrassing at this point. and it’s invalidating my own feelings because how many times does this have to happen? i can’t say the exact same things every time i fall in love with someone and they abandon me. this is like the nth fucking time.

or were you all in a dream, amelie, amelie? tell me no // i almost lost it, i'll heal eventually. but faster if you're next to me, next to me

2014 PLz BE KIND

3 body problem (2024-present) cr. david benioff, d.b. weiss, & alexander woo / teaching stone to talk, anne dillard

Joy Sullivan, from “Culpable”, Instructions for Traveling West

VENUS OPP PLUTO

catch an opp

i still carry the scars from your love

when you made me feel like

i was in heaven

above

now we’ve plunged to the depths of hell

and i have enough tears

to fill a well

well

well

well

what do we have you’re making me want to sing in song

i don’t know how my heart will go on

but is what we have

dead and gone?

i thought you were the one

you broke my heart

terminator

commence

execution

Bonjour les gars!

Hello everyone, et bienvenu à mon blog. Welcome to my blog.

欢迎你，我希望你们喜欢我的博客。我是美国人，我从肯塔基来。我学发文又中文又很多别的言语。我也喜欢做照片，和星术。

(J’ai dû créer un neuf bc my old one got flagged)

So this blog will be in a mix of mostly French and English. I’ve studied French since I was 14, and it is my major in college. I also study Chinese and many other languages, and there will be posts with those sprinkled in. Cependant, mon français est le meilleur de mes langues, sauf l’anglais.

I have studied much astrology, hence the username. My moon natally squares my mars (and my pluto, beuh!) mais, I have come to love this placement because it makes me edgy. And crazy. More on that later.

This blog will be comme une mode d’essence, something to leave behind in this material world. My other NSFW blog is Sunsextilemoon, another rather fortunate placement I have astrologically. It most certainly gives me an unfair advantage in the world, but for that I am grateful.

I live and have grown up in the South of the United States. In Kentucky, if you’ve heard of it. At the time of writing, I am 25 years old. So welcome, I am excited to start this project.C’est partie ! :)

All of my posts will be tagged with either

#aboutme #astronotes #langblr #edits and whatever variants.

I also enjoy editing photos, and will be posting my work.

D’accord, vous êtes prêts ? My instagram is @abandonedjuulfactory, but that is subject to change. Feel free to message me!

CONTINUA

https://youtu.be/MypwdfrPqs

oh my god wrong link

*backspaces*

i will write about personal things pertaining to my life and subjectiveable state of being. so if you can’t handle that then don’t read it. it’s that simple. you’ve been warned.

i will not be subjected to having to defend myself, bye anyone’s negative feelings ! by anything expressed pertaining to my thoughts, past, ideas, or feelings. hold me accountable or keep it to yourself.