Inspired By Silent Cry

Skz Drabble — Alone (MinChan)

Author’s Note: this is a self insert but also a very specific one. Lots of it is my personal story from losing a parent. It’s hard sometimes; I’m here for anyone who needs it. Love you guys 🫶🏾

Wordcount: 1,617 (maybe I got carried away 😭)

Warnings: mentions of polyamory/ polyamorous relationships, descriptions of depression, loss of a loved one, a full bladder, suggestive at the end.

It was one in the afternoon. Nothing special about today; it was simply a Sunday. The birds chirped, the sun shined, and the wind blowed as cars came pass. Simple.

Yet, you lay in bed. Bound to bed by the leaps and bounds that is the world. You feel your heart getting heavier. You were triggered by the music playing in someone’s car as they drove pass. Your mom loved that song.

Now the tears won’t stop flowing. Your mind won’t stop going. Running and running trying to dodge all your problems. You fall back onto the bed covering your face as if that stopped the sobs that escaped you.

Sobs. For someone who only wanted you to not cry as their last wish. The pain of missing them and the guilt of not following their wishes keeps you wanting to do nothing but remain under the safety of your hands. So you do. You lay in bed with your eyes covered for a while.

Overthinking for a while. Would my mother be proud of me? Even on your best day, you aren’t the same person with your mother. Less motivated… less confident. Would she hate the person I’ve become? You lost the spark. Sometimes you debate on what you keeping going for. Is she even watching? Does it truly matter? You won’t get anything from her. Nobody else cares.

You eventually lay on your side staring at the window. Just clear, beautiful skies in view. The perfect juxtaposition to the mood inside your apartment right now. Dark, sadness looms over you. It’s been years. At this point, you should be fine right? Wrong.

Everyone applauds you for keeping it together. ‘Y/n is so strong’ ‘without my mom I don’t think I would make it y/n is an inspiration’. Unbeknownst to them, you are falling apart alone. You never let anyone know, never let anyone in. They all have too many things going on in their lives.

You had been in bed for way longer than expected at this point. It has been hours of overthinking and crying: a repeated cycle. You felt dehydrated, like your bladder was gonna explode, and exhausted. Yet, you remained in bed. In fetal position, you felt the safest from the world.

You were soon asleep. That’s why you didn’t notice Chan and Minho enter. Chan used his spare key. You hadn’t answered any of their messages or calls for a few days now. This was not normal; this is the longest slump you’ve been in since before you met them.

Normally, you can pull it together after a day. Possibly a few hours even. Three days you have spent at home now. You were convinced you would lose some of your skin complexion.

It was a mess in your house besides the living room. You kept the living room clean to keep appearances from neighbors. The kitchen had a stack of plates in the sink and the garbage was full. The bathroom had lots of tissues from crying on the sink and filling the garbage can. Also, some make up removal wipes because you tried to do your makeup at one point.

When they reach your room, they are prepared for the worst. Nerves eating at them and it showed on their faces.

“What if she’s not alive?” Minho whispers to Chan.

Chan shakes his head. “We’ll deal with it the best we know how..” He opens the door and is relieved you’re just sleeping. The light snores from your body alerted them immediately. Minho lets out a breath he was holding and holds his chest.

Your room: the most dirty of it all. Tissues, energy drink cans, water bottles, lots of plates and bowls, clothes on the ground, hair ties and jewelry just spewed about. The only jewelry missing is the necklace you always wear still on your neck.

“Maybe we should help clean? She doesn’t seem.. okay” Minho suggests. Chan simply nods. He is worried about you, and the condition of you and your place are concerning. Your house is normally rather clean, and you would be up doing some kind of studying or chores. Midday sleeping? Not the typical.

Chan takes on the bathroom cleaning the skin and shower first. While, Minho decides to focus on your kitchen. He starts with the dishes and counters. Chan was going to clean your bathroom mirror, but he saw the affirmations you wrote on it. ‘Tomorrow will be better’ in red lipstick. You weren’t doing okay… his suspicions were right.

Minho decided since the dishwasher was going and the counters were clean maybe he could clean the fridge and stove. The stove required little scrubbing. In the fridge, he found minimal things. Some soup, drinks, eggs, and fruit. The soup he recognized as something you mentioned you loved a lot as a child. Did you make it to feel comfortable? Did it work?

After they both cleaned the floors, they decided to clean your room. They were the most nervous about this because they could wake you. Minho gathered the garbage in a bag since he had taken all the dishes out earlier to put in the dishwasher. He could easily take the garbage out as well. It was part of the kitchen. Chan decided to do your laundry. He took the time to read every clothing label to sort and wash them correctly. They couldn’t clean the floor without waking you, so they decided to wait on that part.

You woke up to the sound of Chan and Minho talking somewhere. You didn’t even connect the dots yet. You groaned as you woke up. You didn’t go use the bathroom before sleeping now you felt the worst stomach pain ever.

Minho was alerted immediately and came to the room.

“Y/n-ah are you okay?” He questions, getting a little close to the bed.

“Can you help me to the bathroom, please?” You beg him. He immediately lifts you out the cover to which you moan in pain. “I’m sorry..” he mumbles. You shake your head. “This is all my fault. Let’s make this quick.” He hustles and helps you to the bathroom. Chan is also watching as you almost immediately go when your on the toilet.

He sighed. “I told you about holding in your piss!” You shrink a little. “I know I’m sorry Channie..” He was going to lecture you, but he hopes the pain is a lesson enough. You go to wash your hands afterwards still in pain. The pain takes a while to subside; it was actual torture and discomfort.

Chan carries you to the living room and sits you on the couch. Here you are between Chan and Minho as they both look at you. You have been exposed. It was a hard to even say anything. The men who you had been seeing were upset with you.



“I can- I can explain.” You stutter out as loud as possible. They nod in an agreement. “Go on.” Minho beckons.

“I.. I’ve had a hard few days. As you both know, I am without both my parents. My mother being the closest to me. I have just been reminded of her so much, and it hurts. Listening to the songs she likes, smelling the perfumes she wore, seeing people who look like her, and the worst of all is when I watch someone die in a movie or show. I can’t do it. My heart is too weak.” Chan rubs your back gently as he holds one of your hands. Minho wipes the tears you didn’t feel fall as he holds your thigh.

“Y/n.. we’re your boyfriends. Why not tell us? We were in the dark about you, your physical and mental state, and that is scary for us.” Chan softly spoke.

“I am prideful.. I can’t be weak even to the people closest to me. You guys always give me so much credit. Meanwhile it is so fucking hard! I take so long in the shower because I can cry in there without you guys seeing me. I just don’t want to worry you guys either. You’re super busy and going through things on your own tha-“ Minho cuts you off. He normally doesn’t interrupt, so you’re immediately confused but attentive.

“In a relationship, we are supposed to be there for each other 100% of the time. If the person needs something, you should be able to balance them. It is three of us. Please don’t feel like you have to be alone in anything. We love you. We care for you. We will always want to hear your concerns and troubles. Don’t do this again.. please.” You could see the concern and sadness on their faces. They actually want that from you. They care about you.

“I’m sorry to worry you. I will try to put my pride aside when it comes to you guys. It will take some getting use to. I know I messed up, but I love you guys too. I don’t want to lose you.” You cuddle closer to Minho and pull Chan in too. They cuddle you smiling softly.

“Our hard-headed girl” Chan pats your head and laughs. “Literally. Also, our messy girl. You’re welcome for cleaning.” Minho rolls his eyes as he says that. “Thank youuu. Sleepover?” You ask excitedly. “Sure let’s get the bed ready.” Chan says as he gets up, stretching his arms and back.

Minho taps you for you to get up and stands up. “Don’t worry we’ll be gentle tonight. You have done enough crying already. As long as you feel satisfied, we can do whatever.” He says, winking and grabbing the towels out the dryer.

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Venom

Synopsis: Getting caught up with Taehyun was a bad idea from the start

Genre: Angst

Warnings: yandere! Taehyun, violence, mentions of liquor

Word Count: 1,086

You hadn’t known Kang Taehyun for long, but the first time you met him... he had an unexplainable power to him. He pulled up to the club with major security. Four security guards ranging in sizes and specialties. He was always there for a business meeting. Never spending random nights out in a club. Heading straight to the back behind some doors, he only met behind multiple doors. It was easier to hear someone coming. Trauma response.

You had the gracious honor to be his host, in a way, for the night. Taking his and his business partner’s drink orders, you made them carefully knowing he could tip well. It was always about the money for you. You lived paycheck to paycheck for as long as you could remember. Your parents lived that way and grandparents. His money was nice and was a goal, but it never impressed you.

“Hi beautiful. I’ll take a whiskey sour. More whiskey, less sour.” His order simple: he much preferred hard liquor. Dark liquor. It was the only thing that matched his dark aesthetic, but he also grew up watching his father only drink dark liquor. All the liquor he stole as a kid was whiskey.

His business partner never caught your eye the way Taehyun did. His wet gel ridden hair that day still lives in your mind. It was never him though. Never his appearance, always the mystery for you. The way he pays with a black card, the black trucks he rides around in, the ever-changing phones and numbers. His voice, even over the phone, so silky smooth. It felt like a breeze of wind on a hot summer night.

As well as his ability to keep you updated, you always knew what number he was using for the week or month. You always made his drinks even at home. If you went out, he wouldn’t drink. Only trusting you. Simple. His biggest mistake. Never expecting you.

It made it easier to leave as well. He never asked much about you. You could run; he wouldn’t be able to track you. Or so you thought. That’s how you both stood in Panama. He followed you halfway around the world.

“Y/n” he yells as you see him standing at the end of the street. The wicked smile adorns his face as if he has no worries for keeping you around again.

Thump.

Thump.

Your heart was pounding, adrenaline rushing. You stare for an exit. Way-out. Anywhere to go. You want to run, but his guards stood at the other end of the street. You are led to a truck in which you got in and sit slumped down.

Your ears burning and breaths uneven. He stares into your soul, and you can tell even without watching him. It makes you want to ball up and hide. His hand found your thigh, with an electric shock going through you, it was enough for you to jump back some. Yet, he never removing his hand as you ride with him. “So, what was your plan?”

The plan. A simple one. You just wanted freedom. It was eleven at night when you entered the hotel room Taehyun had rented for you. The only time you and him ever spent alone without body guards. He wanted no one to hear you scream his name. He didn’t want anyone to know who he was. It didn’t bother you at first, but the lying about who he is got old quickly. Only referring to him as ‘a special friend’ seemed sus to all your friends.

Still, here you go making drinks for him again. He wanted something simple, calling out to you as he freshened up. It gave you just enough time to spike his drink. It was not to kill him. Just to get time. Every moment spent with Taehyun he confirmed he would never let you go. ‘I’m yours and your mines forever.’ You know too much about his friends, his family, his business… him.

You both toast to another night together, clinking glasses for the last time. You decided to give him a show if this would be the last time. The lap dance lasted all of two songs before he was ready for you. Upon laying down, he was a goner. You grabbed your things, placed a kiss upon his cheek, and ran. Ran as fast as you could back to your place.

You gathered the luggage you packed beforehand. Your new information: identification card, passport, etc. then headed to the airport. As you waited for your flight, you spent most of it in the bathroom. Pacing. ‘What if he finds me?’ He won’t. ‘What if he was pretending and wanted me gone?’ He wasn’t pretending. ‘Did he actually love me?’ I don’t know… the logical side of your brain was trying to help the panicked side, but it never stopped. Even after landing in Panama.

You pulled up to nowhere. Just open land. He covered your mouth with a bandana. He is trying to drug you. Don't breathe in. Don't panic. You try holding your breath for as long as possible, but you breathe deeply afterwards to make up for the lack of oxygen. You felt like you were floating in an ocean then you felt nothing but cold. Drowning.

Screaming underwater until there was light again. Your head aches from the sudden brightness. You close your eyes as chuckles erupt across from you. Taehyun. You glance at him before he slowly approaches. “I wanted to be serious with you from that night forward, but you just had to go and ruin it…” He pulls out a dagger.

You were tied up to a metal chair, screwed into the ground. Hands cuffed behind your back. Feet cuffed to the legs of the chair. You were at his mercy. A bug caught in a spiderweb.

“Serious with me? You weren’t gonna tell a soul about us.. you used me. I didn’t even get anything from it but sex. You got me: my emotions, my heart. You didn’t even want it until the end?!” You yelled at the end. You were broken. You thought he wanted you the entirety of the time.

He twirled the dagger around in his hand as he stabs into your leg. The piercing scream coming from the bottom of your soul. “TAEHYUN!” You sob at the throbbing of the dagger still lodged into your leg.

“You’re mine. Forever. Don’t think you’re gonna run again, my love.”

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My mutuals and I as skz dynamics

No one asked for this but idc 😭😭 and I got bored during work so here we go!

— Angel 🍯

Jeongin (Me) and Seungmin (Rin 🐶 @lino-jagiyaa) —

It’s giving besties, siblings, trouble-makers. I love you so much and probably spend the most time talking to you out of all my mutuals. My Aquarius twin 🤧🥹 you make me feel normal even though I’m weird. Just like Seungmin is for Jeongin.

Jeongin (Me) and Minho (Jas 🎐 @crispy-chan) —

Older sibling and younger sibling vibes are strong with this one. You have taken me under your wing, and I am greatful. You are really caring and it makes me comfortable as well.

Changbin (me) and Hyunjin (Bunny @virgoracha) —

My fiancée 🤧😍 I love you Bunny. We don’t talk that much but your personality and writing>>>>. We’re giving understanding. Hyunjin and Changbin support each other when they’re down or scared. That is us. I will support you forever.

Hyunjin (me) and Jeongin (Soul @l-luvr) —

Soull 😫 I wanna talk to you so much more. I feel like I’m Hyunjin trying to love on Jeongin with you. I just wanna be there and have good times together. Idk if this is weird, but I just know you have good energy from our like one conversation together.

Minho (Me) and Changbin (Moon 🤍 @moonmukamiamajiki) —

Moon ✨ I appreciate you and your daily check ups. A calm and chill dynamic we have going on. We have a virtual hug type of thing going on. I love it. I really want the best for you.

Minho (me) & Chan (Joo @lino-nyangi) —

The ‘Lee Know and his only hyung’ vibes are strong with this one. I feel very accepted and grateful to talk to you. Your page is really popping and mine isn’t so I’m glad you even talked to me. I really feel like I’ve been accepted by you.

Jisung (me) and Felix (Cielle 🍙 @starseungs) —

Twin energy. Good, positive vibes. Never a dull moment. Not often talking but the actions speak a lot louder. I love your work, and you have a good sense of humor. The love you have for your mutuals>>>. I appreciate you greatly. I can’t wait to have more interactions and conversations.

Jisung (me) and Seungmin (🌻 @chvnssecret) —

We haven’t talked in a while. You are very blunt yet nice. I chose Seungsung because they are an underrated duo. Also, not one many people talk about. That is us.

Last but not leasttt…

Seungmin (me) and Minho (Tan @j-0ne25) —

My newest mutual 🥹🤍 much love for you. We haven’t had much time for me to feel out our dynamic. BUT I chose the most chaotic one because we are bound to destruction. We vowed to commit crimes together. Crimes will insue!

If you made it to the end of this and you’re not my mutual, message me and we can be mutuals. I am always looking for more. I like so much more than kpop ranging from hip-hop, anime, cooking, video games, and more. I just like to talk to people 🥹

— Angel

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Skz Pack: Bad First Impression

Author's Note: Nothing much this time. All feedback is welcome.

Genre: fluff and angst

Warnings: Mention of bad parents, descriptions of shaking from fear, jealousy, one hit with a spoon

Word Count: 2,058

You and Jeongin were laying in bed when he got a call from one of his Hyung’s. He sat up a little to talk, allowing you to rest your head on his lap.

“Yes Minho-hyung?” He asks. You could hear every other word. ‘Bring…the..home.’ Bring what home? Also Minho… that’s Chan’s moonmate. Did Chan need something from Jeongin?

You just sat there confused as Jeongin continued to talk. “No, I can't do that because it is too early.”

After another five minutes of back and forth, Jeongin turns towards you. “Jagiya?” He asks softly.

“Hmm?” You answer by looking up from your own phone which was on Pokemon Go. “Minho-hyung wants to meet you today.” You freeze a little. Your introduction to Chan still had you a little shook. You didn’t expect to be so whipped by him damn near immediately. Could you handle meeting another pack member so soon?

“Oh um.. What does he want to do together?” You ask unsure if you can commit to anything. There is some back and forth before Jeongin looks at you. 

“Did you want to cook with him and another member of our pack? They are making dinner and dessert in an hour or so.” You look up at the ceiling. What could go wrong?

“Sure. Is it okay if I cook with them instead of us watching a movie?” You check with him. “Yeah sure. I’ll just go to the library to study. I can take you to our place.”

“Okay thank you.” You both get ready to head outside. Jeongin drives you to their home and kisses you goodbye as you exit the car. You go to the front door and take a deep breath. They aren’t monsters; they are regular people. They won’t hurt you. You knock on the door, finally having found the courage to do so.

A man wearing a headband with ears answers the door. He had brown hair, but you could tell it was dyed beforehand. His facial expression was very serious as he waved at Jeongin. Jeongin finally drove off knowing that you would be safe with his pack mates. After leading you inside, the mystery man sits you at the table across from another man. 

“I’m Minho and this is Felix.” Felix had blonde hair similar to Chan’s. Most people in this household had light hair apparently. They both wore sweatshirts and pajama bottoms with slippers. Minho had no jewelry on at all, but Felix had on some silver rings. 

“Was I supposed to wear my pajamas?” You questioned feeling a little less included. It wasn’t intentional obviously; they probably just happened to be cold and wore similar things. Also, you didn’t own many sweatshirts, so you would have had to wear a high school one.

“No, it is fine. We bought you some things to wear too” That is how you ended up in a sweatshirt and matching pajama bottoms just like the two men. Felix smiles as you return “You look great.”

“Thank you… are we cooking something big or small?” You ask kindly. You were not a chef in any way, so this would be an experience for you.

“Oh it’s okay you can just watch. We really just wanted to know about you. Jeongin and Chan seem fond of you.” Minho clarifies as he gets some ingredients from the cabinet.

“Oh? Chan has mentioned me?” 

“For sure! He said you were nice but very shy. We waited some time before seeing you solely to make sure you didn’t feel like you were meeting us all back to back.” Felix chirps. He is chipper; he is prepping some kind of meat.

“Thank you for giving me such a grace period. I am very nervous as I’m sure Jeongin told you guys. I just don’t want to make a bad first impression.” You explained, playing with your fingers as you looked at Minho.

He hummed before looking at you. “I think you’re overthinking it. Don’t worry. We won’t eat you. Unless you want to be eaten.” He places a hand on your shoulder temporarily before going back to the counter. 

As cooking ensues, you fade into the background taking on minor roles Minho asks you to do. While Felix keeps an eye on you from a distance, you are guided by Minho on how to do certain tasks.

“I didn’t grow up being in the kitchen with my parents. I feel bad for needing so much assistance. I appreciate it though. Hopefully, I can prepare a meal alone for you guys.” 

Minho smiles and nods. “It would take some weight off mine and Chan’s shoulders considering we handle all those responsibilities alone.”

You felt a little at ease with Minho, but he still held a lot of power around here. As well as, his natural aura just gave off serious and dangerous. Felix hasn’t said much, so you still felt very tense around him. 

“Is Jeongin being considerate towards you? He isn’t causing any trouble right?” Minho’s questions make you laugh. “He is being very considerate. Jeongin is so sweet. You guys have raised a nice pup.” You jokingly respond. 

“So he’s touchy with you or is he distant? Jeongin isn’t that affectionate with us.”

“He is affectionate and likes to cuddle, but I don’t know if that’s just him being nice towards me.” Minho raises an eyebrow. 

“So you’re very affectionate?”

“According to Jeongin, he and Chan think I am touched starved. They think getting me used to regular affection will help.”

“That’s useful to know for us. We can give you the right kind of affection. So physical touch is big for you. I hope we can all honor that well. I am not necessarily touchy so..” 

You laugh at him not finishing the sentence. Minho seems so considerate. It doesn’t bother you that you probably won’t get much affection from him. Hopefully, he just accepts your presence first.

You are helping Minho very efficiently, in your opinion when the topic of your childhood comes into play. “So are your parents both also wolves?” You kind of freeze at the thought of your parents before nodding. “They are indeed. My dad was a beta and my mother an omega. She always wanted an alpha though and made it all of our problems. She wanted me to settle down with a nice alpha.”

“Not her living through you. Parents are really something else. I’m glad you have Jeongin though. He indeed is a nice alpha. I’m assuming you’ve had your fair share of bad alpha’s.”

You nod as you try to continue stirring the bowl Minho had given you, but your hands were shaking so badly. You could feel the air from that night. The adrenaline as you ran for your life from the scariest wolf you’ve ever seen in your life.

You end up dropping the bowl off the counter by accident and give an immediate apology as you use your shaky hands to attempt to clean it up on all fours. Minho takes your hands as he squats next to you. “It’s okay.. I’m sorry to have triggered such bad memories for you.” 

You were confused as the night went on. You get to know Minho a little, and he’s very nice to you. However, Felix hasn’t said much still even after dinner is done. Minho decided to take some time to clean up a little in their dining room while you and Felix prepare dessert.

“We are really trying to incorporate you into our household because your Jeongin’s mate. He deserves to be happy, but it’s not like we are going to be all buddy buddy like.” Felix explains to you softly, like he was saying something considerate, as he mixes together ingredients for what looks like cookies.

You kinda deflate a little, the shine leaving your eyes. He doesn’t want to do this just to know you. I mean these are Jeongin’s friends. You should have expected them to still be only Jeongin’s friends. The friend’s of your partner are not always your own friends. 

You assist him as he asks and afterwards you grab your things to leave. Minho asks, “Are you sure you can’t join us for dinner considering you helped make it?” You reply with a simple nod and bow before leaving. You start walking home in the cold and dark given that it is too late to ask Jeongin for a ride considering you left already, and you no longer feel comfortable asking any of his packmates.

The feeling of sadness washes over you as you walk in the wintery air. Luckily, it was winter, so you could play off crying as just tears from the wind. You thought you had possibly found a new family, a place to call your own. After feeling less than accepted by Felix, you crawled into a hole again. Could you ever face them again? You are feeling guilty for even wanting to join their pack.

Once arriving home, you took a long shower and prepared for bed. Jeongin texts you afterwards asking ‘Are you okay? You could have asked me to take you home.’ You don't feel the best mentally, so you simply ignore it and go to bed. The next morning you wake up to the sound of pounding on your door. 

Feeling groggy you get out of bed and head to the door, you croak out a “who is it?” as you look out the peep hole to see Jeongin. “It’s me!” He practically yells. You slowly open the door and by the look on his face he is angry. “Come in.” Before you can even finish, he comes inside and looks at you before sighing. 

You close the door before moving towards the kitchen, not sure what to say. He follows you standing in front of the fridge you were just about to open. “I was worried sick about my poor girlfriend who just chose to not answer my text like she couldn’t be kidnapped, sick, or hurt.” You feel a ping of guilt because you forgot someone actually cares about you, especially after last night.

“I’m sorry Jeongin. I wasn’t in the mood to talk, and I did not consider how it would affect you by not responding.” You look into his eyes before looking down. You can’t hold eye contact for long; he deserves to be mad. He hugs you tightly before resting his head on your shoulder. “Don’t do that again, please?” You quickly nod and hug back.

You haven’t even cleaned yourself up yet or eaten. Jeongin still looks at you as if you are the prettiest girl in the world. You smile as he kisses your cheek and asks how it went last night.

“It was fine. Did you want breakfast?” 

“You’re sure? Also, breakfast sounds great. We can make it together.”

“Yes, I'm sure. It wasn’t naturally buddy buddy, but we will all come to terms sooner or later.” You grab the things out of your fridge. Unknown to you, Jeongin didn’t feel the best about that answer. They better get buddy-like with you quickly or face his wrath.

Throwing on his grandma voice, he begins to cook. “They better get with or i’m gonna hit them.”

“Oh? I’m so sorry grandma. I will be sure to tell them that.” You respond between laughs. He hits you with a wooden spoon. “I’m serious! I will tell them there's no need for you to do it.” 

You smile and rub your arm. “You are lucky I love you. I could hit you back.”

“Look at you! These young children are so violent these days. I have to teach you all a lesson. Young whipper snappers.” He does the slouch as well. You are laughing so hard tears fill your eyes. Jeongin was glad you were happier now.

You both go on to make a beautiful breakfast for you both. Uploading pictures and selfies to your Instagram for fun. It was starting to be a good day for you two. You were trying to ignore the feeling lingering over you that you wouldn’t be accepted into the pack. Yet, Jeongin could tell by the slight change in your scent that something was bothering you, and he was determined to figure out what happened last night.

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Stray Kids as Songs by The Weeknd

Author's Note: Only doing songs I have heard by him which is mainly the 'Starboy' & 'Trilogy' albums. Sorry not sorry.

Word Count: 1k exactly (crazy)

Genre: no designated one; not fluff, smut, or angst

Warnings: Cursing

Chan as Sidewalks

Honorable mention Starboy (this song has that confident swag Chan has. Chan flavored rizz if I do say so)

"Cause too many people think they made me Well, if they really made me, then replace me"

This song just feels cocky enough to be Chan as well as Starboy. Chan is THE it boy in my mind. Too many people in the industry try to act like Chan isn't good at his job. They act like he is expendable. He is literally so motivated and hard-working.

"I feel useless when I'm never makin' money, ah Well, this the life we always fantasized"

Minho as Heartless

Honorable Mention Acquainted (Just lee know flavored Rizz. No more to say idek how to describe it. The touching on your body part is so him)

"Photoshoots, I'm a star now (Star) I'm talkin' Time, Rolling Stone, and Bazaar now (Bazaar now)"

This song just gives MINHO. This song is actually the reason I wanted to do this series. The 'I'm a star now" reminds me of Minho saying he wanted the attention on him when he is on stage. My boy is no longer a backup dancer; he is the main attraction. I love that for him. Also, idk it's just fitting that Lee know would embrace the 'heartless' thing he has going on. People think he is so heartless and uncaring, but that is the least bit of true.

"Said I'm heartless Tryna be a better man, but I'm heartless"

Changbin as The Party & The After Party

Honorable mention is Twenty Eight (Hear me out but something about the 'hey there lonely girl' screams Changbin. He would fall for the wrong one. It's not his fault; she was convincing and pretty)

"Don't be shy with it, I'll supply with it I got you, girl, oh, I got it, girl"

Changbin is the reliable type. He will be there for his partner/ best friend he has a crush on even if they aren't in a good mental state/ physical state. This is what this song is about essentially. However, they don't end up together. He knows the people don't want him for him. They want him for the money, his body, etc. He still entertains them though.

"They don't want my love They just want my potential"

Hyunjin as Party Monster

Honorable Mention Till Dawn (Here Comes The Sun) This is basically what led to his hoe phase in my mind. Playing too many games with the wrong women.

"I'm the realest, she said I'm the realest Head be genius, dick game be the meanest"

If you say this song isn't giving Hyunjin, you are lying. Hyunjin is cocky, a hopeless romantic but I think it's from not having many relationships. If he ever goes through a hoe-phase, this will be him. He wants to feel important and special. Talk his head up, please.

"Tell me lies, ooh, girl, tell me lies Say you're mine, I'm yours for the night"

Jisung as Die for you

Honorable mention Shameless (Not willing to give up the love, a lil toxic vibe, cocky bastard-vibe just overall Jisung. Please listen to this song if you haven't!!)

"The distance and the time between us It'll never change my mind 'cause Baby, I would die for you"

Hanji just fits the vibe of this song. He is so emotional about love; he seems so dedicated to his possible/future partner. He, also, is the type to be nervous and not want it immediately as the lyrics say. He is willing to do anything for his lover.

"I don't want this feelin', I can't afford love I try to find a reason to pull us apart It ain't workin' 'cause you're perfect"

Felix as Love Me Harder w/ Ariana Grande

Honorable mention Next (Too smart to get played by someone who only wants him for the fame. Savage Felix mode. Too many people see Felix as just soft but he is intelligent and very strong.)

"If you know about me and choose to stay Then take this pleasure and take it with the pain"

Felix is the type to tell you everything from the beginning. All his trauma, insecurities, everything. If you play your cards right, you will be getting everything from him. He needs your all. The patience, sacrifice, care, etc. He wants to be loved and to give it. He just needs to know your not going to screw him over.

"You gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta Got to love me harder"

Seungmin as The Birds Pt. 1

Honorable mention D.D (Getting stuck with a fan who is obssessed? It just fits considering he isn't the committing type. Some one will try it.)

"If you try to play your luck (Ooh) Ain't nobody gonna care enough To catch you fall"

Seungmin is not the lovey-dovey type and he DOES NOT want the responsibility of breaking someone's heart at all. He will give several warnings, but he will still do relationship shit with you. It is very confusing and he will STILL blame you for not heeding his warnings. Don't fall.

"So don't you fall in love Don't make me make you fall in love"

Jeongin as I feel It Coming

Honorable Mention XO/The Host (Jeongin would for sure have a person he would try to be there for regardless of situation. This person would know all of skz and he would in other words make skz their found family)

"You've been scared of love and what it did to you You don't have to run, I know what you've been through"

Lover Boy Innie. Jeongin is just a boyfriend in my head like he gives good boy energy. This song has soooo much serotonin in it to me just like Jeongin. I can imagine Innie taking care of someone who has been hurt before. I love that for him.

"Baby, I can take my time We don't ever have to fight Just take it step-by-step"

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