'But you tell me profound loves do not satisfy you. You crave to give and to receive stronger sensations. I understand, but that is only a phase. You can play the game now and then, to heighten passion, but profound loves are the loves which suit your true self, and they alone will satisfy you. The more you act like yourself the nearer you come to a fulfillment of your real needs. You are still terribly afraid to be hurt; your imaginary sadism shows that. So afraid to be hurt that you want to take the lead and hurt first. I do not despair of reconciling you to your own image.'
Anaïs Nin, Henry and June
I love her for what she has dared to be, for her hardness, her cruelty, her egoism, her perverseness, her demoniac destructiveness. She would crush me to ashes without hesitation. She is a personality created to the limit. I worship her courage to hurt, and I am willing to be sacrificed to it. She will add me to the sum of her.
Anaïs Nin, Henry and June: From the Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin
and the moon is the mouth of a lover
Garous Abdolmalekian, Acquiescence tr. Ahmed Nadalizadeh and Idra Novey
Either she loves him, or she is resolved to.
Wisława Szymborska, Portrait of a Woman tr. Regina Grol
The light is nervous and quiet -
Urszula M. Benka, To the Last Man on Earth, In the Hour of His Death tr. Regina Grol
It may be that we have become more interesting to each other at the expense of trust.
Anaïs Nin, Henry and June
Fifty Days at Iliam: The Fire The Consumes All Before It
Cy Twombly, 1978
Oil, oil crayon, and graphite on canvas
Photo taken from the Philadelphia Museum of Art
but indirectly children know everything there is to know. They just don't know why.
Nancy Milford, Savage Beauty
to want and to wonder are parallel actions
- Jessica Fisher, Anne Carson’s Stereoscopic Poetics
green leaves / torn straight from the cross
- Agata Tuszyńska, Faith tr. Regina Grol
Of the moon all that's left is a stain upon the window.
Garous Abdolmalekian, Necklace tr. Ahmed Nadalizadeh and Idra Novey