Moonlightstained

i need a cigarette an a successful suicide

i've found a shirt in my drawers that i last wore in 2012 and i can't believe that i fit into it again. it wasn't from my lowest weight but close. besides, it's a size small, so it still feels good.

getting better is too hard why cant i just indulge in self destruction forever its so much easier im too tired and i just dont care anymore everything is so daunting

i'm so fucking tired but i can't sleep because i'm so fucking hungry it hurts but i don't want to eat either just fucking k1ll me

“Where do you see yourself in the future”

Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.

Im like if a corpse had to wake up every day