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1 year ago
Frida Kahlo, From A Letter Wr. C. November 1933, Featured In The Letters Of Frida Kahlo: Cartas Apasionadas

Frida Kahlo, from a letter wr. c. November 1933, featured in The Letters of Frida Kahlo: Cartas Apasionadas

1 year ago
Ada Limón, from "Crush", Sharks In The Rivers

Ada Limón, from "Crush", Sharks in the Rivers

1 year ago
Landscapes Of Alaska.

Landscapes of Alaska.

1 year ago

as i heal, i realize it’s no one’s loss. he might never get his karma. he will find someone better. he is not the one that got away. he is not avoidant. he is not manipulative. he is not narcissistic. he will not miss me. he will forget me.

we are just a passing moment.

that’s because i cannot invent a narrative out of what happened. i can only see the facts as they are and that is— we are not meant for each other.

we deserve better and i have accepted that we cannot be better for each other. while the love is there, but some things just dont work out, they dont last, they will not stay.

i probably don’t deserve the pain, but that is just how it is: we are both good people doing our best in life. we are both good people in search of a love that will stay, and truth of the matter is we cannot make each other stay. and it’s okay!

i’m tired of being angry, of painting myself as a victim, of putting myself on a losing end.

this grief is just love that has nowhere to go.

with that, i am letting him go with love— that i trust that he will find what’s best for him, and i also have to trust myself that i will find what’s best for me.

in arriving at this conclusion, it was not easy, but it’s worth it.

hence, i don’t know if this is a blessing or a tragedy, because despite all the pain, i can still love deeply. 🤍🥰

1 year ago

There is so much more life to live when you stop constantly obsessing over who will think you're a bad person or not understand you

I am learning this in the tiniest bites but it pierces me deeply

1 year ago
NO WAR

NO WAR

Moon (Apr. 27, 2024)

1 year ago
NO WAR

NO WAR

Moon (Apr. 25, 2024)

1 year ago

"‏صدقني، أنت لا تعرف قسوة أن ينهزم المرء من الأشياء التي دافع طوال الوقت لأجلها، أنت لا تعرف قسوة محاولاتك للحفاظ على نفسك أمام ظروفٍ وأحداثٍ كفيلة بأن تجعلك شخصًا آخر."

"‏صدقني، أنت لا تعرف قسوة أن ينهزم المرء من الأشياء التي
1 year ago
NO WAR
NO WAR
NO WAR

NO WAR

Moon (Mar. 8, 2024)

1 year ago

I have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of peace

1 year ago
Bianca Stone, From What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Artichokes”

Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Artichokes”

1 year ago
Caress My Neck, Penetrate My Senses...

Caress my neck, penetrate my senses...

1 year ago
Mary Oliver, From “Hum Hum”, A Thousand Mornings

Mary Oliver, from “Hum Hum”, A Thousand Mornings

1 year ago
You & I :)

You & I :)

1 year ago
Bianca Stone, From What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Cutting Odette’s Fingernails”

Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Cutting Odette’s Fingernails”

1 year ago
“Sometimes,” said Julia, “I feel the past and the future pressing so hard on either side that there’s no room for the present at all.”
― Evelyn Waugh, Brideshead Revisited, quote edited by @wedarkacademia

- Evelyn Waugh, from Brideshead Revisited (1945)

1 year ago

anyone else the loneliest girl in the world

1 year ago

it’s both comforting and heartbreaking that over time you will slowly forget the little details of someone you once loved so deeply until their memory is just a hazy blur like a dream you once had and can’t quite remember anymore

1 year ago
Heart,
I implore you,
it’s time to come back
from the dark

Mary Oliver, from “Summer Morning.” [ID in alt text]

1 year ago
Anaïs Nin, The Diary Of Anaïs Nin, 1931–1934

Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1931–1934

1 year ago

standing on business

standing on boundaries

standing on being better

1 year ago

build a circle of friends who are genuine. who are safe energetically. who are mature spiritually. who hold space and not animosity. who hold compassion and not judgment. who take time to check on you and your process. who grow through life with you + wish you well.

1 year ago
text id:     I'm a master of speaking silently—all my life I've spoken silently and I've lived through entire tragedies in silence.

― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit

1 year ago
Frida Kahlo, From A Letter Wr. C. November 1933, Featured In The Letters Of Frida Kahlo: Cartas Apasionadas

Frida Kahlo, from a letter wr. c. November 1933, featured in The Letters of Frida Kahlo: Cartas Apasionadas

1 year ago
— Trista Mateer, “Baggage”, From Honeybee

— Trista Mateer, “Baggage”, from Honeybee

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