It Was Liùsaidh’s Turn To Be Vulnerable With Her Crush This Evening. Of Course, My Brain Didn’t

i want to shake many young women and say you can grow in private. and what i mean by that is that you don’t have to publicly self-flagellate when you don’t know something or when you say something a little insensitive or whatever else. you don’t have to report your Bad Thoughts and Ignorance to the crowd who waits to judge you. you do not have to pay penance. you do not have to issue public statements. nothing more is gained from burying yourself in shame than you could gain by thinking “oh i don’t know about this” and looking it up real quick, or thinking “hm, that wasn’t how i want to behave, i’ll do different next time” and then moving on with your life. no need to choke yourself with it.

oh, that’s fluff. that’s fluff of my character that I think should get run over by a bus.

Back? Straight

Water? Drinking

Meds? Taken

Ty Auntie 😌

Today’s advice from your Goth Auntie

Pumpkin, stop slouching. Drink some water, take your meds.

Having a hard time coping doesn’t make you a failure.

The Cursed Object has informed me there is an emergency, and it needs help reaching the shelves the jam is on.

❤️ Auntie Jilli

Mages when they run out of mana 🤣

Dear readers (aka just pookie for now)

My sister just facetimed me out of the blue to tell me to not tell anyone in the family but she and her bf are going to pick up a puppy in a few weeks. I thanked her for sharing the fun news and she goes "thank you for being someone that i want to share good news with". Chat. I'm gonna cry.

I would like to be a cyborg please

Why can’t real life cities be 10 mile tall gothic metropolises with red and black and skulls and statues of weeping saints everywhere

been doing a LOT of analog note-taking / journaling / planning lately (new years' resolution fulfilled! yes!), and I've slowly but surely started writing mostly in cursive again.

that said, I'm old (almost 35, ew) so I have questions.

if you want to RB this and put you age / locale / whatever else you think is relevant in the tags, that'd be very cool

the spirit is unwilling and the flesh it feels not so good also

------ Rage | Fear | Pride | Envy ------

at the start of the game karlach and astarion are absolutely fucking reeling from being suddenly freed and are in a state of manic joy that would probably seem alien to them like a week ago, while gale has been locked in his depression tower for so long he's almost completely forgotten how to talk to people. shadowheart has not a single fucking clue whats going on because shar keeps slurping up her memories and lae'zel is literally in the midst of her ultimate nightmare scenario and trapped on an alien planet with a bunch of jackasses who have no idea whats happening. so almost everyone has experienced a situational personality shift and isn't quite the person they were a year before you met them. EXCEPT Wyll. Who is just like "this isnt even the weirdest thing thats happened to me this month." my man got scooped up, tadpoled, and slammed back and said "oh well, not gonna ruin my day" and went about his business teaching self defense to children and slaying evil beasts. He didn't even seem confused he literally did not give a shit. no urgency. He's like "I'll put that in my day planner but is gonna have to wait until after i hunt down this demon." When you recruit him there is no sense of "oh man we really gotta help each other because we have the same problem" he just would have said yes because you asked and he's wyll. Or because you told him he could kill mindflayers. He'd be like "sick" and done, no questions asked. Just another Tuesday for the blade.