I’m Posting This Cropped Section Of One Of My Recent Anons Success Story Bc Truly This Is One Of The

first time singing in a long time

wow, its been a long time since I’ve sung aloud, and honestly I did amazing. i had been waiting for my dad to go out since my mom was at work before i started to sing and i was so nervous. initially, i started singing “pitiful children” with my headphones in so i couldn't fully hear myself (which was a bad idea). i was really struggling to hit all those notes and it sounded really bad. then i decided to use my number 1 vocal warm-up song the clone high theme. i love singing the clone high theme because once i recorded myself singing it and i sounded really good, kinda like Halsey. once i felt sufficiently warmed up i decided to go back to pitiful children and honestly it wasn't that bad but the song didn't feel like me. i didnt sound terrible while singing it but considering that legally blonde is more of a alto/soprano musical and pitiful children was more of an alto/bass song i dont think it would be good for my audition. 

eventually i found “meant to be yours” and i said fuck it and i sang without my headphones. jesus christ did i sound AMAZING. the song was so fluid and i wasnr stuggling to hit any of the notes. hell after this i might go back and sing it again. i still had the same problem with the voice parts like i did with pitiful children but tbh even if i dont use it for my audition it really boosted my ego. this makes me think why i quit chorus, i am a damn good singer, but the songs we sung in chorus sucked ass and they were all boring. 

then it felt like i found the perfect song, it was wrapped in a little bow for me and at that point i knew it was the one (i said the same thing about pitiful children but go on) it was “I LOVE PLAY REHERSAL” when i sang it i sounded BEAUTIFUL it was everything like meant to be yours but only this time i had the perfect voice part. i think this is the song im going to use for my audition, dont be surprised if i get the role of elle woods 💋 

I STARTED THINKING AS GOD AND IN SECONDS MY MINDSET SHIFTED, LIKE I WASNT FEELING OVERWHELMED ANYMORE, I DIDNT NOTICE ANY DOUBTS AND I KNEW FOR SURE THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN BECAUSE IM GOD AND I SAID SO OMG WTH

THINGS CAN CHANGE INSTANTLY ONCE YOU JUST SHIFT INTO THAT MINDSET! you don’t even need to get rid of limiting beliefs literally just SHIFTING and forgetting all that behind you is enough

if i was sheree i would be PISSED

imagine hiring froggy phaedra to be your lawyer. mind you she acts like shes the next elle woods, hell not even the next she IS elle woods. any when you have to do a divorce hearing you decide “hey let me hire phaedra” when phae was describing how bob wants to change the child support it literally sounded like she was reading the document over again and thinking that she said something new. LIKE NO SHIT HE DOESNT WANT TO PAY 3K IN CHILDSUPPORT I READ THAT SHIT TELL ME SOMETHING I DONT KNOW. and when they were in court it was fucking hilarous. bob is a CLOWN he is a JOKE so how the hell does he win???? and he didnt win because the judge agreed with him it was because phaedra was INCOMPETENT

i need to start putting my videos in "watch later" instead of opening them in a new tab and never watching them

When I manifested an SP during bad circumstances I had an OC for him in my mind and he’d reassure me that he was in love with me and if something unfavorable happened he’d say “Hey, It’s okay, the 3D is confirming, it had confirmed, just focus on me sweetheart okay?”

It was so much fun. Recommend.

how did your family and friends react when you changed your whole life? were some of them jealous or something? or did you manifest them being happy for you (as they should)? it's okay if you don't want to answer :)

i love this question !

my family was in shock at how quick my life flipped and surprisingly didn’t ask hella questions on “how i became this” or “how i got that” lol. they really miss me though, i can say that. i went from being 18 yrs old, staying at home with my family trying to make money, to living on my own in my ideal place, rich, traveling the world & having my ideal bf. manifesting is fun when you really get the hang of it

Drew some art for Hellblazer fanfic  Gimmie Shelter (by NAOA on AO3)

together pangea + boredom

today has literally been a pretty boring day. it felt like the day just kept DRAGGING on and it would never end (until it did)

but i really didnt do much. i mean i sang and i practiced my guitar for <5 minutes which is pretty laughable. when i was singing i decided to record it and my recording sounded pretty good, all i need is a couple more days of practice and then ill sound sm better :’) .

anyways ive been listening to together pangeas DYE album cause if im going to see them live (crossing my fingers) i need to know their discography like the back of my hand. overall id give it a mid 7/10 (ok mr fantano) the songs were pretty good i wasnt a fan of the ones that sounded like they belong at a bible belt state daddy-daughter slow dance, but other than those its a pretty good album. i really under-appreciate TP’s music. my personal favs from DYE were “marajuana” “rapture” “wanted out” “somehow” and “ghoul” yk that one episode from bobs burgers where jimmy junior and his country ass friend create a new school anthem, thats the vibes i got from this album. rapture and somehow really make me want to dance like a character from charlie brown.

(this was me when those songs started to play)

the third thing was that i started to find ways to get more service hours. its pathetic that im a sophomore and i only have 8 hours. and the person who does the whole service things barely lets us know about the easy ones like making cards and shit. like HELLO, i would have way more hours if you gave me stuff i wanted to do. ig this defeats the whole purpose of service but hey those little care packages and cards i make really help people out so i don't want to hear it. i found this homeless shelter i can volunteer at (thats if they reply to my email) but its so close by its literally only 4 minutes away. all i really need to do is help make food plates, serve dinners, and sort and stock stuff; its a really easy job and it’ll rack up the hours in no time.

my mom came back from work and her secret santa gave her such nice goodies. she got her the 16 pack ferrero roche’s (which i took ofc...well she gave them to me) and a nice smelling candle. because moms secret santa gave her a candle she wants to give her secret santa a candle, i told her she should do it but she already got her a mug and a $25 giftcard i think giving her MY AEROPOSTALE CANDLE thats smells amazing btw is going a little bit overboard.

alright thats enough updating for today see you tomorrow you beautiful queen 

how to manifest

╰ 📯 loa encyclopedia — law of assumption 101

this is a short & quick post but being in a community like this one is understandably confusing. you have reddit, instagram, youtube, amino, tiktok and tumblr and they all have very different ways of approaching the law of assumption. and also different limiting beliefs! the biggest one is how exactly to manifest.

sammy ingram based platforms (ig, youtube and tiktok) say affirming and ignoring the 3d is what manifests

neville says "change your conception of yourself and you will automatically change the world in which you live" AND "believe that you are which you want to be"

from these two quotes we can deduce that states manifest. this is why you don't need methods, you don't need a full moon or positive water. all you need is yourself and your imagination!

YOU ARE NOT TRYING TO MANIFEST !

I know you are gonna think „yeah, no shit sherlock“ but listen to me for a sec. I think the reason why so many people fail to manifest their desires is because they are constantly in this “right now I‘m trying to manifest/I‘m manifesting“- state of mind. It’s kind of like affirming that “I will have this/this is gonna happen!!“

when?

great that you are putting your whole heart into all of this but darling you have to stop thinking that you gotta reach your desire when it’s already yours!! It‘s done!

please, live in the end. this is the only thing that comes in my mind for now. live as if you already have your desire, because you do. I will repeat this over and over again.

you have your desired hair, face shape, chin, jaw, forehead, hairline, eyes, eyebrows, eyelashes, skin, nose, cheeks, lips, teeth, ears, neck, shoulders, arms, hands, fingers, nails, rib cage/upper body, breast area, stomach, waist, abs, hips, legs, knees, feet,…

you also have your desired home, friend group, job, place to live, partner, family, teachers, ppl around you, career,…

EVERYTHING YOU DESIRE IS ALREADY YOURS. THE MOMENT YOU DESIRED IT, IT WAS YOURS.

now, after you read this… "how am I gonna live in the end?". living in the end means living as if your wish is fulfilled. and I want you to see this "as if" as a fact and not as a 'pretending' act of getting what you want. there is no "fake it til you make it" because you ALREADY MADE IT. claim it. there is no need to pretend that you have your desired face. see, I‘m saying this to make this feel as natural as possible to you. having your desired anything should make you feel at ease. I don’t want you to stress whenever you think of your desire baby, I want you to love yourself and to accept yourself no matter what. even if it’s hard. yes, it’s normal to feel that way. you‘re not alone. and even if many people might say "no, I tried this so many times, I won’t do it again!"… it’s alright ♡. we all have made our mistakes trying to consciously manifest. but manifesting is something that we all do, something that we‘ve been doing all the time. you already are a master manifestor so act like it. be it. even if you feel like you‘ve never really managed to manifest something, you are a master manifestor and I don’t care if you deny that.

wanna look like your desired face? right after you wake up, I want you to imagine yourself as your df and go on your day. embody this person as clearly as possible. be that person. embody your desired character. be that character. wanna be the person that attracts all the hot guys? BE THAT PERSON. just feel like it, feel confident, think like that person and think (=affirm) that you are exactly that kinda person that gets all the boys blushing. you also wanna drive a lambo? be that person who has a lambo. know that you have that lambo. keep telling yourself how elegant your car is and how you own it, simply because you can. get used to the things you wanna be or have.

your whole life you‘ve been told to work for these things, to believe that "dreams are dreams" and that they aren’t always meant to come true. false. you can do whatever you want, get whatever you want, be whoever you want. no one can stop you. step outta that victim mindset and please BE your higher self instead of starting your day, taking a look at the mirror and thinking "ugh, when will I become my desired person?" YOU ARE YOUR DESIRED PERSON, THROUGH AND THROUGH.