Mirukiyo - Mirukiyo

volcano and the frog pond

Is there any self concept challenges? I want to work on mine too and a challenge would be sooo much fun.

hey there! the only one i'm aware of is pl6netgirl's "JUST DO IT" challenge! it's a week-long challenge. here's the link: https://pl6netgirl.tumblr.com/post/668317059697033216/just-do-it-challenge ♡

if your manifesting arent "here" after months of affirming, will you keep persisting or reflect what did i do wrong?

i think both!! i affirmed for months with little progress and finally one day it all clicked and i realized i was doing stuff "wrong". for one, i was still letting negative thoughts in but i thought they were being cancelled out by my affirmations. spoiler--they weren't. negative thoughts can be disguised tho! such as having fake arguments with people in your head, having conversations with people in your head where you discuss your undesired circumstances/have to talk about how you don't have your manifestation.

also daydreaming about your desire (if you don't do it from the feeling that you already have it) can be slowing down your progress too.

& just assuming you're doing stuff wrong all the time could be holding you back as well. no matter what you do assure yourself you're doing everything right. affirm that your mental diet has been flawless, even if it hasn't. you're doing everything perfectly and you're gonna get all your desires any second now!!!

++another tip is to work on self-concept if you haven't already. i used to never want to affirm for self-concept, i thought it was "boring". but i was really just screwing myself over lol. manifesting is easy, you have everything you want, everything always works out for you, your 3d conforms instantly, etc.

idk what you're manifesting but it's good to affirm for limiting beliefs you might not even think you have. for sp, you're worthy of love and accept love into your life. if you're manifesting money, you deserve money and money is easy to come by. if you're manifesting physical change, you've always been confident and it's sooo easy to change your body/face/whatever. apply this to whatever you're manifesting, i just feel like these are the main three :)

but yes, persist!!! and work on trusting yourself. you said you've been manifesting this for months, so your subconscious definitely knows what you want and will bring it to you as soon as you let it. just step into "it's done", focus on yourself, and work on your beliefs about manifesting. you manifest your desires overnight, you see movement instantly, it's almost scary how fast things manifest.

remember, with manifesting, ultimately less is more :)

good luck, i hope this helped!!!

new year, new me #2

OMG I LOVE HOW HOT I AM. this morning i got ready to go to shoprite and i decided not to wear eyeliner (even though it takes less than a minute for me to do i still dont want to do it daily) and i only decided to wear mascara and do my brows and i really looked hot. i mean i kept looking in the mirror and i noticed that i have such model features. i have pretty big eyes, cheekbones, nice lips, everything about me looks good. anyways today was a hair day so i had to affirm about my hair and i really dont feel a difference. tbh i didn't affirm as much as i did with the raven day but i also kinda affirmed more than i did yesterday. i found a girl with the hair type i wanted and i kept affirming that my hair was like her. today is now a rich parents day and im really looking forward to it. i already talked about this in my last post so im not going to talk about it again. # livingmybestlife # dreamgirldreamlife

i know i should do this on notion but i love my little tumblr diary <3

okokoko so i just watched a video on how to organize your ec’s for college admissions and basically she said that there should be a theme connecting your ec’s and your major. ( if you want to do compsci then you should be apart of a compsci club) this has got me thinking that i really need to organize my ec’s and relate them to my major 

major: psych

ec’s: gardening club, black student union, theater 

gardening club: my desire to help people in my community

bsu: creating a change within my community by spreading awareness, because i want to do psych to help black women the bsu provides me an outlet to create a change

theater: im a dramatic piece of shit

let me put the link for this video before i forget it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BL4Tz9m-YlU&t=31s

stressing out about things i haven't done

idk why but for some reason, I've started to think about what clubs I want to do this year, and honestly I'm kinda stressing myself out. initially all i was fully invested in starting my new club (a gardening club) and focusing on the BSU's section in the newspaper, but now i want to expand my horizons. after they announced that the spring play is going to be legally blonde i really want to try out for it. one of my friends who did the fall play says that i should do it and that it'll be sm fun, but this is the same person who constantly complained that they were stressed out and we're constantly behind and exhausted. thats where my dilemma is on the play idea, cause i need to focus on my grade and need to manage my other commitments. thankfully the play will coincide with the same time I start my club so it wont be that hard for me to practice and run my club. still, i still worry that i'll be stressed out. honestly i should focus on the positives of doing the play. 1. i like to preform and 2. ill make more friends.

why am i struggling?: a personal note

why would we struggle? we found out about the infinite power all of us have within ourselves so why are you still having problems? why would you still care about the 3d? why would you get anxious or nervous about the external world when YOU are the creator of all of this?

the house you are living in, the way your parents treat you, the clothes you are dressing, the hair you have, the body you so used to complain about THEY ARE ALL YOUR CREATION!!!!!!! and the same way you created those and accepted the fact that you and your life are like that YOU CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING OVERNIGHT AND ACCEPT THAT YOU ARE ALREADY THE PERSON YOU DREAM TO BE!!!!!!

sick of your reality? shift.

sick of your hair color? manifest it to be another color

everything is easy like that AND WHY DONT YOU ACCEPT THAT EVERYTHING IS THAT EASY??????????

you want the face you photoshopped to visualize as your dream face and have on your lockscreen? YOU HAVE IT

want to be the best kpop idol in the whole world? the biggest the industry has ever saw? DAMN GIRL YOU GOT IT

want to date that famous guy you love so much????? HE’S YOURS ALREADY

so again WHY ARE YOU ANXIOUS WHY ARE YOU STRUGGLING WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE YOU ARE A VICTIM WHEN NOW YOU CAN HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE NOW YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOD??????????

everything is so easy, DO NOT let anyone and even your current mindset tell you otherwise, YOU ARE GOD! YOU WANT IT YOU GOT IT! you are more powerful then you can ever think about and you don’t need to move one finger to have anything because your biggest treasure is your imagination.

imagine it, have it. that’s all.

the clouds were magical today

How I see my life in the future. A rich and spoiled little cutie with a sidekick just as cute 🐶.