JUST GOT WEIGHED AT UC (URGENT CARE) WDYM I’M UP 2 POUNDS?
ALL SFX NOT REAL!!
BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!
MAKEUP PRACTICE!
Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.
I’m so done. I’m going back to school in a few hours, I just pulled out a chunk of my hair, I ruined my fast, and if I tell my parent they’ll send me back to the ward, and I have a therapist appt later today.
Yay, I’m finally starting to become one of those 4n4’s who dreads eating, I ate 460 cals today and hated every single bite, I just want to starve and starve.
☆⋆。𖦹 2025 is going to be the year we all reach our ugw. all YOU have to do is lock tf in.
are you going to do that for yourself?
My brother takes the worst photos of me, that make me look like the biggest cow ever. (I am, and it’s lowkey meansp0 in it’s own right.)
seeing your veins and bones poke out more>>>>
Where do I get razors? Like I really wanna try the Matgicol ones, but my parents are always on my ass about cutting, and my mom took all my razors. And those were just from pencil sharpeners, they were barley effective anyway.
I don’t think I’ve ever said this but my brother is like my favorite person, like he kinda annoys me, but like he knows everything, (ana/Mia/sh) and doesn’t tell our parents, like he doesn’t like it but he doesn’t snitch either. He’s so chill, and doesn’t chastise or lecture me, he’ll just be like ‘’You don’t eat? That’s corny bro.’’ And I love it. He’s literally so cool. We have the same humor too, and he’s only a year and a half older than me so we have the same experiences. It’s so cool being a teen with him. He’s lowk my twin.
‘’You carry your weight well!’’ I don’t want to carry any weight at all.
I feel like such a wannarexic, but Mia has been my lifeline lately.
my throat hurts.