"you're All Jirai Enough" Until One Of Us Is Fat, Pudgy, Copes/deals With Trauma In A Different Manner

Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better

Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them

I wanna be independent because that's how I've been taught to be, but whenever someone starts talking about having a partner or a friend group I get so sick with jealousy

"Don't do a permanent decision to a temporary situation 🥺"

If you fucking say this to people, I reeealllyyy hope you wake up tomorrow and all your fingers are gone >:(((

Whenever someone has said this to me it basically fells like someone is saying

"That horrible thing your going through ? Yeah, it doesn't matter enough for me to give actual advice or show I care, I'm just going to invalidate how you feel ^^"

Sometimes people who experience mental illnesses, poverty and suffering in general, it doesn't feel like a 'temporary situtation'. So technically you are just invalidating how someone feels. If a kid has been suffering with severe depression and abuse for over 10 years do you think it's going to feel like a temporary situation to them ? Abuse isn't forever, but it can last years. And what about people with permanent mental health issues, or chronic pain issues ? That doesn't sound so fucking temporary to me.

I don't want anyone to commit, but if someone tells you they're thinking of it and you put on a shit eating grin, and say that stupid line, I will be finding you and eating you😍

bites and chews you MORE

-🩷❤️‍🩹

INHALES you

I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone *rocking back and forth, chanting this and gripping my hair*

I need someone to stay with me so bad omfg😭

The amount of times I've tried to tell people to not talk to me if they can't handle me bc I know I'm not a great person, but people are always like

'No I don't mind, I can handle it ^^'

LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU COULDNT BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET ATTACHED THEN LEFT

AGAHAUAHAHAHA IF I GET ONE MORE FP OR FRIENDS AND THEY LEAVE, YALL WILL NEBER SEE ME AGAIN 💀

Ahfiwnar idk if I'm gna get hate for this but I don't trust women and find them terrifying :P

“you hurt yourself so what’s the difference of me hitting you” im mentally ill and your just crazy.

Cvtting is the best and worst feeling at the same time

I hate how I never get to talk about my interests ( ´△｀)

My irl today was yapping about whatever thing he likes, and I make sure I make a noise or answer back and ask questions to show im engaged, and then when I yap about my interests he just completely ignores it :(((

He was talking abt supernatural (the show idk??) And I was listening and like staying silent to listen and then when I tried talking about Yandere sim he completely shifted the conversation to how his ankle hurt....

Idk, I'm js gonna start not reacting when he talks about his interests, because it's fine that he's interested or whatever but it's alllll the time. His interests are the only thing we talk about and it's boring :/