i just be saying shit that makes no sense ππ
My p0rn addiction is getting worse again, istg I can't do this anymore, I'm gna shoot myself in the face
I hate how I never get to talk about my interests ( Β΄β³ο½)
My irl today was yapping about whatever thing he likes, and I make sure I make a noise or answer back and ask questions to show im engaged, and then when I yap about my interests he just completely ignores it :(((
He was talking abt supernatural (the show idk??) And I was listening and like staying silent to listen and then when I tried talking about Yandere sim he completely shifted the conversation to how his ankle hurt....
Idk, I'm js gonna start not reacting when he talks about his interests, because it's fine that he's interested or whatever but it's alllll the time. His interests are the only thing we talk about and it's boring :/
FINALLY SOME GOOD...sfx...makeup...totally not real blood
I FEEL SO HAPPY AND JITTERY EHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEH YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA
Tw forrrrrrrrr cvtssss (n blood)
Block don't report please this is a coping mechanism :( I'm safe trust, my therapist looks at them often to see if there clean ^^
Cat scratchessss >.<
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Finally got some good bl00d
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:3
I thought I got more pics wthππ
Just as i did it
And this was my attempt to cleanππ
(I did some bandaids cause it wouldn't stop bleeding and I'm not sure when my family's gonna get back :P)
*posts something*
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What the fuck ???
AHH I LOVE WHEN SHE SENDS PICTURES AND VIDEOS OF HERSELF, SHES SO FUCKING PRETTY IT MAKES ME WANNA KMSSS, AHHHH MWWAHHHH <3333
WAHHHH, I CANT TAKE BEING ALOONEEE, IF I DONT GET A PARTNER BY NEXT YEAR I'LL BE PUTTING MY HEAD INTO THE OVEN
Im undiagnosing myself, i do not have trauma I'm just being dramatic and I have a good home life therefore I'm faking it
I got too tired to post my make up and sfx last night ^^
But here it is now :3
Tw: realistic cvts and bl00d
I got triggered by a song, how pathetic....ahsufohajr I miss ber so much :(((
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Js some cat scratches :3
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I did this first then i really needed to do it again :(((( soooo glad my ex dearest can make me feel this shit about myself (*Β΄ο½ο½*)
Secconddd cut thingggg. I did it more on my hip :P
Also this one wouldn't stop bleeding >:((((
At least the blood is yummerssss >////<
Im lonely and tired :((( I js want my dearest backπ
TW for su!cide, sh and js depressing shitBlock don't report pls :3
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