Wdym My Thighs Are In Pain And There's NO ONE Available To Kiss Them Better?!?!?!?!?!??💔💔💔

The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly

When scars and marks start to form >>>>>

Intro :P

-> ☆ Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)

-> ☆ Age: In between 14-17

-> ☆ Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ + neopronouns that I'm too scared to share >.<). Bisexual, possibly demi-romantic

-> ☆ Likes: Bungo Stray Dogs, Needy Streamer Overload, Suicide Boy, Sanrio, Sonic, Death Note, Flowers, The rain, cutting

-> ☆ Dislikes: Most people, yelling, animals, eating, when my blades are dull

DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff ＞︿＜ I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media. So, no DNI, I'll just block if I want :P

I'll post things about self h4rm, 3ating disorders, su!cide, or just any of my depressing thoughts or opinions. I'm also a Jirai >:3 So if I act different sometimes, I should be back to normal soon enough :]

I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I'm semi in the process of getting diagnosed with Autism and SAD (social anxiety disorder). I have asked my therapist if I could have BPD, and he said my symptoms can eventually evolve into BPD :P Trynna get help for it, but idk if its working :/

ANYWAY

Enjoy this blog ^^

I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone, I don't need a partner and I'm ok with being alone *rocking back and forth, chanting this and gripping my hair*

Ugghughhhu this is so annoying, I haven't gotten sick for years but these 2 months I've just STAYED sickkkkkk

I also have had no appetite and it sucks whej my mother makes me over eattttt, it makes me wanna dieeeeee

Ive also had no energy to cvt so I've js been so fucking stressed💔💔 and I can't cut how I want 💔💔

I need someone to stay with me so bad omfg😭

The amount of times I've tried to tell people to not talk to me if they can't handle me bc I know I'm not a great person, but people are always like

'No I don't mind, I can handle it ^^'

LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU COULDNT BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET ATTACHED THEN LEFT

AGAHAUAHAHAHA IF I GET ONE MORE FP OR FRIENDS AND THEY LEAVE, YALL WILL NEBER SEE ME AGAIN 💀

Im posting these to close to each other 😭

More make-up and sfw training!!!

(Bc living rn is making me wanna go...uhm...do some reaalllyyyy hard and deep...make-up...)

Tw: realistic blood and cuts :3👍

Im js a rlly good make-up artist, it's all fake and for my classes >////<

I think I got baaabbyyy styro??? Idk tho, I dont wanna hype myself up cause yikes :P

me core after downing the whole box of chips cause i was a lil sad🤤🤤

Like ??? Is thattt styro?? Or js a deeper cat scratch :P I think I'm being dramatic I'm gna jump.

Anyway :P here's all of my leg🤤🤤 I like fucking 10 sliced in that big bleeding one (the moot who got sent the video can vouch for me ~)

If someone says

"Don't cut for me ?😢😢💔💔😔"

One more time I'm gonna cut myself deeper :p

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I feel like you guys are too nice to me, I've never even gotten a rude comment or anything :D!! I don't deserve y'all <33!!!!!

CAN WE ALL AGREE THAT JIRAIBLR IS BETTER THAN JIRAITWT AND JIRAITT ?!?!?!?!

It just feels so much more inclusive and accepting.