Whenever I Think About The Secret History I Genuinely Have To Take A Breath, The Hyper Fixation Is So

John Richard 'Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing' Papen

new henrymilla just dropped i was inspired by this photo

Shut out everyone else. Stop replaying other peoples opinions in your head. What do YOU want to do? How do you WANT to do it?

Why the fuck are you doing something you don't like

i hate henry winter but the one thing i will say for him is that when i started reading it made me so happy to see a character with traits i don't like about myself and traits that are considered weird be loved, both in the book by the greek class and in the fandom by his fans. he has niche interests and fixations, he info dumps, he's blunt, he speaks in monotone a lot, isn't expressive and has weird empathy levels. i love his character development after murdering the farmer which then leads him to kill bunny, but it does make me a little sad he turns out to be an awful person and that a lot of people seem to find that his most appealing quality.

girlhood means wanting to be like henry winter but ending up being a mix of francis abernathy and richard papen

Void Method

Get into a comfortable position, close your eyes and relax

Start focusing on your breathing

Start affirming, I would use the affirmations " I'm pure consciousness", "I'm not attached to any reality", "I'm in the void state" until you get into the void state (I will explain the void state tomorrow)

You will now that you are in the void state if your senses "fade" (noises become quieter for example), you feel like you are floating and you feel like you have no attachment to anything

Once you are in the void state affirm that you are in your DR and start visualizing your DR (visualizing is optional)

Do this until you feel your surroundings change or until you fall asleep

The void method was the method, that I used, when I almost shifted and it is one of my favorite methods

yeah some people don’t believe in reality shifting but some people also don’t believe women can orgasm so I stopped trusting other peoples opinions a long time ago

LaToya Jackson photographed by Fryderyk Gabowicz in Munich on October 22, 1987.

foaming at the mouth at the realization that the climax of The Secret History started with Henry "kidnapping" Camilla like the Trojan War started because of Paris "kidnapping" Helen